until there's nothing human left!

I think the first step towards the life you want is often to just say yes to more things. Accept that coffee invitation from your coworker even if it seems awkward. Sign up for that free class at the library that you're not sure you'll like. Join that club. Book that tour. Say yes to as many things as you can and kill the part of your brain that gut-reacts with a no.

happy my mother said I could be anything I wanted but I chose to live monday

happy the days I don’t want to kill myself are extraordinary tuesday

happy walking home for a moment you almost believe you could start again and an intense love rushes to your heart and hope it’s unendurable unendurable wednesday

happy the thing is to love life to love it even when you have no stomach for it thursday

happy for years I have been on duty in this my body and this its mind and no one has told me when relief might arrive but I think it will come all at once by the hundreds friday