Kiana Khansmith
noise dept.
d e v o n
if i look back, i am lost
we're not kids anymore.
trying on a metaphor
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pls don't report my account or anything just block me. I am mentally ill and need a place to vent without worrying my friends any more than I have already. I might update this with more info once I'm ready.
I'm 17 years old and am willing to be buds with anyone who is of a similar age to me.
finally adding stats
sw: around 150 I think?
cw: 134
gw: 115
ugw: 110
eesh: 90
damn hoe eat a burger: 85
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am I the only one who throws up water when I go too long without eating?? like I'm not doing it to myself-- my body is just genuinely tweaking
me coming back on Tumblr every few months when I relapse is crazy!!!
I'm kinda miserable but I kinda like it
anyways I fasted for 44 hours which isn't a lot for some people on here but I'm suprised I was able to get away with it- I honestly could've kept going but I had practice and needed a protein bar so i wouldnt pass out ๐ญ
hey i saw that you are 15 :) I am 16 and could need a buddy haha
that post is old ahaha I'm actually 16 too, also could probably use a buddy ๐ญ
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when ur therapist asks u, in front of ur mom, "HOWS THE EATING THING GOING?" GIRL SHUT UP. I haven't even told her abt the relapse either ๐ญ
somehow managed to survive that tho, currently at what's about to be my longest fast (reaching 40 hours)
guys I'm back and i gained so much weight back help I'm actually going to kill myself
The Hike
Every day I hike a trail
That is far too advanced
People tell me that they're worried
But I say that I'll turn back
Hiking along this trail is scary
But I tell myself it's fine
Because I'll trace my steps back home
Before the trail breaks into vines
And I would have been content
Only trekking the easy mile
Until I started to count my steps
The smaller numbers were less worthwhile
Now I find myself
No longer on the simple trail
I watch my steps count higher
Terrified of when I'll fail
The path is steep and rocky
It's difficult to follow
At times I get lost in the greenery
To the extra steps it added scenery
I know that this is dangerous
Hiking the trail without a plan
But I can't contain from counting steps
And I won't stop until the end
getting snacks while out with people is so funny to me- I'll pick out some stuff and they see it as just some snacks- but I see it as multiple days worth of food. kinda crazy
bcuz of the timeline of my ed and relapse I ended up telling my friends abt it and that kinda took away the feeling of secrecy for me. I think I overcompensate with hiding when I count calories and running this tumblr.
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when u realize the reason u trigger urself is probably bcuz u want to be in control- even of ur triggers
I want a fellow disordered buddy(preferably restrictive so we can relate better). I just want someone who understands me ๐ญ
when ur mom who's sussin ur ed offers food so u have to take it so she won't think u have an ed ๐ฅฒ
having an ed and having belts are like best friends. cuz every time I have to add a hole to my belt I get so happy
last night I was with a friend who knows I have an ed- and I panicked when ordering soda and didn't order diet. I was so freaked out by the soda the whole time that I didn't even have a single sip even tho I was dying of thirst. wtf is wrong with me?
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I just weighed myself again and I've lost 4 pounds in 2 weeks!
it's kinda fun weighing myself bcuz it feels like mission impossible- I have to wait until certain days at certain times and I have to be quick and quiet. it's so exhilarating.
current mood: I wish I was someone who could eat 3 meals a day without even thinking about it. I wish eating was easy.