As you know, counting sheeps is perfect for sleep. Sheeps take that job very seriously. But some are still learning. It’s fine, I don’t think Wolf Hunter minds. 🐑🐑🐑
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Batfam with a neglected sibling (how creative, I know), except someone notices them. And it's not just Alfred.
(Idk how many parts I'll be making or if everything after this will be just a bunch of headcanons)
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Part 1 / ???
Damian knew there was someone else in the manor. Some hidden presence that nobody else seemed to notice. Just like a new toy that he one day found Titus playing with. Or a small batch of cold pastries and sweets that was left in the dining room each time he returned from the patrol. It wasn't Pennyworth. Whatever he presented them with was always warm and fresh. And there was a clear difference in quality too.
He confronted his siblings and even father about it just to be dismissed as he was just "not used to the new home". It must have been his paranoia playing tricks since he wasn't used to feeling so safe (at least the manor was supposed to be that).But when he talked to the butler about it, he finally got an answer. A name said so casually while the man was doing his chores kept ringing in his ears.
"Who is that?"
"Your half sister, master Damian."
The boy's brain short-circuited in that moment. For several seconds he just stood there, staring at the water running as Alfred was washing the dishes.
Half sister. Half sister...
Half?
Sister?
As in, a blood child of his father?
Damian opened his mouth to say something several times, but words died in his throat with each attempt. Really, what could he even say? What should he ask? His whole life he thought he was the only heir of renowned Bruce Wayne. And now they just drop it on him that there's another one? And a butler of all people is the one to tell him?
Finally, words manage to leave his mouth.
"Why was I not notified of this?"
"That is an excellent question."
That's it. That's the only answer he gets. Because, perhaps, Pennyworth didn't know himself. In a house such as this, where every child is treasured regardless of their background and what they went through, why would one be just... what even was it? Forgotten? Ignored? For God's sake, she literally lived in the same building, why did everyone act like she didn't exist?
Damian especially, as an heir, had every right to know if there were any other rivals for his status, and everyone here seemed to completely disregard that. He'd be certain to confront father about it as soon as he sees him. The man is lucky he is out of the manor for now, otherwise he would have suffered his unadulterated wrath right then and there.
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Before he knew it, Damian was standing in front of a door. The hallway was quiet and the room seemed to be located further away from all others, in a wing he rarely visited, if ever. And as far as he knew, the rest of the family did too. It was Alfred that directed him towards the elusive sister's room.
The boy clenched his teeth as he brought his hand up to knock. It was just then that he noticed that his heart was beating faster than normal. He was about to meet his rival after all. Yes, that must be it. A measured knock disrupted the silence.
He waited.
No answer.
He knocked again.
Nothing.
Not even a sound.
Strange. It was as if nobody was on the other side at all. It was too early to sleep, so it couldn't be that.
He swallowed hard, took a deep breath and turned the handle... unlocked...
The door opened just a crack and he peeked in. As expected, the bed was empty. He peeked over the door to see the rest of the room to, again, see no one. Furrowing his brows he walked in.
Damian looked around the space. It was clean, the bed was made, windows closed. Some books were placed neatly on the shelves, some were textbooks, others seemed like classic novels of some kind but despite no dust covering them it didn't seem like anyone touched them in a while. The desk didn't hold any trinkets like Steph's, no notebooks, or toys, or anything of the sort. The room looked occupied, but not lived in. Not a single personal belonging seemed to be placed in the open. Nothing to give him even a hint of what kind of person the occupant was. Was that on purpose? A way to conceal their identity just like they concealed their presence in the manor? It was more frustrating than Damian would like to admit.
Just like the fact that he STILL didn't get to meet them. Pennyworth said his sister was currently in the manor, so where the hell was she?
He thought about looking through more rooms or inquiring the butler about her whereabouts again, but then he noticed the clock on the wall, reminding him that it would be soon time for his patrol.
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It was infuriating. Not just the presence of a potential rival for his status as an heir. Not even the fact that he failed to corner them or even get a glimpse of them in almost a week. But most of all, it was the way others behaved.
The second Damian saw Bruce on patrol he immediately demanded answers. The man tried to brush it off but to no avail, the boy was relentless. Still, the answer was less than satisfactory. Simple "yes, you have a sister" and as for the reason why nobody told him "it slipped my mind".
Slipped his mind.
The same man that upon arrival introduced him to every single one of the siblings present in the house. Notified him of each one that was absent. And later specifically made time to introduce each one of those as soon as they stepped foot in the manor. That same man claimed that his own blood child just "slipped his mind".
In later days he tried to ask his siblings about it. Tim, naturally, didn't provide any useful information, so he went for Stephanie, as she was the most loud and talkative of the bunch. Her nonchalant reply practically knocked the air out of his lungs.
"Oh, right, I haven't seen her in a while." the blonde said sipping her coffee.
"What the hell do you mean "haven't seen her in a while"?! You live in the same house!"
