QUEEN SHIT

everyday I’m growing and I know I’m not perfect by any means at all whatsoever but man I am realizing I am good and I am love and I love myself. I think that’s by far my greatest achievement in life and the only thing is I don’t know why I started off not loving myself in the first place? there is love in my life everyday and with every interaction I have and I am so blessed and thankful. each day I want to make a conscious effort to be better and do good and to love more. I’m happy. I’m happy being me and loving me and being by myself rn. for the first time in a while I’m not really getting kisses or anything but I have never felt so much genuine love in my life than this period that I’m living in.

i’m full of love but i’m not soft anymore

Sometimes I catch myself thinking, “ugh. If only I knew then what I know now…. if only I could go back.” But then I remind myself that if I didn’t go through everything, then I WOULDN’T know what I know now. The only way I was able to blossom spiritually, mentally, and emotionally into the person I am now was by planting the seeds in the first place and being patient through the growing process. It was all a process. It’ll always be a process. I can only control what I’m doing now and plant more seeds for the future.

you’re not too sensitive. you’re not overreacting. if it hurts you, it hurts you

Someone once said to me, “I hope the pain eases soon.” It struck me as the purest blessing that had ever been offered over my head - I hope the pain eases soon. It’s so gentle, so kind, so hopeful. So to everyone who’s hurting: I see how hard you’re trying, and I hope your pain will ease soon.

@jazm1n 💓

I know I be overreacting but you should be worried when I don’t react at all.