Choices and Regrets

@2alcret2

The vent blog of Salinx 'Sally' Captor. For OOC eyes only unless given IC permission. Basically a blog for the bullshit Salinx never tells anyone. Free warning for multiple triggers including but not limited to, graphic visuals present in text, possible mentions of sexual violence, dehumanization, de-personalization, de-realization, and a few more I can't remember. Please go in wary when you read this blog, there are things I post in the heat of the moment that do not get tagged!

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ho3hologram

Not to sound like a slut but can I snuggle into your side, listen to your heartbeat for a bit, and feel your skin on mine?

#1 wa2 ju2t th1nk1ng 0f y0u w1th th12.

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1't2 l1ke.

0h, y0u d12l1ke me? get 1n l1ne l02er2. 1'm n0t kn0wn f0r my gentle nature and calm d12p021t10n. 1 fuck 2h1t up. relat10n2, plan2, 1de0l0g1e2, 1 have been a th0rn 1n the s1de 0f ju2t ab0ut every0ne 21nce 1 wa2 hatched and then aga1n when 1 g0t freed.

Well, except f0r the pe0ple wh0 1 quadrant w1th.

#1t'2 a 2hame 1 never have had any0ne 1n p1tch.#that2 pr0bably why 1 am the way 1 am actually #600 to 700 sweep2 and n0t a s1ngle hatefucker 1n my l1fe #1 d0n't kn0w 1f that2 2ad 0r n0t.

g0 2uck 0n a bulge y0u tw1cedamned thru2terfucker

#text2 #[Thrusterfucker is an INCREDIBLY NASTY derogatory term for highbloods who fuck helmsmen. his anger is just but. woo. *fans self #his heat is incredible]

nep0t12m 12 the pract1ce 0f pe0ple w1th p0wer 0r 1nfluence u21ng the1r p0wer t0 fav0r 0ther2

1t c0uld be but 1t reek2 0f 2t0ckh0lm 2yndr0me t0 me.

1mag1ne.

the helm2tr0ll and the 0ne help1ng t0 keep her 1mpr120ned there. a fuck1ng wedd1ng.

1 bet he2 n0t relea21ng 0THER helm2tr0ll2

ju2t her.

20 yeah then 1t2 nep0t12m.

#text2 #about: sspurrfect #about: fireworkfidelis

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20met1me2 1 get really b1tter when 1 2ee Helm2tr0ll2 wh0 d0n’t 2uffer and 2truggle t0 d0 ba21c h1veh0ld th1ng2 0nce they get 0ut 0f a helm1ng r1g. maybe n0t t00 much 1f they’ve been 1n 0nly a 2h0rt am0unt 0f t1me but...

1 d0n’t kn0w. 1 w12h 1t had been that ea2y f0r me. t0 ju2t 2tep 0ut 0f my r1g and be l1ke 2urpr12e, 1 can 2t1ll walk and eat 20l1d f00d2

after a certa1n p01nt 1t wa2n’t the r1g that kept me captured.

#text2 #about: sspurrfect #ju2t... my 0wn b0dy deter10rat1ng fr0m r1g abu2e.

asoftersea

[-310] shouting death to the meatbags

2alcret2

H0w d1d 1 n0t kn0w y0u had a tag ab0ut me 1n here... and al20... accurate. really accurate l1ke h0ly 2h1t w0w, that2 the me exper1ance ent1rely.

#<3

doomedranting

and the fuckiing biiowiire wa2 2tiill liive

iit kept tryiing two a22iimiilate u2

II am not haviing a good niight

2alcret2

0h yeah that wa2 a th1ng that happened h0w far d1d they get up my leg2 bef0re y0u cut them 0ff? 1'm alm02t glad 1 wa2 t00 d12tracted t0 n0t1ce- my react10n m1ght have been m0re.... 2evere. y0u had my back th0ugh, 1 apprec1ate y0u, an0n2 can fuck 0ff

#text2 #doomedranting

doomedranting

II got three a2k2 from an anon where they were calliing me a bad per2on for re2cuiing helm2 and II feel liike we 2hould all ju2t let that 2iink iin for a moment

they played on my fear2, my iin2ecuriitiie2, the iidea that II’m iin thii2 for vaniity and my own glory, all 2hiit two feed the braiin wea2el2.

…

we were.. too late, two 2ave thii2 helm

he 2tarved two death 2lowly and alone week2 or periigee2 after everyone el2e wa2 gone

II’m currently trackiing down 2ally’2 bubble 2o we can go twogether two talk two hiim and gently help hiim get accliimated two hii2 new 2iituatiion and fiind out what he want2 two do

he doe2n’t under2tand he2 dead yet

iit2 goiing two be a rough niight, iit2 already been a rough niight

II’m glad we’re doiing thii2 twogether, II’d hate two thiink of eiither of u2 haviing two tackle thii2 alone

2alcret2

1'm 20rry, 0ne, and tw0, when we get back 1'm g01ng t0 ju2t. we're g01ng t0 take 20me t1me t0 pr0ce22 th12 2h1t 0kay? pr0m12e.

