dad telling me it’s time to learn grown up stuff and introducing me to liquor and weed and curse words (that i’m only sometimes allowed to say, depending on its mood). the one thing daddy won’t do is take my virginity. even though she might touch my special place or rub my nipples “to make sure I keep growing” it never goes further. until one night i’m smoking with her, coughing so much I get lightheaded, and I ask her why we never do other things. why she never touches me like an adult.
you see, dad doesn’t want to tarnish me, doesn’t want to take my virginity when I’m so little its cock might tear me up. it wants to savor me when I’m old enough to enjoy it, but not deny me so long I go and beg someone else to fill me. but… dad thinks she’s found a solution.
her hands are on my lower back, squeezing my butt, rubbing against my hole. dad’s hands are delicate but its finger feels so big. i tell it i’m scared and it shushes me. she promises itll feel good. she’ll even start me off slow with just a couple fingers. i’m dizzy and my heart is pounding and the wrongness of it all is making tears spring into my eyes. but i need it. I need my dad to touch me like I’m a big girl. even if that means taking one finger, two fingers, three, in my ass.
i want to be her special kid so bad I’ll do anything.
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