While ago I randomly read an advertisement for the founding organization for people in war zone n it shows the real nightmare n struggle of human... it's so scary n vivid that silenced me for while n I can't even share wit anyone even my close friends that reminds me the real nightmare will just shook ya n made ya quiet. If ya still can talk 'bout it or post 'bout it or cry 'bout it... then maybe ya have already gone from that emotion or that emotion just ain't that big enough for you to just stay quiet n empty... Well it looks like I've already got a lil bit distance from that shock now. I think we as human never figure out everything. We just need to ride it out sometimes...

9mare is real