love overhearing my mother say i'm useless as usual and that i'll be "still living at home as a 40 year old virgin"
CAN A N Y O N E PLEASE VALIDATE ME AND SAY I'M NOT INSANE FOR THINKING BEING BULLIED TO DEATH BY BOTH KIDS AND ADULTS FROM AGE 5½-7 AND THEN BEING ISOLATED AND DOING NOTHING FROM THE AGES OF 7½ TO 14½ WHILE ALSO NEVER BEING TAUGHT HOW TO DO ANYTHING PROBABLY STUNTED ME FOREVER RIGHT
CAUSE EVERYONE I SAY THIS TO BASICALLY TELLS ME TO JUST "GROW UP AND GET OVER IT" AND "THAT WAS SO LONG AGO GET OVER IT" AND THAT I "NEED TO TAKE ACCOUNTABILITY" FOR SOMETHING I HAD 0 CONTROL OVER BECAUSE I WAS A CHILD
I'M NOT INSANE FOR SAYING I'M MENTALLY STUNTED RIGHT
also i have many undiagnosed mental disorders and only have medication for the 2 that are diagnosed (depression and anxiety) which doesn't help shit with focus , if anything it starts to wear off a lot even though i'm at the highest possible dosage 😂
also being mentally , physically and verbally abused semi regularly didn't help either , that + unrestricted internet access during those 7 years i had no rl friends (still don't but yeah)