Zenah

For the first time in a verrrrry long time I am completely optimistic and positive about my future. Big changes coming in my 23rd year on this earth and I hope most are good 😊

I know there's never a right time to let go of something or someone you're attached to. It's just so hard. Everything hurts. It's so scary. I'm so scared. I just need to be brave. I need to assure myself that soon everything will be alright. I can get through anything bc I'm me and I'll never stop being me. I love myself too much to stay in pain and wonder why what I love doesn't love me back. It doesn't hold me on the pedestal I hold it on. It doesn't care ab my feelings the way I cherish its feelings. I'm not ready to let go but I will let go anyway bc I deserve better. I have a lot to offer. And I've let myself down enough.