#text2 #doomedranting

geministoychest

a niice niight iin would be good,

iice cream and naiil2 and maybe 2ome peach cobbler

and cuddliing

and maybe goiing the fuck down on 2omeone

that would be niice

2alcret2

hey 1’m 1n, but 0nly 1f y0u pa1nt my na1l2 t0 l00k l1ke blue background2 and d1fferent c0l0r 2tar2 0n each 0ne 1’ll 2upply the c0bbler, y0u 2upply the 2nuggle2 2ee1ng that helm2man 0n the da2h 12 20rt 0f freak1ng me 0ut h12 pr0t0c0l2 are s1m1lar t0 m1ne and 1’m afra1d t0 talk t0 h1m f0r fear he u2e2 0ne 0f my buzzw0rd2

geministoychest

II ju2t 2aw thii2 and II’m goiing two call out work two hour2 early two come hiive and hold you, meet me there?

2alcret2

ye2, ab20lutely 1'm a l1ttle 2parky t00 1 gue22, 1 ju2t, can't 2t0p th1nk1ng 0f the p00r guy

#text2 #geministoychest

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geministoychest

a niice niight iin would be good,

iice cream and naiil2 and maybe 2ome peach cobbler

and cuddliing

and maybe goiing the fuck down on 2omeone

that would be niice

2alcret2

hey 1'm 1n, but 0nly 1f y0u pa1nt my na1l2 t0 l00k l1ke blue background2 and d1fferent c0l0r 2tar2 0n each 0ne 1'll 2upply the c0bbler, y0u 2upply the 2nuggle2 2ee1ng that helm2man 0n the da2h 12 20rt 0f freak1ng me 0ut h12 pr0t0c0l2 are s1m1lar t0 m1ne and 1'm afra1d t0 talk t0 h1m f0r fear he u2e2 0ne 0f my buzzw0rd2

#text2 #geministoychest

doomedranting

Not many reblog2..

IIt feel2 rediiculou2 two want valiidatiion thii2 much

2ometiime2 II feel liike they only care iif II’m 2howiing more 2kiin

iit2 ju2t a ca2ual 2elfiie, there2 no 2peciial liightiing, no attempt two be 2exy, nothiing eye catchiing about iit, 2o II 2houldnt expect iit two be heaviily notiiced and reblogged

but II al2o feel liike II 2houldnt have two pull out all the 2top2 two be notiiced..

hm

probably depre22iion braiin diiggiing at me agaiin

II’m haviing a good niight, wiith two lovely troll2 and a fabilou2 diinner, why am II feeliing thii2 way..

2alcret2

1 th1nk 1t2 fanta2t1c, 1 l0ve 2ee1ng y0u 2m1le l1ke that

depre2210n bra1n 2uck2 but 1 l0ve y0u and 1 l0ve y0ur depre2210n bra1n

y0u’re pr0bably feel1ng that way becau2e 0f a few th1ng2, 0ne c0uld be jeal0u2y 0f n0te2, the 0ther c0uld be feel1ng2 0f y0ur 0wn 2elf w0rth be1ng l0w

they’re b0th 0kay t0 have, 1 want y0u t0 kn0w that 1 enj0y y0u regardle22 0f the rea20n1ng beh1nd y0ur bra1n be1ng wr0ng

hey 20 1've been b0ttl1ng th12 up f0r a few day2 but 1 learned th12 week that the level2 0f my empre22 f0r be1ng ar0und t0 b0ther me are at

Pr0bable

20 that2 a th1ng, that2 a th1ng and 1 hate that that2 a th1ng

al20 1 have an unf1n12hed game 2e2210n wa1t1ng f0r me 20 that’2 al20 a th1ng

there2 20 much t0 pr0ce22. there’2 20 much t0 prepare f0r

and 1′m g01ng t0 k1ll her dead a2 many t1me2 as 1 need t0 1f 2he b0ther2 me

#al20 KD m1ght al20 be at the 2ame level2 0f pr0bable f0r be1ng ar0und... s0mewhere.

rantingbarracuda

…saury

2alcret2

1 th1nk we ju2t exper1enced the 2ame th1ng.

h0w fuck1ng DAR--E they!!!! "s0met1me2 1t'2 g00d t0 get away fr0m th1ng2" 1'm fuck1ng talk1ng ab0ut plugg1ng back 1n l1ke 1 w0uld d0 a2 a helm 1'm fuck1ng. 1t2 n0t g00d!! that2 n0t g00d!! 1'm pr0ud that 1 haven't and they fuck1ng g0 "20met1me2 1t2 g00d t0 get away" n0 1t fuck1ng 12n't h000llly sh1t

#ask to tag #topic: helmsman

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1 never f0rg0t her k1dnapp1ng me but 1 d1d f0rg1ve 1t, 1n ca2e y0u, the reader, were w0nder1ng

#ye2 th12 mean2 y0u meenah #and yeah tuna #1 d0n't th1nk any0ne el2e f0ll0w2 me 0n th12 th1ng