to avoid confusion, im prefacing this by saying: the commissions WILL STILL be delivered until the settled date (15.06)
that being said, i will no longer post art publicly.
im very tired of being a public figure - albeit a small one. i don't find it interesting anymore and all it brings me is pure anxiety and fear. i wanna draw without feeling pressured to reach a certain audience, or to please people. i always draw for myself and only myself (except ofc during commissions). there wasn't any turning point per se that made me choose doing this, ive just been thinking about this for a while and it's the best decision for my mental health and happiness overall.
i don't draw fanarts and i don't share my oc stories, so theres no way for ppl to get attached to my characters beyond their designs. im happy and satisfied with the path im choosing to take. itll be for the best ^__^
this is a goodbye. ill still make art, ill still post it privately on toyhouse, and ill still join artfight. im just going private, that's all! im okay and ill be okay, this is a promise. life has its ups and downs and i can manage now that im medicated for my bpd and ocd :3
i will still post on my side acc, @neuvichi, but there won't be any artwork. just rb and all. i also have a side acc on bluesky for rambles n all, with occasional wips. this account will not be deactivated as i want people to read this post. i will however deactivate my vgen once i deliver the last comm that is due
im eternally grateful for the love and support throughout these years - almost a decade!
i love you guys. stay happy, and keep creating ❤️