You didnât know what unconditional love was.
Youâve seen it many times. When your motherďżź chose her boyfriends comfort over yours despite hi
Akaashi who remembers the small details you tell him.
âI canât believe you remembered this, I told you about this years agoâ you laughed clu
Bakugou (MHA)
âOiâ Bakugou grumbled poking his little sisters shoulder. No response as she somehow curled into a smaller ball under her blankets.
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Where Baku baby comforts you :)
TW: dark thoughts, may be triggering to some readers
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Iâm afraid of the person Iâm becoming. The thoughts that I hide deep within to avoid hurting. Iâm afraid of my voice, the anxious thoughts,
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cant recommend this enough but if youre able you should go on walks every day. like fuck weather fuck circumstance uust go outside. got rained on today and it was blissful. even just sit outside get fucked up by crazy ass wind youll never forget how small you are and rememebr everything matters
Osamu lays in bed next to you at night, scrolling through Instagram silently, then suddenly does the loudest, sharpest laugh you've ever heard in your life.
"Atsumu has a wrinkle." he points to an almost nonexistent line.
"Why is that funny?"
"Because-" he points to his own forehead, "I don't."
Retired pro-athlete Bokuto who as he aged and played less started to take more interest in your job and reading up on your career. Before you know it heâs talking about articles he has read and even places he feels would be better suited for you.
Retired pro-athlete Bokuto who started to get soft around the middle and despite his occasional gripe over it, you always tell him how sexy he still looks.
Retired pro-athlete Bokuto who started to work out againâmuch to your dismayâand decided to start coaching at the local and very prestigious university in town. He claimed it had nothing to do with the fact that it was the university you attended.
Retired pro-athlete Bokuto who spent his free time tracking down your old professors just so he could hear their stories about you. Were you always so smart? Were you as punctual and stuck to routine as you were when he first started dating you? At least you had mellowed out with age, he supposed he had too. Bokuto could never pass up gushing over you and your job. About how someone so amazing, smart, and attractive could ever be with someone like him. Your old professors just look at him blankly wondering if he realized just how attractive he was.
Retired pro-athlete Bokuto who would sometimes snuck into the university library and read some of the books he took for granted when he went to university. As he flipped through the pages and really appreciated the information and the stories, he thought how differentâhow much easierâ things wouldâve been if you had gone to the same university. Would you have been his tutor? Would you have been as patient with him? Or would you have lost your patience and never talk to him again? He shook his head knowing he shouldnât think about the what ifs and be thankful that you had met when you did and were now married.
Retired pro-athlete Bokuto who would still do his signature âBokuto Beamâ if you happened to swing by and watch him as he coached the young athletes. You smiled as the ball bounced off his chest, the small crowâs feet at the corners of his honeyed eyes. His hair now greyer and his chest somehow wider than when he was in his prime. Who were you kidding? He was still in his prime. Maybe not as a pro athlete, but physically, mentally and emotionally. He matured in so many ways, but he always remained the Bokuto you fell in love with.Â
Retired pro-athlete Bokuto who sometimes felt that pang of jealousy in his chest when he watched his team play with such vigor. Self-doubt crept its way into his heart, but this time he knew how to talk himself out of it. He had his time and in a couple of decades these guys would too. Maybe theyâd be retired athletes that become coaches like him. Maybe they'll be athletic trainers like Iwaizumi and maybe theyâll leave the sport as soon as they leave university.
Retired pro-athlete Bokuto who still blushed hard every time he got a kiss from you, especially if it was in front of his team. College guys are the worst.Â
Retired pro-athlete Bokuto who had made especially difficult exercises the standard every time one of the boys looked at you for too long and smirked or their locker room talk consisted of you. Did they not realize how sound carried in the locker room? They soon caught on and were always on their best behavior when you swung by for practices or matches.Â
Retired pro-athlete Bokuto who still had the energy of a regular twenty year old, but not the energy of his younger self. That was fine by him, he loved to relax with you after a long day, even if he wasnât the one running around and playing like he used to.
Retired pro-athlete Bokuto who felt the aches in his bones, who also noticed the crowâs feet, the laugh lines and the increasing amount of grey in his hair, but he didnât care. He was growing older with you, even though 40 really wasnât oldâ unless youâre an athlete of course. Your hair started to become grayer as well, he found it sexy. He found everything about you sexy.
Retired pro-athlete Bokuto who aged like fine wine, and even if he didnât, youâd love him no matter what. Because it was never about what was on the outside. It was always about his heart, his passion and his spirit.Â
Loidâs love for Anya is still conditional because he is still very concerned about the mission.
