get the fuck out.

HOWEVER. ii would be lyiing iif ii 2aiid ii’ve learned nothiing from my mii2take2. ye2, ii 2truggle wiith relatiion2hiip2 that iinvolve cariing about people who al2o care about me, but ii AM aware of that. and ii have triied two work on iit, and ii’ve made a lot of progre22, and al2o lo2t a lot of progre22, and now (ii thiink maybe) ii have made a lot of progre22 agaiin.

liike the iidea of haviing relatiion2hiip2 2tiill feel2 liike a bad iidea, but ii’m le22 clo2ed off two that pro2pect than ii wa2 a few month2 ago ii thiink. ii al2o don’t have any pro2pect2 two 2peak of iin that regard, 2o ii gue22 iit ii2 a liittle iirrelevant lmao. 

ii don’t really know what ii’ve been thiinkiing about any of iit, or at lea2t ii don’t really know how two put word2 two tho2e thought2 iin partiicular. but ii am kiind of feeliing 2hiitty about iit! 2o that’2 fun at lea2t.