How this family didn't implode on itself was actually beyond him. For all he knew, she could be a spy gathering information on him and feeding it to whatever of this city's maniacs paid more, and they just had no idea where she was or what she was doing and acted so casual about it too. And when he shared a piece of his mind with them, they also brushed it off as her being just a normal quiet teen.
Damian cussed under his breath as he stepped out of the elevator. He had to end the patrol early tonight. Too early, in his opinion, but father wouldn't allow any argument on that. According to him, Damian was too emotional lately (how could he not be, with everything going on?) , not focused enough during a mission. And most importantly, he had a test tomorrow and needed time to prepare (not really, he was certain he could ace it with eyes closed). So, here he was, fresh out of his costume, walking through the hall towards the dining room to get himself some sort of snack for the night.
A dim light caught his attention. It was rather strange for Pennyworth to be setting anything up this late. Could it be one of his siblings?
Turning the corner he froze. The girl standing at the counter was unfamiliar. She was pulling cheap looking pastries out of a paper bag. Her posture was stiff, as if she knew someone was in the room with her. Before she could turn around to face him the boy moved and katana was already pointing at her throat.
The girl held out her hands in surrender and smiled awkwardly.
"Um... you must be Damian," she mumbled, "Nice to meet you."
Asmodeus fast approached you while you were curled up in the corner of the couch.
"You are not going to believe this," he started in a tizzy.
You put your DDD down, expecting him to launch right into a high-powered vent. Instead, he insisted, "I need to sit down. You need to hear this."
There was plenty of space. Asmodeus plopped down with enough force to bounce you a little bit upwards. In the second it took for you and the cushion to fall back into place, he grabbed your arm and hoisted it to eye level.
You watched, too puzzled and surprised to say anything, as he pulled your feet out from under your legs and pushed them off the couch. Your ankle hit the floor at a painful angle. He pushed your shoulder back so your spine straightened up and nudged you a couple of centimeters closer to the armrest.
Asmodeus spent about a minute arranging you as he saw fit. He picked a loose thread off your shirt and smoothed down the fabric over your thighs before finally laying the back of his head right in your lap. Several seconds of adjusting his neck to find the perfect spot followed. At last, he set your hand down over his chest, the cherry on top of his preferred seating arrangement, where he held your fingers like a fidget toy.
Asmodeus stared up at you, a soothing sight for stress-filled eyes, while his body laid out across the entire rest of the couch. His high-end clothes started to wrinkle.
He began once more, "So, you are not going to believe what happened today..."
summary: in which garrett graham hires a nanny to help raise his daughter, never expecting her to slowly become the person who feels most like home.
pairing: single dad!garrett graham x reader
notes: hi!! i really hope you all enjoy this little teaser! 🥹💌 this au is a little different from my other two, and is inspired by 'caught up' from the windy city series. sending so much love to you all! <3
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there are exactly three things everyone in the locker room knows about garrett graham.
he's the youngest captain in franchise history, he hates losing more than anyone they've ever met, and if his phone rings during practice with a picture of a little brunette girl wearing a princess crown, everything stops.
"hold on."
he doesn't even apologise, pulling off one glove, skating towards the bench before answering his phone immediately, your contact name flashing across his screen.
"hey, y/n. everything okay?"
it's not you who answers. instead, a tiny voice squeals so loudly he has to hold the phone away from his ear.
"daddy!"
garrett can't help but smile.
"hey, bug!"
half the team pretend not to listen. the other half don't even bother pretending.
"did you eat your lunch?" garrett asks.
a tiny voice chatters excitedly through the speaker, far too quiet for anyone else to make out.
garrett smiles, actually smiles.
the same man who had broken a stick over the crossbar three nights ago because they'd blown a two-goal lead.
"all of it?"
another stream of toddler logic sounds through the phone.
"well...yes, i suppose applesauce is technically a fruit."
someone snorts, garrett turns around without missing a beat. "anyone got something to say?"
around him, everyone suddenly seems fascinated by the ice beneath their skates. garrett shakes his head, fighting a smile before turning his attention back to his phone.
"i'll be home after practice, okay? be good for y/n."
another pause. his smile softens.
"i miss you too, bug. i love you."
he hangs up a minute later, eyes bright and smile wide.
"you've gone soft."
garrett looks up. "what?"
"you're talking about applesauce." one of the rookies gestures dramatically. "you used to threaten to fight people."
"i still threaten to fight people."
"yeah, but now you're discussing fruit pouches, graham."
"they're entirely different conversations."
logan laughs from across the rink. "how's the nanny going?"
garrett shrugs, grabbing another stick. "good."
"that's it?"
"what else is there to say?"
logan exchanges a knowing look with one of his teammates, luke.
"well..."
he leans back against the boards, eyebrows raising out of curiosity. "is she pretty?"
garrett doesn't even hesitate. "don't."
logan blinks. "don't...what?"
"don't."
"garrett."
"she works for me."
logan lifts both hands innocently, though the smirk on his face completely undermines the gesture. "i only asked a question, g."
"and i'm telling you not to ask another one."
luke bites back a laugh, shaking his head in disbelief. "you're being protective, graham."
"no. i'm being professional."