But Yor ? She quickly became Anyaâs mother, she loves Anya unconditionally and only mentions her âmissionâ when it comes to Loid. She does genuine things for Anya without thinking of being a suspect, she mostly insecure about being a bad mother. She is so focused on Anyaâs wellbeing, she wants the kid to enjoy her childhood so much. Sheâs maybe a fake wife but sheâs a real mom for sure.
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summary: nobara and itadori asks megumi about the biggest fight y/n and gojo ever had
tw: abandonment issues (?)
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It seemed like the entire Jujutsu High School seemed to freeze in cold when Y/N and Gojo-sensei walked past each other near the training grounds. They were usually attached at the hip in the school as both were teachers and...well, they were married. They looked like lovesick fools on campus, but mainly Gojo sneaking kisses at any chance he got and Y/N silently letting him. No one missed the small smile of fondness on Y/Nâs face every time.
âOi,â whispered Itadori, nudging his shoulder. âWill they be okay? Y/N-senseiâs face looks so cold.â
âYeah,â agreed Megumi without hesitation. This wasnât his first experience of seeing a lovers quarrel- they practically raised him after all. He and Tsumiki always had the front row seats on Gojoâs tantrums and Y/Nâs stubbornness. âTheyâll get over it.â
âHah?â Nobara poked his shoulder. âYou seem pretty confident, Fushiguro.â
âWell, itâs not like this was their worst fightâŚâ
âHuh, I never knew them to fight frequently. They always looked so in love that fighting seemed out of the picture. What was their worst fight like Megumi? Were you there?â asked Itadori.
Oh, he was there. He remembered every second of the week-long fight- the longest it ever lasted. Megumi didnât even remember what it was about- the laundry? Stress? He really didnât care about the specifics. From that point, Megumi has seen Y/N and Gojo have little arguments with a few ending up in screaming matches. They were always mindful to scream when he and Tsumiki were out of earshot, but they caught bits and pieces nonetheless. They were always greeted with a sleeping Y/N cuddled up with Gojo on their sofa the next day, anyway.
But this...this was something else. It was serious. It got so bad that Gojo even packed up a suitcase filled with his clothes and slammed their front door, going away from who knows where.
The house felt frozen like it was winter, similar to how Jujutsu Highschool felt now. All three of them looked at the door silently, expecting, praying, that Gojo would come back with a goofy smile calling his actions a prank, making everyone sigh in relief. But a few minutes passed by, and the door still hadn't opened.
It was Tsumiki that broke the deafening silence first. âWill- will you l-leave too, Y/N-san?â
Megumi and Y/Nâs heads whipped to the girl. Tsumiki, always the bigger sister, was trying to keep a straight face, quickly wiping away the tears that were falling down her cheeks. There was a smile on her face as if trying to convince everyone that it's okay- itâs okay if Y/N leaves. Just like her mom, just like his dad. Y/N walked three great strides towards his sister and shoved her a little too aggressively to her stomach.
âNo.â she croaked. Y/N raised her head to look away from them, presumably to cry. She never liked crying, much more people seeing her cry.
Megumi has always looked at Tsumiki as the older sister she was, always caring for him, fussing around him with a motherlike intent. But the sight of Tsumikiâs arms tightly secured around Y/Nâs waist while sobbing into her shirt was the youngest Megumi has ever seen his sister.
He gets it. He does. Megumi might be nine but he was the first to realize that his dad and Tsumikiâs mom were never coming back. He realized this quickly, too. The slam of the door, a parental figure walking past without ever looking back...he and Tsumiki have seen this sight way too many times.
There was anger in his chest, both directed at himself and at Gojo. Did he trust too quickly? It was only two years since Y/N and Gojo took them out of the cramped apartment they called home, two years since heâs been eating take out and home-cooked meals for dinner instead of leftovers of a restaurant, two years since he and Tsumiki hadnât slept on a thin mattress on the floor. He got too complacent, and this is where it got him.
Megumiâs heart ached, and all he feels is anger- anger towards Gojo for leaving, anger towards Tsumiki for caring, and anger towards Y/N for taking them in and making him trust again. He got too carried away with all the privileges and assurances they showered them with that Megumi didnât even think it would go away. How stupid. Stupid, stupid, stupid.
