I feel like I didn’t really fully process what happened earlier and I was on autopilot but now that we’re home and I’m realizing how terrifying and serious this all was and how he could’ve died and I’m just freaking out. It’s all setting in. It’s making me think a lot. I love him so much

Now just playing the waiting game…..

Sorry I have like ten names I call my boyfriend and I guess now would be a good time to clarify just in case because I can’t keep track: he is Mike, the Vargas Nerve. Sometimes shortened just to Nerve. But I also call him Mice because I used to joke and tell people the K in his name is actually pronounced like a C. I realize I’m always referring to him in different manners a lot. Whoops. As for myself, he calls me Grubby lol

MiceyNerve is okay and safe. I repeat he’s okay and safe, we are at the ER. He will be fine I think. It’s just awful. His legs are really scraped up and a huge chunk of his hair got ripped out. He also didn’t call the cops after the guy hit him?!!? I’m kind of upset because now I think we are most likely paying the hospital bills for this and neither of us can afford it, he has no insurance. We will see what happens. I’m just happy he’s okay and alive, that’s really all that matters. Everything else is a hurdle we can overcome

My boyfriend got hit by a fucking car. And he was just healing from the last severe bike crash he was in, broken rib and bruises all over earlier this month. When will it end? things have been bad lately. There has been something in the air. Not literally, I’m not that insane. But kind of, yeah. Chronologically this whole car crash was really strange. All of the conversations leading up to it had some foreshadowing and I didn’t think to look into that. It all makes sense now. I know I sound crazy but there were so many signs this was about to happen. I’m superstitious about the moon, it brings out weird energy for sure. I don’t think the moon caused this car crash but I do wonder if it paved the way for all the foreshadowing talks. We had an argument last night but eventually talked it out and ended up okay. The other talks were more strange. As in, will we be there for each other if severe injury or sickness arises? And me saying “I hope you get sent home from work today” because my day of work got cancelled