"same thing."
"not even close."
luke studies him for a second before shrugging, "okay then." he leans back against the boards.
"hypothetically..."
garrett sighs. "i'm already annoyed."
"if i asked y/n out."
a beat.
"you wouldn't have a problem with it?"
garrett doesn't answer immediately. he finishes wrapping the tape around his stick before finally looking up, his jaw clenched.
"what she chooses to do outside of work is none of my business."
luke nods. "right."
"but you're one of my players."
"and?"
"and she's responsible for my daughter five days a week."
his voice stays level. "i'm not interested in one of my guys fucking around with the person helping raise my kid."
luke lifts an eyebrow, clearly trying to coax a reaction out of his captain. "who said anything about fucking around?"
"i'm saying if someone's going to be around lily, they need to be someone i trust."
"y/n can decide who she trusts."
"she can."
garrett doesn't hesitate, "and i can decide who i want around my daughter."
the rink quietens.
"lily gets attached," garrett continues. "she's three. the people in her life matter. if y/n's seeing someone, there's a chance that person ends up around my kid too."
luke folds his arms, trying, and failing, not to smile. "so that's your concern?"
"yes."
"not the fact she's your nanny."
"that is the fact she's my nanny."
luke exchanges a look with logan, his grin only widening. "right."
the conversation dies there, mostly because luke knows when he's reached the limit of how much he can get away with.
a beat of silence passes before logan speaks. "bring lil to the barbecue on saturday."
garrett nods. "was already planning to."
"and y/n?"
garrett looks confused. "what about her?"
"well, if she's looking after your daughter, then she's invited too."
there's another silence.
logan slowly looks at luke, who looks back, the two of them sharing a knowing glance.
garrett genuinely has no idea why they're staring.
later that afternoon
your day has consisted of colouring books, building blanket forts, and convincing a three-year-old that socks are, in fact, a requirement before going outside.
you've almost succeeded, almost.
"i don't like socks."
you crouch in front of her. "i know."
"they're itchy."
"these ones have little strawberries on them though, lil. look!"
she considers that very seriously, her eyebrows furrowing in concentration. "still socks," she mumbles.
you sigh dramatically, gently tickling her sides. "you drive a hard bargain, miss graham."
she giggles in response, her cheeks turning a deep shade of crimson red.
a second later, the front door opens.
"daddy!"
lily takes off running before garrett has even stepped fully inside. he barely has time to drop his keys before she's launching herself into his arms.
"hey, bug."
he catches her effortlessly, smiling as he settles her against his hip. "did you listen to y/n today?"
"...mostly."
"mostly?"
"i wore the socks!"
garrett looks over her shoulder at you, one eyebrow lifting. you can only laugh in response. "it was a very long negotiation."
he lets out a quiet laugh. "i'm not surprised."
for a second, just a second, the two of you hold each other's gaze before your attention softens, drifting to the little girl tucked comfortably in his arms.
there's something about the sight of garrett holding lily, his expression so impossibly soft, so completely devoted, that sends warmth blooming low in your stomach before you can stop it.
when you look back up, he's still watching you, comfortable, easy, like this has quietly become routine.
because, somehow, it has.
neither of you notice the little girl glancing between you with a grin far too knowing for a three-year-old.
"can y/n stay for dinner?"
garrett answers before he even has time to think, "yeah, of course." then he catches himself, his eyes flicking back to yours.
wait now i want to see princess reader having a chill balcony smoke sesh with dean and maybe the other guys (like a house bonding moment with their honorary housemate)
Dean’s hoodie smells faintly like laundry detergent, stale beer and whatever cologne he’d sprayed on three days ago.
It’s three sizes too big. She’s disappeared into it completely, sleeves hanging over her hands while she sits sideways on the back porch step beside Dean, the joint moving lazily between them as the winter air turns every exhale into something visible.
Somewhere inside the house, Logan is losing an argument with Tucker about whether cereal counts as dinner. The bass from somebody’s abandoned speaker hums softly through the wall.
Dean passes her the joint. She takes it with exaggerated care, misses his fingers entirely the first time, then dissolves into helpless laughter before she’s even managed a proper inhale.
“I don’t know,” she says, giggling into the sleeve covering half her face. “Everything’s just… so funny.”
Dean laughs because she’s laughing. “Princess, you just spent three full minutes telling me that squirrels probably have little mortgages.”
“They might.”
“They don’t.”
“You don’t know that.”
“I actually do.”
She narrows her eyes at him with the absolute seriousness only a very high person can achieve. “You’re sounding really close-minded right now.”
Dean doubles over laughing. The back door slides open. Garrett shuffles outside wearing grey sweats and an old Briar t-shirt, curls flattened on one side from sleep, blinking at the porch light.
He looks from Dean. To the joint. To her swimming inside Dean’s hoodie. “…Am I taking you home?”
She tips her head back to look at him, processing the question with visible effort. “Mmm.”
“So… yes?”
Another thoughtful pause. “No.”
Dean snorts into his hand. Garrett sighs the sigh of a man who has captained a hockey team through championship pressure and somehow finds this more exhausting. “You staying here?”