Heâll miss this, he thinks. Megumi will miss coming home to an occasional hot meal that Y/N would cook if she arrived home early. He would miss the weekly shopping trips they would go to- Megumi barely wanted anything, content at staring at the stores and observing Tsumiki and Gojo buy clothes for everyone. Megumi would miss Disneyland- he had only been there once but Gojo saw the excitement in his and Tsumikiâs eyes that he promised heâll take them there again. He would miss Gojo carrying him out of spite, despite being too tall and holding his hand as they walked to stores despite him acting like he hated every second of it. Heâll miss the way his heart would swell every time an old lady would call them a cute family and the way-
âMegumi.â His head snapped to Y/N whose eyes were red and sad. âYouâre crying.â
Megumi lifted his palm to hold his cheek and sure enough, he managed to catch a tear from rolling down his chin. He didnât even realize he was crying, which made him angrier. He wanted to tear this place he called home for two years apart with one of his dogs, leave and never come back-
From Y/Nâs stomach, Tsumiki peaked at him and held out her hand. Y/N placed a comforting hand on her head before giving Megumi a sad smile. It was then Megumi let all of his anger flow through his tears, he was ashamed of even thinking of leaving- Y/N just said she wouldnât leave them, and he believed her. He felt more tears roll down his cheeks and he let himself wail, scream, and shout for the entire world to hear. He ran like a child to Tsumikiâs hands and to Y/Nâs comforting hug and screamed more.
He didnât know how long they cried together but at the end of the night, they were all tucked in a corner, Tsumiki and Megumi snuggled at Y/Nâs sides.
They were comfortable at that, but Y/N insisted on getting up and getting ready for bed. She ushered the both of them to the shower and brushed her teeth with them. There was silence as they did their tasks, exhausted from silently crying and Megumi from throwing a fit with his wails.
It wasnât until Tsumiki was buttoning the last button of his pajamas when they heard their doorbell ring an absurd amount of times. It didnât have the intention to stop until someone opened the door.
âIâll get it,â announced Y/N, her voice croaking from disuse. Megumi remembered watching Y/N figure walk to their doorway, then finally opening the door.
Behind it was Gojo with eyes as red as theirs, holding a bouquet of flowers on one hand and two paper bags on the other. He raised his gifts to them with shaking hands.
Megumi would have laughed at his sight, Gojo had snot coming out of his nose, his eyes were filled with tears, lips trembling. But the fact that Gojoâs blindfold was off, giving an impression that Gojo was serious.
âI-â Gojo sniffed. âI meant to come back earlier, I didnât mean it- itâs just the higher-ups gave me a mission to Europe as soon as I closed the door-â Gojo breathed deeply, eyes darting at the three of them. Behind him was the suitcase he packed, untouched on their doorstep.
â-I teleported, I finished it as soon as I could, and-â
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âFushiguro?â
Megumi flinched backward at the sudden sight of Itadoriâs hand waving in front of his face. He was suddenly pulled out of his memory, blinking several times to adjust to his new reality. âSorry, I spaced outâŚâ
âWell?â Nobara prompted, putting her hands on her waist. âWhat was their biggest fight?â
The expression on her face was similar to those she wore before she threw a fit of impatience. He wasnât really in a mood to explicitly describe the emotional toll their fight took from all of them, nor was he willing to suddenly open up about his abandonment issues and how a Gojo going out and not coming back until three hours later triggered something in him and Tsumiki. After Y/N hugged Gojo, Megumi remembered racing against Tsumiki towards the white-haired man at their door, each of them clutching one of his legs.
Megumi trusts Itadori and Nobara...he just wasnât there yet. Heâll tell them someday he thinks, heâll tell them everything.
Megumi looked at Y/N and Gojo-sensei again and was pleased by what he saw. A small smile graced his face as he pointed towards the couple. âIt ended just like that.â
Itadori and Nobara turned their heads towards the direction of the couple. From their position, they could see Gojo clutching a bouquet of flowers while audibly sobbing his apologies while Y/N tackled him into a hug.
i sent pictures of myself to my friends and they didnât say i look good or like it (except for one) and idk if iâm being extra but iâm sad because idk i feel like they wouldnât do it to each other :/
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Akaashi fell in love with you today.
Actually, heâs been in love with you for sometime now. Itâs probably more accurate to say that Akaashi fell in love with you all over again today. Though this occurrence happens everyday, almost as if he had written âfall in love with Y/nâ on his daily to-do list. And for the past couple of years the two of you had been together, Akaashi never failed to cross that off.
