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I’ve been a long time follower and this may not mean much to you but I wanted to say that I do enjoy your content and I do take the time to read your posts. You are an amazing person and I hope things will get better for you. Just believe in yourself and stay positive. I know it can be hard sometimes (trust me I know), but everything will work out. I hope this helps. If it doesn’t, I totally understand. Be well.

Ice Spice make music for the confused self deprecating indecisive girlies like me. Her music is basically “Like? Idk? I guess? Maybe? It don’t matter! If you want to?”

Since there are more spooky season lovers on here than twitter I decided to make my own Halloween decor because I had an idea what what I wanted. I wanted it to be creepy with a mix of gothic romance Addams family type of thing!?!!! In pics below it’s the first wreath I ever made so I’m honestly fucking proud of it. Two Skelton hands will be a center piece for outside (ignore table we been doing crafts for few weeks now). . Skull heads is on a mop handle I’m going to hang outside. Will add some velvet ribbon to it and more tiny skull heads and moss once it’s hanging. Gotta secure the big skull heads with gorilla glue or something!?! I don’t want them to fall off. The rest of stuff I got that’s not pictured it’s things I got from dollar tree to hang. Got a foam pumpkin I’m going to paint black and hang a bat from it. (I’m not really into orange for Halloween. Idk why!?!). Gotta get a mat and some lights. Im going start putting everything up this Sunday. Yeah. I’ll post pic once it’s all together

My 30s so far have been terrible. I didn’t think anything could be more terrible than my 20s, teens years, or childhood but 30s so far is winning in disappointment and sadness. “30s are the best years of your life”. Maybe for some. But it’s not for me.