antler

my porcelain doll collection ♡

I’m gonna regret this forever ♡

The velvet room sleeps inside me

Growing tendrils in my body as i eat,

As i drink and as i sleep

Forever guiding me with thought and fear

It shows up in my dreams when i stay awake too long

Looks off each time, it looks wrong.

Shows up as a barn or a church tower drowning,

Waiting for my patience to break the silence while im crying.

My mother worried, appearance of the velvet room

In all it’s beauty it is shown to me, all it’s glory washed upon me

Broken walls and broken homes, velvet rises up onto the walls

Burgundy and brown, stained,

Alll the faith is in the name.

yeah, this place gets old, but it’s really hard

to scrub the dog piss out of a white trash heart ♡

bleached hoodie