Teachers girl

what i want is forbidden

Therapy's coming up, and there's one thing I can't stop thinking about. Do I actually tell?Do I tell how obsessed I've become with her? Do I tell her about the thoughts? Will she think I'm completely insane? Part of me wants to say everything. The other part wants to pretend none of it exists.I don't know which part is going to win when I walk into that room.

I don't know what's scarier living with this obsession, or finally saying it out loud in therapy.

How do you explain the anguish of loving someone you'll never have? It feels like a life sentence. hurting myself because I don't know what else to do with all this pain. It feels like Im drowning in a love that has nowhere to go.

I crave her attention constantly. I feel so drained being this obsessed with someone. I want her all to myself. I don't want anyone else to have her, to touch her, to know her the way I wish I could. I know that's impossible. I know this love will never be reciprocated, and that's the part that hurts the most.

haunted by someone I'll never have.