1. i haven’t posted here in a long long time and

2. i hated myself throughout all of it and i don’t want anybody to remember me that way, i don’t want to remember myself that way. i don’t want an archive of memories to exist of when i was hurting, and ended up hurting people in the process

so it’s all gone and i feel a little bit better

my new blog is finsul.tumblr.com, i’ll be posting personal stuff and photo stuff there. mostly sfw