He canât help it- itâs far too easy to fall for you.
summary: you have a migraine and toji takes care of you
warnings: none that i could think of! <3
genre: fluff, (slight)hurt/comfort <3
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you came home from work feeling exhausted and almost in tears. drastic, throbbing pain pounded relentlessly against your skull, the discomfort nudging at you and bugging you all day and throughout the entirety of your tiresome shift.
you had taken a few painkillers the moment you felt the migraine coming along, but you seemed to have caught it too late, for the pain, nausea, and discomfort increased greatly just a few minutes later and you knew then that there was no stopping it.
so you had taken the brute force rather reluctantly and proceeded to suffer throughout the entire day. it got so bad that you had taken an extra break from work just to throw up in the washroom. the pain behind your eyes and inside you skull was so terrible that you couldnât even bother replying to tojiâs -your boyfriend- messages that consisted of asking what you wanted to do for dinner. you only know because you had managed to spare a sleek glance at your bright screen, just barely catching the words, before you couldnât bare to look any longer.
hours passed, and not much changed. perhaps the pressure buildup was slowly easing its way away from behind your eyes, but it was still there all the same. you were probably imagining it to be honest. but even so, you still felt dizzy, tired, sick, and on the verge of unexplainable tears. it just hurt so much.
shouldering your way through the front door to your shared apartment, you managed to let out a small sigh of relief upon the dim lighting and quiet atmosphere. toji usuallydidnât like things loud and bright,anyway, but it was still nice to come home to, considering your state.
â(y/n)?â came a rough voice from your shared bedroom. âis that you?â
âMhm,â you hummed loudly in response as you slowly kicked off your shoes. the simple movement made your head spin more, the ache behind your eyes flaring in sync with the nausea , and you had no choice but to reach out with a shaky hand to find support along the wall.
âhow was work, sweetheart?â toji inquired absently, and you heard his footfalls grow closer. it seemed he was exiting the bedroom and making his way to you. âyou didnât answer my texts, is everything alright?â
now, you knew toji would he concerned at you ignoring him. but not in the manipulative way that people take it as. you were the type of person to always reply, anyhow, so not responding was very unlike yourself. but toji was simply concerned - in the soft, gentle way that everyone craves to be worried after at some time or another.
âMm okay,â you mumbled as toji rounded the corner. you must have looked as bad as you felt, for tojiâs eyes flared with a multitude of emotions as he set those fiery, green irises on your slouched figure.
upon his inquiry, that urge to cry finally surfaced and small tears quickly formed in your eyes. the pain was just too much - you wanted to scream and cry until it went away. but you subconsciously knew that it would only make it worse. it was all so frustrating and simply unfair.
toji noticed your hesitant tears right away, and his face visibly softened as he slowly approached you. he opened his mouth to say something, to perhaps question further or guess at what was wrong, but you managed to cut across him before he did.
âmigraine,â you mumbled brokenly. a single tear trekked down your cheek and you quickly wiped it away with the back of your hand. âiâve had a bad one all day and i threw up at work, and it hurt too much to look at my phone to reply to your message...it just...it really really hurts, toji.â you continued quietly, one of your hands coming up to cover your eyes -which were now closed- in hopes to relieve some of the amounting pressure.
your boyfriend knew about the consistent migraines that plagued you, and had seen you through some of the worst ones youâve ever experienced.
âitâs okay,â toji assured in low, understanding voice, a voice that was closer than before. âyouâre home now and weâre going to try and get rid of it, okay, honey?â
âokay,â you answered simply, allowing toji to lead you away as you opened your eyes and took his hand with the one that had previously covered the upper portion of your face.
toji silently lead you to the bedroom, where he helped you change out of your work clothes before easing you into something far comfier. he then helped you into bed before briefly leaving, only to return with a glass of ice water, more painkillers, and a cold cloth to place on your head.
the ice water felt good, as it seemed to cool the persistent throb from the inside out. toji had extra strength meds, of which he gave you two, before carefully placing the small, cool cloth against your aching forehead. the cold temperature seeped into your flushed, aching head and although you werenât instantly cured - you did fill a tiny bit better.
toji then moved to fully close any blinds, curtains, and turn off and unplug any sources of noice that he could physically dismantle. the bathroom fan was acutely turned off, and toji had cracked the window in your room open a smidge to allow in some fresh evening air.
âtoji?â you questioned meekly after a stretch from under the covers, the cool blankets pulled up to your chin, your eyes closed as the cold cloth remained pressed against your skin.
âyeah?â toji shot back instantly, his voice lined with the mutual knowing that heâd get anything you needed.