She nods immediately, smile slow and dreamy. “Mhm.”
“Right.” He stands there another second, making sure she isn’t about to fall backwards off the step, before rubbing a hand over his face. “Come inside before you freeze to death.”
She pushes herself upright with surprising determination. The porch tilts dramatically beneath her feet – or at least that’s what her body insists – and Garrett instinctively catches her elbow.
The second they’re inside, warm air rushing over flushed cheeks, his eyes land on the oversized hoodie again.
He clicks his tongue. “Take that shit off.”
She blinks up at him. “…Oh?”
“Yeah, oh.”
A grin spreads slowly across her face. “You jealous?”
Garrett reaches up, hooks two fingers lazily through the hood and starts steering her toward the stairs. “I’m offended.”
“It’s my hoodie now,” she murmurs, grinning up at him.
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pairing – garrett graham x princess!reader
summary – a little jealousy, a risky bathroom invitation and the newest addition to a very secret deal.
warnings – 18+, smut, oral sex, public bathroom hookup, praise kink, jealousy, secret friends with benefits.
notes from me – i am so down bad for them. based on these asks combined, thank u babies!! xx
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The puck bunnies start looking at her before Garrett even finishes buying his first beer. Not all of them, obviously. She isn’t unreasonable, despite what Garrett claims whenever she asks him to carry something that weighs more than a handbag or move his car because she doesn’t like reversing around it.
Most of the girls gathered at the far end of Malone’s bar are perfectly occupied with their own drinks, their own conversations and the collection of Briar hockey players taking up the largest booth in the room.
But two of them keep glancing over. One is blonde, wearing a black top with complicated straps. The other has dark hair swept over one shoulder and lip gloss bright enough to reflect the neon beer signs. They look at Garrett. They look at her. They lean closer to each other. Then they look at her again.
She lowers her eyes to the drink sweating beneath her fingers and drags the little black straw around the ice, pretending the movement requires considerably more concentration than it does. The white dress had felt like a very good decision in her dorm room.
It’s still a good decision, objectively. The lace is soft rather than bridal, fitted through her waist with long sleeves that flare slightly around her wrists, and the skirt is short enough to make her check the back of it whenever she bends. It finishes just beneath the curve of her ass, revealing a lot of bare thigh above her boots, and the square neckline sits low without doing anything particularly dramatic.
Except, apparently, inspire hostility in women she’s never spoken to.
“You have to use actual butter,” Claire is saying beside her, halfway through a story about her roommate attempting to make cookies with vegetable spread. “She said it was basically the same thing.”
“It isn’t,” she says automatically, still watching the ice turn. “That’s hateful.”
“Thank you.”
“Did they spread?”
“They became one large cookie.”
The girls laugh, and she smiles with them because she likes Claire, and Nina, and the other two girls from her behavioural economics seminar whose names she only learned properly tonight.
They’re nice. They asked her to come out after class, complimented her dress and ordered a round of cocktails that arrived the colour of cough syrup and tasted considerably better.
She should be having fun. She is having fun. She is simply also aware of Garrett standing ten feet away with three women arranged loosely around him.
He isn’t doing anything wrong. That’s important. Garrett is leaning against the bar in a dark green sweater with the sleeves pushed to his forearms, listening to one of the girls talk while he waits for the bartender. His posture is relaxed, one ankle crossed over the other, his mouth occasionally curving around an answer she can’t hear over the music.
Normal Garrett behaviour. Infuriatingly charming, but normal.
Two days ago, he had made her come with his fingers in his bed and then solemnly shaken her hand on a secret friends-with-benefits agreement while she was still naked from the waist down.
They haven’t discussed exclusivity. They haven’t discussed anything, actually, except secrecy, not ruining the friendship and the statistical likelihood of Logan walking in on them. Garrett had kissed her again afterward, slow enough to leave her thoughts pleasantly scrambled, then gone downstairs to make eggs while she searched for her underwear beneath his desk.
Since then, they’ve exchanged approximately fourteen completely ordinary texts, sat together through one lecture and watched half a movie with Tucker on the opposite couch.
Garrett had kept his hands to himself throughout both activities. Mostly.
His palm had rested on her knee beneath the lecture table for eleven minutes while Professor Ellis explained loss aversion, but that could technically fall under existing best-friend touching. So could the way he pulled her feet into his lap during the movie and rubbed his thumb over her ankle. Probably.
She had expected the deal to feel more obvious. A secret buzzing beneath every conversation. Some dramatic shift in the air whenever they looked at each other.
Instead, Garrett still steals bites from her plate and tells her she’s dressed inappropriately for the weather. She still orders him around and complains when he chooses action movies. He still calls her princess with the same insufferable curve to his mouth.
The only difference is that she now knows what his fingers feel like inside her. Which, admittedly, is not a small difference.
The blonde at the bar touches Garrett’s arm. Barely anything. Her fingers settle briefly near his elbow while she laughs, then remain there for half a second longer than a person needs for balance.
