thinking about it now, ariana grande went through so much from like 2017 to 2019 that was an insane series of events for a 23 year old to be going through. the pain and guilt of the concert. losing a long term lover. the constant scrutiny she was under. age is such a necessary ingredient in the pot of perspective because now i know that must have been insanely intense and completely life and mind altering. you’re a child at 23. not sure why im feeling so much for her right now but i am

i’m getting excited for kano, it really is another adventure and another opportunity to learn more about myself. i feel like i’ve even been in one place for too long im getting quite excited at the opportunity to consider myself a nomad again.

and exhale!

they really did not lie, those who don’t hear will overly feel

life is just joy and pain in varying degrees

desperately need to be used and abused. to the point of pain and near suffering please anything to shut my brain off.

saw obsession last night and that broke the trance i was slipping into at once! they right love will infact make you beyond crazy.

maybe i also kinda miss my brother