âcan you come to bed soon?â
toji made a gruff noise to show that he heard, and it was only a little while longer before you felt a warm presence sink into the other side of the mattress, the individualâs actions calculated and careful so as to cause you no further pain.
âyou sure you donât need anything else, honey?â toji pressed gently in a rough tone as he settled down next to you.
âno, i think iâm okay,â you replied with a sigh before turning slightly so that the front of your body faced toji. your head then subconsciously nestled closer until it was resting against his chest as one of your arms came around to sling lazily about tojiâs solid waist. âjust lay with me for a bit?â
âiâm not going anywhere,â toji assured with a sigh as one of his strong arms wrapped around your upper back, slowly and carefully pulling you close against him. âhowâs your head?â toji whispered after a moment as he leaned forwards to press a brief, soft kiss against your hot temple.
âitâll be okay,â you responded simply before snuggling your cheek further against tojiâs chest. âit still hurts a lot, but the worst of the pain is gone.â
âgood. just wake me if you need anything, alright?â
âMmâkay,â
âokay,â toji breathed, his tone filled with apparent relief. âsleep well, hon.â
âyou too,â you mumbled lazily before wrapping your arm tighter about tojiâs waist and nestling close.
things they do in public when youâre secretly dating
feat. Yuuji, Megumi, Inumaki, Yuuta, Gojo, Nanami
YUUJI
Arguably heâs the one thatâs most upset by this whole secret dating thing. Why canât he just adore you in front of everyone?
Fortunately for Yuuji, his friendly disposition makes it so that he can get close to you without raising any questions. Heâll throw his arm around your shoulder casually, occasionally giving it a light squeeze. Occasionally heâll let his head rest on your shoulder as heâs talking with the others. Megumi and Nobara think absolutely nothing about this- Yuujiâs literally done that with them too. But very occasionally when their attention is pointed elsewhere, Yuuji will take the opportunity to press a quick kiss on your cheek.
MEGUMI
First of all, Megumi says he wants to keep your relationship a secret because he doesnât want his friends to be annoying about it. But when he says âfriendsâ he really just means Gojo.
Even when the two of you are out with friends, he canât help but engage in brief moments of physical touch. When he walking beside you, heâll let his hand brush against yours. Heâll sit next to you whenever the chance comes up, and he relishes the small moments when your fingers just happen to graze his or when your shoulders bump. And though these actions are subtle, his reactions are not. Heâs usually sporting a strong blush across his cheeks, and none of your friends know why.
the question brings silence to your apartment, except for the light rain just outside your window, pattering against it as the wind howls quietly.
kuroo hums, glancing away from the t.v. to look over at you. youâre hugging your knees to your chest, sitting on the opposite inside of the couch as him but your facing him, leaning against the arm rest.
âi donât know, why?â
you look away from his curious stare, clearing your throat.
you didnât really mean to ask that out loud, it was just a question floating in your head.
âitâs just- i want to move one, iâm convinced iâve moved on but ⌠when it comes down to getting out there again, all i feel is ⌠worry.â you frown by the end of your statement, feeling a bitter taste in your mouth.
your ex had broken you to the point of fear of ever loving again. and you loathe him for that.
youâd caught him cheating on you, funnily with the girlfriend of the man sitting on the couch beside you: kuroo tetsuro; it was a weird way of befriending someone, bonding over being cheated on with the otherâs partners, but if youâre being honest, you think itâs a blessing inter-webbed in the horror of your breakups.
kuroo blinks slowly, absorbing your words before slowly nodding. âi felt that a while ago, yeah,â he admits quietly.
you blink at that. âyou did? how did you get rid of it?â
kuroo sighs with a shrug, leaning his head back against the the top of the couchâs head cushion. âi âdunno. one day i just,â and then he turns to you, âstopped being afraid.â
you scoff at that, pouting at his vagueness. âyou make it sound so easy and like a switch flipped.â
âbecause a switch did flip,â he deadpans, glaring at the fact youâre not taking him seriously. âdonât ask me how but it just did. itâs different for everybody. â
âkuroo, you know you canât just say âit just didâ with zero explanation,â you say, a little exasperated. âhow does one be terrified to love and then ⌠not?â
kuroo grimaces as if trying to find the right words to say. thereâs something he wants to say, you know it. and you just might strangle the answer out of him if you half to.
âitâs a person usually,â he finally says, looking away from you. âyou just meet someone and over time, just bam! youâre not afraid to love anymore because, that person made you comfortable again.â
âa person?â you repeat, your lips parting in awe.
kuroo had found someone?
you donât recall him mentioning a new person in his life, so youâre a little surprised. and the sting in your gut lets you know, youâre a little envious.
envious of his ability to move on or envious of whoever that other person is, you donât know. maybe both.
