thought daughter

‘i take what i can get. i know this love is unrequited, and to yearn for more is fruitless. i know that she loves me, and i know that i will always love her more. i know the heart is deceitful above all things, and so desperately wicked.’

i think i spent a solid 2 weeks reading abt it and analysing every fucking scene until i never thought about it again. and one day i will regain consciousness outside of tiktok brainrot i will come back and dominate the world with my incredibly complex analysis of the portrayal of a lesbian character on screen in a subversive - her sexuality isn't the core of her being and thusly her sexually manipulative acts aren't due to her sexual identity - but also her gender expression as a woman in a powerful position within a male dominated field actually isn't feminism at all, but rather a portrayal of masculinity traits that keep the majority of woman who are unable to/can't afford to reflect those features out of leadership positions which eerily reflects a 'i'm one of you now' attitude that will always come back to bite women in the arse but is ironically glazed over in this movies potentially despite or potentially exactly because other habits of hers take her down first though as much as it's depicted as such, isn't inherently necessary which comes at an interesting time in the world as a whole where black women can be ivy league school presidents but are still seen as a martyr when things go wrong type of way. or maybe tiktok owns me now idk