2020 A Year Too Late

Early work. Bleh. Got some shit done I guess. On my own terms. Sure. The rest of the day was just kinda fine. Didn't do a lot back at home. Bleh. Well, we did start watching Hannibal. I do hope Liz likes it enough to continue.

Work. Weird ol' afternoon shift. I'm just vibing I think. Listened to a lot of podcasts. Those are nice. Ugh. Exasperated. Liz has a gender evaluation next week. Hope that goes well. She really needs that HRT. Hm. Here's hoping.

Birthday! Yeah. Spent it mostly just with Liz having fun. Went to see my parents tho. Later in the night I watched Jupiter's birthday stream. That was fun, but I started getting depressed. Liz finished Spiritfarer. Really sad. I'm pretty sad. Meh.

Worked a closing. Woke up to Hyrule Warriors news tho! Age of Calamity! Oh I hope it's good! Yeah!!! Anyway, talked to a coworker about queer stuff. All nice. Then, after midnight, we opened our gifts. I got cute fingerless gloves! And Liz gave me a tarot reading. Really accurate. I'm trans as fuck, bitch. Hell yeah.

Day off again. Spent it doing basically nothing. D&D got cancelled cuz Sarah over-scheduled. Happens. I really feel like we wasted the day. We had a pretty long talk about how we need to be spending our time. Things will get better. Yeah.

Day off, thankfully. Big? No. Took a drive to get some stuff. Kinda feeling angy, but I ate some Wendy's to fix that. Spent the day doing just nothing. Breed those Blipbug. Yeah hell yeah. Twitch streams. Big boring me.

Long morning shift. Did a lot of shit that took forever. Home was nice, but I was worn out. Took a Tops trip. Some nice little snacks for us. Sleepy days like this Just don't work. Big fuckin waste of a day. Yuck. Pukies.

Work. Don't remember if I slept. I didn't do much. Home sure was nothing.. Spent a lot of time breeding some Blipbug. It's really nothing happening now. Just kinda like that. I should cut this 2am bedtime habit tho. Pretty yikes.

Work again. It'll never stop and I will die here. I'm wearing myself out and wasting what's left of my 20's doing nothing to improve it. I have so many ideas that I have no energy or motivation to work on. Please I hope we moved by the time I read this next year. Please.

Worked a long closing shift. Got a shiny Zigzagoon in the morning tho. So lucky. Since it was such a long day I have nothing more to say about it. Just tired and feelings to make it more and more complex. Just that.

Called off work cuz I didn't sleep last night. Fuck. I don't care. Back on my Pokemon breeding shit. Shiny Corsola! Finally! So happy about it. I really spent the day doing this. We didn't leave the house at all. That's fine tho.

Day off. Bleh. We did some running around trying to get chipotle, but they were both closed? Whatever. Wendy's. Watched a bunch of Wayne's old stuff. D&D. Fought a hag. The usual. Had a beer during it tho, so I got irritable. Eh. It was fine honestly. Just fine.

Day off. Spent it like a baby. Sleeping, eating, and shitting. We went to Joanne Fabrics tho for Liz's new craft projects. Those will come along nicely. I wish more people commissioned her tho. She's making fun witch hats. Those are nice.

Worked a closing shift. Spent my morning catching up on Game Grumps for some reason. Work was nothing. Wound down before bed by fighting Bloodborne bosses. That was fun. It was just a nice night. Things are... acceptable.

Day off. Spent the day doing stuff. Groceries in the morning, then two apartment viewings in the afternoon. The first one sucked all around, and the second one seemed ok. I've got some concerns tho. Meh. Still lookin I guess.

Another short afternoon shift. Fucked around and didn't do anything substantial. Crystal Chronicles released today. It sucks. Got really mad. Liz got softlocked and hard to start over. Shitass game. Fuck it. Ugh.