âmm,â he hums in confirmation. âyeah.â
âwho is it? do i know them?â youâre quick to start interrogating, your curiosity getting the better of you.
kuroo chuckles, half in amusement and the other half humorlessly. âyouâre nosy, yâknow?â
you only nod, bright eyes shining from the reflection of the t.v. beaming against the side of your face.
at least youâre self aware, kuroo thinks with a light smile playing at his lips. from the minute he met you, mascara running down your cheeks as you banged on the front of his apartment door, he knew he was in for something interesting.
you knew kuroo vaguely, attending the same university as you and your ex boyfriend (they (and kurooâs ex) shared the same major, thus making each other recurring faces in their lives). so, while you didnât know kuroo on a personal level, you mightâve seen his face once or twice in passing while you went to visit your ex in class.
it was truly a scavenger hunt in finding where the taller man lived, having to go through other random strangers in the major you had no clue of, only to be the one to tell him that he was also being cheated on.
he remembers it like it was yesterday: it was also pouring that day, adding to your disheveled appearance (he never asked when youâd found out about the cheating scandal since you showed up at his door as if you did just minutes earlier). youâd greeted him casually, too lightly for your wobbly tone.
âhey, kuroo tetsuro right?â
and then the moment after, his heart is shattered, sharing the pain with you, some stranger he happened to go to school with.
the friendship grew from there, him urging your inside for some hot chocolate (most of it was for himself) and while he kept a strong facade about just being angry, you saw through him. you were his shoulder to cry on that night and he was yours.
silently, a bond formed between you both and the only witness was the rain and thunder just outside, rumbling through the trees and howling winds.
âitâs you, yâknow?â kurooâs heart tightens in his chest as he awaits your answer.
how else is he supposed to express that heâs not afraid of loving again because heâs already fallen in love with you? would you allow him that? allow him to love you?
âhuh?â you raise your brows slightly, tilting your head to the side. had kuroo not been saying something so vulnerable, heâd think you looked cute and smile.
âyouâre the reason iâm not afraid of loving again,â he murmurs that part out, maybe a little embarrassed. âyou opened my heart up again, even if you didnât mean to.â
âoh,â you murmur blankly, settling your gaze onto your knees. it was mostly to hide the burning of your cheeks the dim light from the television would show off. âis itâŚâ you trail off, scratching you temple, unsure of what way he meant that. âis it, like, platonic? or ⌠or romantic?â
the awkward way your voice lilts makes kuroo chuckle out a relieved breath. you sounded confused? amused? hopeful? any of those, but not the tone of dread or horror like he feared.
âdo i have to say it out loud?â
âplease.â
kuroo blinks at the sudden seriousness in your tone and quickly scoots closer to you.
he had to remember, youâre afraid of being vulnerable and intimate again after all.
raising his shaky hands to cup your cheeks, he brushes a strand of hair settled on one side behind your ear.
ây/n, youâre the reason iâm not afraid to get hurt again. because i know, loving you, my heart is safe from that.â
you sniffle at that. âyouâre so cheesy, you know?â
and just as you did earlier, he nods with a fond smile. âi know. so, regarding your fear, iâll love you however long need be until youâre not afraid anymore.â
you feel like youâre on the edge of a cliff, toes hanging off the edge, gravity tempting you to jump. itâs been a while since you jumped down into the air of the unknown called love.
kuroo makes it seem so tempting; especially when heâs looking at you and saying things like that.
âi donât want to ruin a moment or make you uncomfortable but is it wrong to say that i really want to kiss you right-â
you donât let him finish, pulling him closer, gripping the material of his long sleeved shirt sleeves on his forearms, into a searing kiss. you squeeze your eyes shut, imagining yourself falling into the unknown abyss youâre so damn worried about.
but with the way kuroo immediately brings your closer, wrapping a hand around your waist and supporting your neck with the other,
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You were so excited to hear that the family that moved in next door had a kid your age. Finally, you no longer had to play alone, shooting envious glares at the much older kids who never seemed to invite you to play with them. You would have someone that would just get you and understand the perils of what it was like to be six years old.
When the day cameâ and truly you were counting down the daysâ your mom took you over to their house with a housewarming gift. She told you it was good to greet new neighbors and make them feel welcome to the neighborhood. Your mom let you knock on the door, and you balled up your hand into a tiny fist before politely knocking three times.