Finger Dyslexia? I just canât type âŚ
I have âdyslexicâ fingers⌠To explain what I mean, no matter what I intend to type even though I am a reasonably quick typist sometimes my fingers go there either before or after my brain meaning that keys or words just get completely messed up.
Itâs also why I am a piss poor guitarist as my fingers kind of get ahead of themselves and fuck things up majorly.
I have absolutely no accuracy and my mind may be running at a million miles an hour but my fingers just struggle to type properly even though I have worked with keyboards for years and years.
Itâs not that I canât spell I can I just canât type without mistakes. I donât hunt and peck like some people do I can manage to find keys just not always press them correctly.
I just canât seem to type consistently even though after all this time I should be able to type hundreds of words a minute but I canât as my fingers are drunk I seem to hit extra keys add letters or completely miss spaces and itâs frustrating as hell.
In order for me to maintain a level of typing which isnât totally illegible I have to level my concentration up and even then it fails me. It seems no matter how hard I focus on the keyboard my fingers just refuse to hit the right keys what the hell is wrong with my brain.
It drives me round the bend as my fingers are just so uncoordinated and its painful to think that I canât type as fast as my mind is working without a major slowdown. If I donât add keys that are adjacent to the key I want to hit due to hitting between two keys I get doubles of the same letter as my keyboard is adding a repeat due to my lack of delay.
Truly it is a frustrating thing because I really donât understand why after all this time my fingers should just know where to go on a keyboard but then again I donât follow the standard home keys setup of the typists of old because this isnât a typewriter.
Even when I used a typewriter I never could do the home keys nonsense. I could type considerably quicker than most but I never could get muscle memory to develop to do such as instructed in the RSA typing courses.
Itâs the same with a guitar no matter how much I seem to sit with it the muscle memory just doesnât develop I kind of improvise the fingering rather than following the adapted methods used by musicians and I am bloody hopeless because of it. My fingers just get confused and end up in the wrong place.
Itâs ludicrous when you think about it given I have been using keyboards since I was 8 years old I should be able to type consistently by now, but no that is not the case.
I type like a drunk man walking down the street very rarely do I manage to get through an entire paragraph without some complete gibberish which makes no sense and I have to go back and correct the damned thing.
Part of it wonders is it my ADHD brain getting totally messed up as even if I look at my fingers to do this I still manage to type so many mistakes its unreal.
If I didnât go back and correct the many mistakes I make this entire thing would be completely unreadable. To prove a point I will type the next section without any correction.
So any mistakes that I make when typing this complet selection I| qam going to intyentionally leve in and see just how ridiculoius the typing truly gets
There you go, yes you can probably interpret what the hell I want to type but is got lots of stupid addition letters and mistakes, which no matter how hard I try not I completely fuck it up.
How is that even possible after all these years of typing I should be an absolute expert when it comes to typing as I have literally typed hundreds of thousands of words worth on various keyboards over the years.
I really wish I could explain the phenomenon but I really canât it is totally beyond any form of reasoning or explanation. Itâs as if my brain or my fingers have some form of mental block. There is definitely a communication breakdown between my brain and what my fingers do.
It is worrying because no matter how hard I try and concentrate on it the worse it seems to get. If I focus on every key press my brain seems to misfire even more and I type more mistakes then if I just let it flow.
I doubt I am the only person who has this phenomenon. In fact you should have a typing session and see what happens when you type at speed. Unless you have been classical typing trained do you type using this strange mistake making style or am I just an idiot.
Honestly I donât have an answer for it I really donât. Is it an ADHD brain thing? Am I mentally broken somewhere? Is it an issue to do with dexterity? After all its nothing wrong with my eyes its just my fingers either hit between keys and add extra letters or my fingers just doesnât know when to stop.
I can see the entire keyboard so it is not an issue of sight, more that my hands just travel too fast over the keys and do things either before or after I should rather than being accurate.
It really is perplexing why such the two just will not sync up no matter how much I type if anything the more I type the worse it seems to get as my brain starts to run faster than I can actually type and things just become a complete mess.
It doesn't matter what type of keyboard I use either. Whether its a laptop keyboard or a mechanical keyboard I have tested with many different types and sizes I still make major mistakes when typing.
It truly is fascinating⌠Finger Dyslexia ?

















