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5 lbs, my wrists seemed less chunky

10 lbs, the back of my shoulders seemed less round

15 lbs, I had lost the hunch behind my back and my stomach had gotten smaller, plus my jawline started showing

20 lbs, my collarbones and the ribs above my breasts started showing, my neck had gotten smaller and my cheekbones started showing

25 lbs, my hipbones were visible when I layed on my bed, and my thighs so tinier when I sat on the shower floor

30 lbs, my arms seemed thinner. I could see bones, nerves and muscle working under layers of fat that had vanished

35 lbs, my calves seemed much more toned than before, and my stomach got even smaller, to the point where I could see my ribs instead of a roll

40 lbs, I became more confident when trying on clothes while shopping

45 lbs, my breasts started shrinking fast, I hadn’t lost in that zone yet

50 lbs, my boss noticed my weight loss and said “wow, is it me or everytime I see you, you’ve gotten smaller?”

55 lbs, I went through my clothes and sent more than half of them to thrift stores

60 lbs, I took a look in the mirror and saw no double chin, no back rolls and no round tummy

You probably can eat a whole meal calmly but cry about it afterwards in your room

You probably look through tumblr and think your ED isn’t as valid as everyone else’s because they’re all doing 3week fasts and 7hour workouts daily

Your parents might accidentally or purposely feed into your ED

You probably feel like you can’t talk to anyone because no one knows the struggle so you turn to ED tumblr or ED Twitter :)

Your max fast is probably between 20 and 40 hours long

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It takes time

But oh let me tell you, trying on the clothes you've been dreaming about for a long time..makes the pain worth it

Yes I want some new piercings but I won't tell you: you'll see it.

I want to become a better person but I won't tell you: you'll feel it.

I want to lose weight but I won't tell you: you'll see it.

I want to draw better but I won't tell you: you'll see it.

I want to sing better but I won't tell you: you'll hear it.

I want to be better at cooking but I won't tell you: you'll see it.

You can NEVER poop properly. Unheard of.

Some days it feels so fucking easy and other days it’s so hard that you want to drop dead.

You become the best liar.

Only eating the same three foods of repeat.

Wanting to cry when you don’t lose 2kg overnight.

Not allowing yourself to admit you have an ED because you’re “not skinny enough”.

Euphoria when you step on the scale and have lost weight.

🍓 none of my jeans fit comfortably. i need to use a belt to keep them up.

🍓 laying on my belly is no longer an option (not only cause of the tiddies but because of my bOnes)

🍓 all my tank tops are loose on me

🍓my elbows are really pointy

🍓 my face is way less round, and when i look down i don't really have a double chin.

🍓 when i sit down, my belly doesn't puff out as much as it used to.

🍓 my wrists are way bonier

🍓 I've had to make new notches in my belt for it to fit me

🍓 my bracelet is a lil looser than normal

🍓 the old pair of shorts that didn't fit me last summer still dont fit me... but because they're too big :)

🍓 my collar bones are POPPing like wow i love then so much

🍓 my mom, stepdad, and dad have all commented on my weight loss. my stepdad has called me skinny, my mom has called me gaunt, and all three of them have told me that i "dont need to lose anymore weight."

🍓 i get hungry less, but crave more

🍓 going up the stairs doesnt make me out of breath anymore, but it does cloud my vision with stars and makes me dizzy

🍓 i have lots of headaches

🍓 (tmi lmao) i dont really ever go #2

🍓 the bags under my eyes are getting heavier

🍓 when i look at myself in the mirror i look kind of sick in the face

🍓 i can feel my ribs, my hip bones, everything so much easier now.

🍓 my curves are more defined

🍓 when i lift my arms, my body doesnt make me feel AS disgusted.

🍓 losing weight is getting a lil harder (or im just more conscious of the pace now idk lmao)

🍓 my thighs dont expand as much when i sit down

🍓 laying down in bed makes me feel sooo happy, I literally cannot stop feeling my ribs

reblog if:

✨you’re a thinspo blog or an ed humour blog or a mess of both

✨ above 17

✨ that’s literally it? bonus if you’re a nice person

130lbs-104lbs

you can wear big bulky headphones and look cool instead of feeling insecure that they make your face look chubbier

if you sweat and flush you look hot

when you move around and your joints crack it looks like its because you’re thin and frail

highlighter makes your cheekbones pop even more instead of making you look greasy

when you get tickled you can laugh genuinely knowing they cant feel any fat on you