arianna began wondering why was it that she dealt and put up with everything this relationship brought forth for it all to have been for nothing. a few years of being in love wasnât worth the amount sheâd have to spend knowing that the man she committed her life to suddenly didnât feel the same. she felt like bursting into a million tears and crying and screaming her heart out in the privacy of her bedroom, but zayn was still standing in front of her, and ari wanted to keep some of bit of decency. âthis whole relationship has been tiring, but yâknow, i stuck around and worked it out because thatâs just what you do. iâve had to deal with so much shit, zayn, just for it all to come down to this?â ari scoffed, her eyes looking straight at zayn now, but her vision completely blinded by her tears.
 zayn took a breath, it getting caught in his throat. he noticed the tears in her eyes, of course he did but there wasnât anything he felt he could do now considered he was the one causing this, he was the one making her feel the way she was. he nodded. âi know, ari, i know and iâm sorry,â he paused, his gaze shifting downwards, his hands sliding awkwardly into his pockets. âi wish i could--â but he stopped again, what could he say? âi mean, i wanted--â but yet again, he just kept quiet. he didnât what to say or how to say it.Â










