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14.07.2020 — out and about today✨ don’t forget your face mask!

15|04|2020 ~ a rundown of my set up

I’m not going to lie, this photo is from last week (maybe?) but I’m posting so, hey! A quick rundown of my set up and whatnot, featuring all the things I’m using on the picture which I spent way too much time editing on procreate–it was fun, sue me. Let me know what you think please! I tried but I’m sure I’ll improve with time and the fun free anime style stamp brushes I downloaded came in use!

Anyway, I need to (F I N A L L Y) revise for my bio test on monday (RIP me) but instead I’m posting on my instagram stories and trying to find motivation– spoiler alert: I have none.

the raw panic of hearing about your potential, positive or negative

a weird brand of imposter syndrome where you genuinely think you’ve fluked your way through every success and you’re gonna be Exposed as a Fraud

never having learned how to study and having no idea where to start now that you need to

reading college level books as a kid but being basically illiterate now

dismissing your struggles as irrelevant because other people have it harder and i should be smart enough to handle this

feeling like you’ve lost all control over your life (maybe manifesting into depression, anxiety and disordered eating in a grasp for control over something)

credit: @lennsan