haven’t consumed any calories in 13.5 hours 💪 can’t stop thinking about food though :/ nervous to eat xoxox

some days when i’m restricting, i’m very aware i’m restricting. i get really hungry and i get headaches and stomach aches. and other times, i restrict and feel totally fine? today i’ve had around 700 calories which is actually super low for me, and i feel fine? it’s so weird. i don’t feel hungry i’m not in any pain. it makes me terrified that i ate without realizing, but. feelin great today x

i “recovered” for a bit and i’ve gained 20lbs and it feels so embarrassing. and it’s not even like i was underweight, i was overweight and now i’m even more overweight. stressed