Something tightens beneath the lace at her ribs. She takes a drink. The glass is almost empty.
Garrett glances toward the booth where Dean is saying something with both hands, Logan is stealing fries from Tucker’s plate and Tucker is pretending not to notice. None of them know. Every time she looks at them, she remembers Garrett saying Tucker will figure it out, and feels as though the responsible man in question can see directly through her dress and into the handshake agreement lodged somewhere behind her sternum.
Tucker looks toward her now and lifts his chin in greeting. She wiggles her fingers at him. The two puck bunnies look over again.
This time, one of them says something into the other’s ear. The blonde’s mouth curves – not quite a smile, not quite anything she could reasonably take offence to – and she feels the expression anyway, a tiny cold scrape beneath her skin.
She doesn’t understand why they dislike her. She has occasionally interrupted hook ups, yes, but only because she needed something, and Garrett has always complained before giving it to her. That’s hardly her fault. He’s a grown man with free will and an entirely functional ability to tell her no, even if he almost never uses it.
She doesn’t flirt with the team. She doesn’t hang off Garrett at parties more than she hangs off Garrett everywhere else. She has baked for all of them equally, excluding Tucker’s birthday cake because he requested lemon and Garrett claimed lemon cake tastes like cleaning supplies.
They have no reason to glare at her like she’s broken into the hockey house at night and stolen him from beneath a glass display case. The thought makes her throat feel thick in a way she resents.
She turns back to Claire, who’s now explaining that her roommate ate the tray cookie with a fork over the sink, and laughs at the appropriate moment. It comes out a little softer than intended.
Across the room, Garrett looks up. He finds her immediately.
It’s annoying how quickly he can do that in a crowded bar, as though some portion of his attention remains permanently hooked into her and only needs the smallest tug. His gaze moves over her face. The smile leaves the corner of his mouth.
He tilts his head. The gesture is slight. Questioning. You good?
She could shake her head and let him come over. He would. It wouldn’t matter that he was mid-conversation or that the puck bunnies were watching. Garrett has already demonstrated that he will abandon a blonde with her tongue in his mouth because she asks him to drive her home.
That’s not what she wants. Or it’s not all she wants.
Her thumb finds her lower lip. The baby-pink acrylic rests lightly between her teeth as she watches him, mind skittering past every sensible option and landing somewhere warm, reckless and privately satisfying.
She points at her phone. Garrett’s eyebrows rise, but he nods and pulls his from his pocket. She looks down quickly, opening their messages beneath the table.
Her last text to him is from this afternoon.
princess: are you picking me up tonight
garrett: thought you were going with your class friends
princess: i am
princess: but are you picking me up
garrett: sure
Her mouth twitches despite herself. She types with both thumbs.
princess: bathroom?
The message delivers. She bites her thumbnail again and watches his face across the bar. Garrett feels his phone vibrate, glances down and goes completely still. His eyes lift to hers. She widens her own innocently.
He looks around the room once, taking in the crowded bar, the booth containing every person they know and the girls still standing close enough to read his drink order. Then he types.
garrett: now?
garrett: with everyone here?
She reads it, looks up and gives him one small shrug. Garrett stares at her.
She can almost see the machinery moving behind his expression. Captain Graham considering risk, strategy and whether the lace hem sitting directly beneath her ass has declared war on him.
His tongue presses against the inside of his cheek. Then he nods. Pleasure unfurls warm and immediate through her stomach.
She ducks her head before her grin can become embarrassing and finishes the last of her drink, the melting ice knocking against her teeth. “I’m going to go pee, girls,” she says, sliding off the barstool and smoothing both hands down her skirt. “Won’t be a second.”
“Okay, babe,” Claire says, still invested in the cookie catastrophe. “We’re ordering shots when you get back.”
“Nothing cinnamon.”
“That was one time.”
“It tasted like a candle.”
Nina laughs and catches her wrist briefly. “Your dress is so cute, by the way.”
The compliment lands more deeply than it should. “Oh. Thank you.”
She squeezes Nina’s fingers, then turns toward the back of the bar. Malone’s is crowded enough that getting anywhere requires patience, strategic shoulder turns and a willingness to accept that somebody else’s beer will eventually touch you. She slips between two men arguing about basketball, passes the table near the pool cues and rounds the narrow corner leading toward the bathrooms.
The hallway is dimmer, the music reduced to a thick pulse through the walls. A neon arrow hums above the doors, red light spilling over the scuffed floor.
She has just reached the women’s bathroom when a hand closes around her wrist. She squeals.
Garrett catches her around the waist before the sound has finished leaving her and pulls her backward through the door. Her boots skid across the tile. She twists against him, laughter bursting out when he shoves the door closed with his shoulder and steers her toward the last stall.
“You scared me!”
“You invited me into a women’s bathroom,” he says, dragging the stall door open. “I’m under pressure.”
“You could’ve said hello.”
“Where’s the fun in that?”
He pulls her inside after him and locks the flimsy door. The stall is barely wide enough to hold one person comfortably, never mind Garrett’s shoulders, her dress and the substantial amount of poor judgement pressing them together.
