The name is Lindsey, but I do prefer Linds (You can call me either one tho Idc-)
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Sexuality: Bi + ace
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Fandoms: Mostly to be found on this blog are Hellaverse, (Mainly Hazbin Hotel. I do NOT defend Vivziepop though!) Sofia the First, Stranger things, Cobra Kai, etc.
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So as a follow-up to my previous post with the Great Expectations quote:
For those of you who have never read it. Great Expectations is a novel about a young boy who encounters a mysterious woman whose protegee, Estella, has been raised to be unable/unwilling to love. Pip falls in love with her, and his desperate need for her affection slowly leads to him becoming a worse and worse person. His feelings for her are written as something like a curse.
"Β βLove her, love her, love her! If she favours you, love her. If she wounds you, love her. If she tears your heart to pieces,βand as it gets older and stronger it will tear deeper,βlove her, love her, love her!β
Β If the often repeated word had been hate instead of loveβdespairβrevengeβdire deathβit could not have sounded from her lips more like a curse."
Pip continues to go on with is desire to be with her even though she tells him again and again:
"You must know...that I have no heart...I have a heart to be stabbed or shot - but I have no softness there, no sympathy."
Estella hΓ‘s been raised by Miss Havisham to be unable to love others. Havisham has made her believe she should never allow herself to care for others, because of the danger.
Pip's obsession with Estella slowly turns him into a terrible person who scorns the people who really care about him.
βSince your change of fortune and prospects, you have changed your companions,β said Estella.
βNaturally,β said I.
βAnd necessarily,β she added, in a haughty tone; βwhat was fit company for you once, would be quite unfit company for you now.β
In my conscience, I doubt very much whether I had any lingering intention left of going to see Joe; but if I had, this observation put it to flight."
Pip eventually realizes he'll never get Estella's love and makes the speech to her I quoted in the earlier post
π¬ 0Β Β π 10Β Β β€οΈ 46Β Β·Β "You will get me out of your thoughts in a week."
βOut of my thoughts! You are part of my existence, part of myself.
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So how this goes forward. He never does get over her, or move on. But he does find closure with his friends and family, and they have a reunion after some of her character development.
"βBut you said to me,β returned Estella, very earnestly, ββGod bless you, God forgive you!β And if you could say that to me then, you will not hesitate to say that to me now,βnow, when suffering has been stronger than all other teaching, and has taught me to understand what your heart used to be. I have been bent and broken, butβI hopeβinto a better shape. Be as considerate and good to me as you were, and tell me we are friends.β
βWe are friends,β said I, rising and bending over her, as she rose from the bench.
βAnd will continue friends apart,β said Estella.
I took her hand in mine, and we went out of the ruined place; and, as the morning mists had risen long ago when I first left the forge, so the evening mists were rising now, and in all the broad expanse of tranquil light they showed to me, I saw no shadow of another parting from her.
This is what I hope, as the best case scenario, for Vox and Alastor.
Yβall, Iβm gonna be so realβ¦ this is just my opinion, but I was never the biggest fan of the Protector storyline π. I remember being younger and not really enjoying the Mystic Isles episodes that much. Personally, I always preferred episodes where Sofia was at school, spending time with her family, or hanging out with her friends.
Thatβs why I donβt understand why some fans are so eager to bring the Protector stuff back. Likeβ¦ yβall actually liked that? π
Now, the Storekeeper storyline is different. I wouldnβt mind seeing that return in a later season because I think thereβs still a lot they could do with it. But if I had to choose, Iβd much rather watch Sofia navigating life at Charmswell with Layla, Camila, Zane, Devin, and the rest of her classmates than spend a bunch of time back on the Mystic Isles.
So honestly, I was kind of glad when Craig said Sofia would be taking a break from her Protector duties. And when they say βbreak,β Iβm hoping they mean until she graduates Charmswell school π
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MAPs are certainly NOT valid and I'm sick of them trying to call themselves "LGBTQ+". As someone who is bisexual, stay the FUCK out of our community. "MAP" is just a glorified term for "pedophile" and this is why censorship is so dangerous.
You don't have to force yourself to bounce back so quickly. I read something recently that said "when you come in from a rainstorm, you don't expect yourself to be dry and warm right away", and it really resonated with me. It's okay to take time to dry off and warm up. Take the time you need to process what happened to you.
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