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i’m not the ceo of sparklecare or involved in the comic at all! i’m just a Guy drawing cartoon animals on tumblr by request. calling someone an abuse enabler is a serious accusation that can follow someone for life and words have meanings. thanks! (i do appreciate saying to block instead of harassing me tho! seconding that!)

you could have reached out to me! you could have asked. my dms are open. my asks are open. the fact that nobody even told me or asked before blocking me and labeling me an enabler and i had to quite literally find out myself because i didn’t know why reblogs of my art had vanished and long-time mutuals had blocked me. do you understand how that feels. your post about me is still up, at the moment i type this.

you made wild assumptions, took every single thing i said in the worst possible faith, and did not even bother to fact-check the tiniest bit. how did you not think labeling people at random with serious terms is 1. an okay thing to do in any way 2. watering down the actual meanings of those words. this entire situation in general is not a game, and has never been a game, despite how many people are treating it as such, which is equally as sickening. people are not your toys to play with and hit until they break. we’re both lucky i’ve healed enough that i feel comfortable speaking publicly about it. most victims are exceptions. you are lucky i’m away from the perpetrator. this should not be normal for anybody, no matter what.

i make and have always made art for myself, first and foremost. i have always encouraged people to block me if they do not want to see my art. you know what you could have said? “this user is still drawing sparklecare art. please block if that upsets or triggers you.” hell, i literally said that in my pinned post, the first thing you see on my blog! to block me if it upsets you! you can scroll up and see verbatim what you chose to do instead. i stress, again, your callout post is still actively up. unedited, on top of that. and the only apology i got is incredibly vague.

i am absolutely sick to death of how i am not an exception here, too. the way this fandom especially treats victims as toys to push and prod at until they break in the name of ‘Protecting Victims’ is absolutely vile. how is the “poor word choice” the only thing you’re taking accountability for, and not the fact that you actively accused me of enabling groomers. this is not, and has never been, about protecting victims. this is creating more.

i made the assumption that the problem would be brushed off if it was brought up, seeing how the situation was referred to as "drama" and how adamant you were about not having it brought up. i shouldn't have assumed your intentions and immediately jumped to making a post, and i do apologize for that. i apologize for putting you in danger and framing you as a groomer enabler.

even if you think they won’t listen, even if you think you’ll be brushed off, making a public callout should never be the first resort, and can do far more harm than good. especially as you can see by the interactions, far more people have seen the initial callout than my response, and that’s how it usually is - it’s so much easier to tear down than to build back up. it’s still genuinely disturbing that nobody even tried to contact me, and i would have had no idea what was being said about me if i didn’t go looking myself, and there never would have been any corrections. i hate that this is still so so common, in all fandoms, but especially here.

to clear up two things - the url to my main blog was in the notes when i first made my post about all of this, i saw you said not to harass and that you didn’t post my main for a reason and i appreciate that! and i see it’s deleted now. i guess my biggest issue is how many people just. accept everything they read, blindly. and once the subject being talked about is The Enemy, they no longer deserve to be treated like a human being. zero nuance. i don’t know, i’m just so, so tired.

i’m not the ceo of sparklecare or involved in the comic at all! i’m just a Guy drawing cartoon animals on tumblr by request. calling someone an abuse enabler is a serious accusation that can follow someone for life and words have meanings. thanks! (i do appreciate saying to block instead of harassing me tho! seconding that!)

you could have reached out to me! you could have asked. my dms are open. my asks are open. the fact that nobody even told me or asked before blocking me and labeling me an enabler and i had to quite literally find out myself because i didn’t know why reblogs of my art had vanished and long-time mutuals had blocked me. do you understand how that feels. your post about me is still up, at the moment i type this.

you made wild assumptions, took every single thing i said in the worst possible faith, and did not even bother to fact-check the tiniest bit. how did you not think labeling people at random with serious terms is 1. an okay thing to do in any way 2. watering down the actual meanings of those words. this entire situation in general is not a game, and has never been a game, despite how many people are treating it as such, which is equally as sickening. people are not your toys to play with and hit until they break. we’re both lucky i’ve healed enough that i feel comfortable speaking publicly about it. most victims are exceptions. you are lucky i’m away from the perpetrator. this should not be normal for anybody, no matter what.

i make and have always made art for myself, first and foremost. i have always encouraged people to block me if they do not want to see my art. you know what you could have said? “this user is still drawing sparklecare art. please block if that upsets or triggers you.” hell, i literally said that in my pinned post, the first thing you see on my blog! to block me if it upsets you! you can scroll up and see verbatim what you chose to do instead. i stress, again, your callout post is still actively up. unedited, on top of that. and the only apology i got is incredibly vague.

i am absolutely sick to death of how i am not an exception here, too. the way this fandom especially treats victims as toys to push and prod at until they break in the name of ‘Protecting Victims’ is absolutely vile. how is the “poor word choice” the only thing you’re taking accountability for, and not the fact that you actively accused me of enabling groomers. this is not, and has never been, about protecting victims. this is creating more.