She doesn’t give him time to complain. Her hands slide around the back of his neck and she kisses him. Garrett’s surprise lasts less than a second. Then his palm settles over the small of her back and he bends her into him, answering with a low hum that vibrates against her mouth.
There. That’s what she wanted.
Garrett’s mouth warm over hers and his body filling every available inch of the stall, his fingers spreading possessively against the lace at her waist as though he’s been waiting for an excuse to touch her too. She rises onto her toes, chasing him when he pulls back enough to breathe.
“This is so risky,” he murmurs, but he sounds pleased about it.
She shakes her head and kisses him again, softer this time, catching his lower lip between hers. “Don’t.”
“Don’t what?”
“Talk.”
Garrett’s mouth curves. “You dragged me into a bathroom to shut me up?”
“I just wanted you to myself.”
The grin disappears. One second it is there, bright and smug and completely Garrett, and the next his face stills as though she has pressed her palm flat against something vital.
“Holy shit,” he says.
Heat reaches her cheeks. She immediately regrets speaking in full sentences. To avoid looking at him, she turns her mouth to his jaw, kissing the warm skin beneath it. His stubble catches faintly against her lips. She follows the line toward his ear, breathing in soap, beer and the clean cold scent that always seems trapped in his clothes from the rink.
Garrett’s hand tightens around her waist. “You’re jealous.”
She kisses the spot beneath his ear. “No.”
“You are.”
“Not even.”
“Princess.”
She sucks gently at his neck. Garrett’s head tips back against the stall wall with a quiet knock. His fingers thread into her hair, careful of the curls she spent forty minutes arranging, though his restraint doesn’t extend to the fist closing slowly near her scalp.
“Holy shit, baby,” he says, laughing under his breath. “You’re jealous.”
She pulls back enough to glare at him. “I’m not jealous.”
“You texted me ‘bathroom’ because girls were talking to me.”
She gives him a look. “They were looking at me.”
“Who?”
“The puck bunnies, Garrett.”
His eyebrows pull together. “What about them?”
“They’re mean to me.” The words come out smaller than she intends, stripped of all the bright irritation she had prepared around them. Her fingers catch in the front of his sweater. “Don’t like it.”
Garrett’s expression shifts. Something warm moves behind his eyes, but not pity. She would hate pity. It’s closer to recognition – the quiet click of him finally understanding why her shoulders had been sitting too straight at the bar.
His thumb brushes through the hair near her temple. “What’d they say?”
“Nothing.”
“Then what’d they do?”
“They keep looking at me and whispering,” she murmurs.
“Maybe they’re talking about your dress.”
She sighs. “They don’t like my dress.”
“Well, I fucking love your dress.”
“That isn’t the point.”
“It’s a strong point.”
She tries to scowl, but his mouth is already tilting again, not mocking her so much as coaxing her back toward herself. “G.”
His hand slides from her waist to her hip, fingers curling just beneath the tiny lace skirt. “You’re my best girl, yeah?”
The words settle into her with humiliating ease. She nods. Garrett studies her face, waiting. “I know,” she says.
“Good.”
He kisses her forehead first, which is obnoxiously tender and completely unfair, then catches her mouth before she can complain. The kiss deepens quickly, his tongue sliding against hers as he presses her back toward the metal partition.
She grabs his sweater and pulls him closer. Garrett groans, low enough that she feels it in her chest. His palm moves down her thigh, slipping beneath the lace hem until his fingers reach the soft curve of her ass.
The contact makes her stomach clench. She lifts one knee against his hip, and Garrett catches it automatically, holding her leg in place while his mouth moves to her neck.
“Wait,” he says suddenly.
She blinks up at him. “What?”
He takes one step back, which is all the stall permits, and looks between them. Her dress has ridden high enough that another inch would expose the pale-pink underwear she selected with considerably more optimism than she admitted to herself.
Garrett drags both hands over his face. “No.”
Her brows knit. “No?”
“I’m not fucking you for the first time in the bathroom at Malone’s.”
She looks around. The scratched metal walls are covered in faded stickers and someone’s declaration that Tyler from Sigma is a liar. Toilet paper trails from the dispenser. The lock has already shifted twice beneath the weight of Garrett’s shoulder.
“Right,” she says.
“Yeah.”
“Good point,” she concedes.
“Thank you.”
She lowers her leg and smooths the skirt down, thoughtful for approximately two seconds. Then she reaches for his belt.
Garrett’s breath catches. “Oh?”
The buckle slides loose beneath her fingers. She pulls the leather free with more confidence than she currently possesses and starts on the button of his jeans. His hand closes around her wrist.
“Princess.”
She looks up. The expression on his face makes her pulse jump – surprise, want and something careful beneath both, as if he is trying to determine whether this is another part of the deal they forgot to negotiate.
“I want to,” she says quickly.
Garrett releases her wrist, but his fingers stay curled loosely around it. “Yeah?”
