a life and family happily ever afteR ,,

Ima stupid loser :(

Found solace in the poison that flowed through your veins, too young to have the life sucked from your eyes...If seeing you again is the result of death I can't wait to take my last breath

have always felt like people value drugs more than me. lost too many people and too many what if’s. 

Just one thought or show any ounce of care back towards me as I do them. Just one. Life sucks.

what do i have to do to be good enough for anyone and everyone once more wasn’t then what is the difference now 

always gonna think about what I could have done to prevent it, if there was anything I could have done.  some from both sides tell me its about at the “lost cause” stage and that I should just let them hit bottom.  i just want them healthy and happy, but i’m losing hope and its devastating. outside, looking at it, its sad and makes me nothing but sad  

Wishing I could fix it all will be the death of me Just hoping for the best

i have a lot of those aspects, almost a years worth all bundled up, needing to be let out on someone.  positive care and love, healthy habits and flush smiles, laughter and good energy, no reason for any other ways! im passionate about those things, and i just want those closest to my heart to feel and value those things too.

healthy happy clean positive energy and caring and supportive. all i wanna be and i want people around me to be. 

66.67%

Sitting on top of a ferris wheel with a light breeze and a smile on your face with someone you love. Flower Boy.

No matter, no matter. You can buy new box of crayons with new colors new material new small new labels. "Yeah that won't stop, you're my favorite crayon in the box" Crayons need repairing too

Broken puzzle pieces on a table once built try and want as much as I can to put em in it Puzzle is a puzzle for a reason can reshape readjust restructure to get in If it wants it can but if it chooses its path it'll go with other defects it's still every day n night I see No pain anymore but bummed Table, cloth, puzzle, dim light Frustration, confusion at current state Was once a model picture Now stands skewed and blurred That life that dream gonna be heard Positive and kind what runs through Restructure rebuilding revamping doo Whatever will seem to come through Hope it is allowed to be seen in light doo

came up to do work and isolate myself. hardly working, eating, slowly dying is all i do here