ya'll know i'm hudcon down

This is a year filled with passion, trauma, controversies, stress and deep transformation. Nothing will be consistent, there will be so many fluctuations in his relationship to the material world and his work(place). But his North Node is located in the 2nd house (Cancer) which tells me that he'll be figuring out that he craves a soft life with emotional fulfillment rather than being solely concerned with who/what will look good for his image and his status. This isn't to say that Hudson is superficial, but incredibly scared of losing his value and ability to take care of people he loves.

Not just Sunday, but in general. This whole arrangement/relationship whether it's functionally fake or without deeper feelings, is complicating things and hurting people he loves.

I want to make this clear. I'm of two minds:

Either their relationship is officially over, but they're just being seen together because it's more advantageous for them to keep it up. Or, they're still together but have no feelings for each other and they both know that but won't end it. I lean more towards the first one but would not be shocked by the second one, knowing Hudson. When I said it was like PR I meant more that it literally only works for the good of their reputations.

I keep getting Lily for how they feel about each other and what their relationship is - it's safety and long term commitment, but it's more mature than it was previously. The love oracle cards are them just straight up yearning and remorse (Connor saying he wishes he knew what to say and Hudson saying he wants thing to be different).

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