☠︎Diet Pepsi Butterfly☠︎

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Late October relapse go crazy

Back on my shit after a few months. I've gained LBS for sure. I literally have a fucking Double chin starting 😭🔫. It's cute on other people especially my partner but not me that's for sure. I'm 19 now still workin on life. Now I need to start working out in general.

Once I got the sugar out of my system it gets soooooooo much fucking easier to restrict.

Gonna start doing one meal and one snack a day plus a low cal drink like coffee or tea. I think that's what I tend to lose the most weight doing, I can't go too under or too over, just gotta coast around 700-800 calories till next month when I need to REALLY start cutting down cals.

We back at this shit, I hope you all have been okay. Getting ready for a big event and another term of college coming up. I'm really hoping to lose ATLEAST 15 pounds by then so I'm on a budget of 700-800cals. I've done it before I can do it again. I am not showing my face if I pull up 133lbs. Not doing it. Thank you for listening have a good day!

🙂 Not eating is so easy why do I choose to hurt myself with food. I'm at 133+lbs right now. Holy FUCK. I'm used to being 115-120.

Thought I was doing okay... Weighed in this morning at 131 fucking pounds.

Binged so hard I went up to 128lbs. OMFGGGG. Okay anyways I'm back on track now, hi. Hope y'all have been okay, probably not but I always have open DMS if your 18+ so feel free if you need someone to vent to or whatever.

Was doing really good until last night. I accidentally REALLY high off an old dispo and got the munchies superrr bad. I ate way too much sugar and fat. Today I'm not eating dinner like usual since my bfs mom isn't making dinner I'm just gonna not 😌🔫

Been on track for 4 days! I'm steadily loosing the fat. Been eating about 450-700 calories for dinner only. It works best for me :P

Alright, we're back on track starting today. I have until the 27th to lose as much weight as possible. I just can't binge. No nighttime snacking fr. Everyday if I have 200 in the morning 600 at night or just 800 in one go that's fine, but no snacks don't buy them don't smell them don't look at them, nothing. It's gonna be hard but I've done 4x the work this will be. I'm so tired of seeing and feeling the weight slowly creep on it's disgusting. I'm done.

Finally locking back in after Christmas, Jesus Christ I've been off track so long. Weigh-ins tomorrow and I'm so disgusted I can feel how much fat I've accumulated on my thighs and hips. I'm on T now so all the fat is gonna start pouring into the most obvious places. Yay. Gotta lose it.

FOOD LOG: DEC 22 SUN

FOOD LOG: DEC 21 SAT