i made the assumption that the problem would be brushed off if it was brought up, seeing how the situation was referred to as "drama" and how adamant you were about not having it brought up. i shouldn't have assumed your intentions and immediately jumped to making a post, and i do apologize for that. i apologize for putting you in danger and framing you as a groomer enabler.

i’m not the ceo of sparklecare or involved in the comic at all! i’m just a Guy drawing cartoon animals on tumblr by request. calling someone an abuse enabler is a serious accusation that can follow someone for life and words have meanings. thanks! (i do appreciate saying to block instead of harassing me tho! seconding that!)

oh and zayne agefaking arc and roping emsody into weird crush arc . im throwing both yall under the bus i could give less of a fuck when both of yall made me misersble

and emsody being weird to another freshly 18 year old (idk who said this but jazz hands)

hmmmm

opens secret server

i was groomed by Oliver Bouler, author of Olivias Birds and "Lion/Ollie" on the Sparklecare Team. At the time I knew him as dibfilth on Instagram and by the names Forrest and Dib. I was 14, he was 21. Our relationship wasn't necessarily sexual in nature, but it went beyond friendship. What happened to me was objectively grooming, but it wasn't nearly as bad as what happened to the others. He had several victims, going as young as 13. Screenshots below are taken from the cinnadibfilthpedoproof Instagram account, and there is much more on the account than this. None of these are my own conversations with him, I'm too scared of him finding me.

A few years ago, while processing that I had been in an inappropriate relationship with him, I came in contact with one of his IRLs. He had sheltered them from his callouts for a while before they eventually found out the truth. They confirmed that, even after everything had come to light, Kittycorn was still associating with him. I was devastated as both a Sparklecare fan and a victim.

Desperately I sent asks and messages, off-anon so they could be responded to privately, begging Kittycorn for any confirmation that they were no longer associated with each other, that it wasn't true. If you are familiar with Kittycorns tumblr, you know she is very active when it comes to answering asks. Not a single one of mine were answered. I took this silence as compliance.

Ollie was not the only groomer to work on Sparklecare. There have been at least four called out since 2020 alone, and each and every time they are just silently removed from the Sparklecare credits with no word from Kittycorn. You would think that words of respect towards the victims, perhaps a mesaage denouncing these predators would be due. But time and time again, the same thing happened.

messages with olivers irl from 2023, about kittycorn.

sparklecare has had, off the top of my head, four different groomers working on it over the years, while minors were still on the team. and that's only the ones i remember. this was a pattern. but any time anyone said anything, people jumped to defense: "they didn't know! they had no idea! they're mentally ill! you're making them suicidal!" basically harassing victims into silence. despite this happening numerous times, it was always treated as some harmless mistake. nobody ever questioned how these people kept slipping into their social circle (and im sure you can see how now)

i do not want to specify, but i will Vaguely Say- there was a former crew member who groomed at least two children, and around 2020(?21?) a victim approached kittycorn privately, as anyone should, to say "hey, my abuser is working on your comic". and their reaction, privately, was "well damn, sorry you had a bad relationship. i hope you heal but that doesn't really have anything to do with me". only when the situation was made public was the member (silently) removed. only when kittycorn got into hot water did anyone else's safety matter.

including unsuspecting people into your kink, having codewords so you can publicly talk about sensitive nsfw topics in your work without anyone knowing it's there -- yeah that's bad. that's a weird form of exhibitionism, that was wrong.

but it makes me upset that the "associating with groomers" segment of this document had less than a page and like two images in it. and that's not a fault of whoever wrote this document, to be clear. it's because the other MANY examples of kittycorn associating with groomers have been swept under the rug. over and over and fucking over again. when the doc said they'd be able to silently keep doing this if no one said anything? Yeah They've Been Doing That With Everything Else, EVEN WHEN IT WAS MADE PUBLIC, This Whole Fucking Time.

i have been afraid for years to have any kind of online presence bc of the way she portrayed me to everyone after i cut her off and i feel like maybe talking about it now

Fullbody: $35

3/4 Body: $30

Halfbody: $25

Headshot: $15

Each extra character is an additional half of the original price

I take Venmo and Paypal

I like how they try to blame me for having illegal content like CSEM (which he calls it child porn which most of yall know, is outdated) and thinks I'm blaming him when he was a minor.

No Sandre, I don't have nude photos of you when you were a minor, thank God. I do however have proof of you sending porn to minors, demanding nudes from a minor, threatening minors with harm, grooming bunch of minors and humping your pet, I have loads and loads of evidence against you, including how you like incest, pedophilia and zoophilia.

So which one would win? A homeless person with a problematic past that could end him up in jail? Or a person with a job who's trying to expose an actual creep for being an actual creep?