“Yes. But I, um…” Her courage catches somewhere behind her teeth. She looks down at the open buckle, then at the tiled floor, which is thankfully cleaner than expected but still part of a public bathroom. “Ugh. This is embarrassing.”
“What is?”
“I don’t really do this.”
He glances around the stall. “Hook up in a cubicle?”
“Well, yes. Obviously.” She tugs at the hem of his sweater, unable to keep her fingers still. “But, like, give head.”
Garrett goes silent. She makes herself look at him again. His mouth is slightly open. For perhaps the first time in the history of Briar University, Garrett Graham appears to have no immediate response available.
“I’ve done it,” she continues, because silence has always made her fill it, usually beyond the point of wisdom. “I just don’t normally. Because sometimes men get weird about it, and also my ex used to push my head, which I hated, and one guy made this horrible noise the entire time, like he was doing an impression of an injured bear, so I stopped because it wasn’t exactly, like, enriching my life.”
Garrett’s jaw hardens briefly at the mention of her ex, but she keeps going before he can turn it into a separate issue.
“But I want to be good.” Her voice softens without permission. “For you.”
Every thought behind Garrett’s eyes seems to leave at once. She can actually see the moment the sentence reaches him.
This is Garrett, who has spent three years being told where to drive, what to order, when to move his legs because she wants the other end of the couch and whether his room smells unacceptable. Garrett, who gets called disgusting if he drinks from her water bottle after practice and receives detailed instructions whenever she lets him help in the kitchen.
Now she’s standing with one hand halfway into his jeans, looking up through her lashes and asking to be good for him. He swallows.
“G?”
“Yeah.”
“Can I?”
His eyes close for half a second.
“Will you help?”
“Yeah,” he says again, voice rougher. His hand rises to her face, thumb brushing once over the corner of her mouth. “Yeah, course, baby.”
She smiles, relieved enough that it reaches her eyes, then lowers herself carefully onto her knees. The tile is cold even through the thin lace beneath the hem of her dress. Garrett immediately strips off his sweater and drops it in front of her without being asked. She looks up.
“For your knees.”
Her chest goes warm. “You’ll be cold.”
“I’m about to have other problems.”
She bites back a smile and settles onto the sweater. From this angle, Garrett looks even larger than usual. His thighs crowd the narrow space between the toilet and partition, jeans sitting open at his hips, one hand braced against the wall above her. She slips her fingers beneath the waistband of his boxers.
He exhales slowly. She draws him out.
The first thing she thinks is that he’s bigger than she expected, which feels ridiculous because Garrett is over six feet tall, built like somebody designed him specifically to collide with other men for entertainment, and has never possessed a modest physical feature in his life.
The second thing she thinks is that she shouldn’t have worn lip gloss. Garrett watches her face closely, reading every tiny shift the way he does when she claims she’s fine and he knows she’s not.
“You good?”
She nods.
“Words.”
“Yes.” She wraps her hand around him tentatively, watching his stomach tighten. “I’m good.”
His head drops back. “Oh, fuck.”
A pleased little thrill moves through her. That was barely anything. She strokes him once, slowly, learning the weight and heat of him in her palm. His breathing changes immediately, deepening through his nose.
She looks up again. “Like that?”
Garrett’s eyes return to her face. “Yeah.”
“Just yeah?”
He laughs once, breathless. “Princess, I’m trying not to die here.”
She smiles and does it again. His fingers flex against the stall wall. There’s something almost intoxicating about the reaction. Garrett’s usually impossible to unsettle for long. He flirts through embarrassment, jokes through pain and turns most situations into something he can control with a grin.
Now she has one hand around him and his face has gone carefully blank with concentration. Her thumb brushes experimentally over the tip. Garrett swears.
“Too much?”
“No.” The answer comes fast. “Definitely not.”
She watches a bead of wetness gather and glisten beneath the harsh bathroom light. Her mouth feels suddenly dry.
“Lick it, baby,” Garrett says softly.
The instruction sends warmth low through her stomach. She leans closer and touches the tip of her tongue to him. His hips jerk before he catches himself. She pulls back, startled.
“Sorry.” His hand immediately leaves the wall and settles against the side of her head without pushing, fingers spreading gently through her hair. “Sorry. You okay?”
She nods, fighting a smile. “You moved.”
“Yeah, turns out that felt good.”
“Helpful feedback.”
“Happy to provide it.”
She licks him again, slower this time, tracing through the wetness before circling the head.
Garrett’s hand tightens faintly in her hair. “Yeah,” he breathes. “Like that.”
Praise blooms beneath her skin. She repeats the motion, watching his face as she learns what makes his jaw flex and his breath catch. There’s an unexpected satisfaction in it, not only the physical act but the certainty that every sound belongs to something she has done.
She wants more of them. She closes her lips around the tip. Garrett makes a low, broken noise and turns his face toward the partition. Her eyes widen.
He glances down and sees her expression. “Don’t look so pleased with yourself.”
She hums experimentally around him. His hand slaps flat against the wall. The sound echoes through the stall. Somebody enters the bathroom. Both of them freeze. Heels click across the tile. The outer door swings shut, muffling the music again.
