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He fucking emailed me and I didint see it for a week, I emailed him as soon as I saw it and he never replied and removed me from fucking everything :/

Opening up outlook to look at his profile pic like a soldier opening up a locket with a photo of his wife inside

I vented about my situation on some forum online and now everyone is calling him a predator which is making me really confused cause I honestly didn't think he seemed that into me

I'm actually so scared of not seeing him anymore. I know it's barely been two days but I might have to wait till fucking December for the chance to even see his face if I can't think of a good excuse to meet with him before that.

I'm also open to any spells or wtv I'm just going fucking crazy rn so literally anythingggg

He hates me he hates me he hates me and he's so nice so I probably deserve it

One day without him and I'm pacing around my house fucking manic

This past week with him was so good and now today might be my last time ever seeing him I genuinely want to die

If anyone could dm me and give me advice it would be much appreciated. I'm so upset and I really don't want this to be my last time seeing him

I feel so insanely alienated from everyone in my life, it sucks so much that the person I want to be closer with sees no future with me