im going to kill myself i hate everything its all pointless everybody hates me nobody gaf about me everybody leaves me and my life is fucked beyond repair i will never get my shit together i'm a loser junkie with infinite other issues shit's awful and it'll never get better despite all of my efforts and i wont even be missed bc i managed to make everyone hate me ππ nothing's gna work out for me ever. this is the worst ive ever been and i regret everything ive done im a terrible person and i deserved all of it