“Oh my God,” a woman says near the sinks. “He literally told me he was twenty-three.”
“He looks thirty,” another voice answers.
Garrett looks down at her. She looks up at him with his cock still between her lips. His eyes go almost black. A laugh threatens somewhere in her chest, but she swallows it before the movement can become dangerous.
The women continue discussing the ambiguous age of a man named Bryce while Garrett’s thumb brushes slowly along her cheekbone.
“You wanted risky,” he whispers.
She draws back just enough to whisper, “You agreed.”
“Because I’m weak.”
“That sounds personal.”
One of the women turns on the tap. Garrett bites down on the inside of his cheek, trying not to laugh. She uses the moment to take him into her mouth again.
His amusement vanishes. Her hand works at the base while she lowers her mouth a little farther, careful, trying to remember what she knows and what she’s always hated. She keeps her movements slow enough to remain comfortable, tongue pressing along the underside.
Garrett’s fingers remain in her hair, but he doesn’t guide or push. He lets her choose every inch, his palm warm against her scalp, thumb stroking whenever she pauses.
“That’s so good,” he murmurs, barely audible beneath the running water. “Fuck, princess. Just like that.”
The words move through her faster than the drink did. She looks up.
Garrett stares down at her, chest rising beneath his t-shirt, curls already disordered from the way he keeps dragging his free hand through them. There’s nothing smug in his expression now. Only open disbelief and want.
“That’s my girl,” he whispers.
She takes him deeper. His eyes close. The women leave eventually, still debating Bryce, and the outer door swings shut behind them. Garrett exhales as if he has been holding his breath for several minutes.
She pulls off him with a quiet pop and wipes the corner of her mouth with one finger. “Am I doing it right?”
His eyes open. “Are you–” He cuts himself off and stares at her. “Baby.”
“What?”
“You’re on your knees in that dress, sucking my dick in the bathroom while our friends are twenty feet away.”
She blinks. “That doesn’t answer my question.”
Garrett laughs, but the sound fractures halfway through when she strokes him again. “Yes,” he says. “You’re doing it right.”
“Could be better.”
“Of course you’d turn this into homework.”
She pouts. “I like constructive feedback.”
“You’re insane.”
“That isn’t constructive.”
He bends slightly, fingers still threaded through her hair. “Use your hand where your mouth doesn’t reach.”
She does. His eyelids lower.
“And keep your tongue there,” he says, tapping his thumb lightly against the side of her jaw. “Yeah. Good girl.”
Her thighs press together beneath the dress. Garrett notices.
His mouth curves faintly. “You like that?”
She refuses to answer and takes him back into her mouth.
“Thought so.”
She wants to roll her eyes but lacks the coordination. Instead, she focuses on him, alternating the slow pull of her mouth with the movement of her hand. Garrett talks her through it in fragments, each instruction rougher than the last.
“Little slower.” She slows. “Fuck. Yeah.” Her tongue moves over the same sensitive place again. “Right there, baby.”
The praise keeps her eager, every broken breath encouraging another careful experiment. She learns that he likes when she twists her wrist slightly, when she keeps her tongue flat beneath him and when she looks up.
Especially when she looks up.
“Jesus Christ,” Garrett mutters the third time their eyes meet. “You have no idea what you look like.”
She releases him long enough to breathe. “Good?”
“Fucking devastating.”
Her mouth curves.
“There she is,” he says, thumb brushing her swollen lower lip. “Knew you were getting cocky.”
“I’m not cocky.”
“You’re smiling.”
“Maybe I’m having fun.”
His hand slides from her hair to cup her cheek. “Yeah?”
She nods and turns her mouth into his palm, kissing the base of his thumb before taking him back between her lips.
Garrett groans. “Fuck, princess.”
The sound is louder this time. Loud enough that somebody passing in the hallway outside might hear if the music drops. She should care. Instead, the danger sharpens everything – the cold tile beneath his sweater, the bass trembling faintly through the metal partition, the taste of him on her tongue.
Garrett begins to lose the careful stillness in his body. His hips flex faintly toward her mouth before stopping, thighs tightening beneath her hands. His fingers return to her hair, gathering it away from her face while she moves faster.
“I’m close,” he warns.
She looks up without stopping.
Garrett’s jaw clenches. “You don’t have to swallow.”
The fact that he says it now – when she can feel how close he is, when every muscle in his body seems held together by effort – makes something soft press against the inside of her ribs.
She draws back. “I want to.”
His eyes search hers. “Sure?”
“Yes.”
He strokes her cheek once. “Okay.”
She takes him back into her mouth, more certain now, her hand tightening around the base. Garrett’s control frays quickly after that. His breaths turn uneven. His head tips back against the partition and his fingers close carefully in her hair, not directing, only holding on.
“Just like that,” he says, voice breaking low. “Fuck, good girl. Keep going.”
She does.
“That’s it, baby.”
Her name almost leaves him, but he catches it somewhere behind his teeth, replacing it with a rough groan as his body tightens. He comes with one hand braced against the wall and the other cradling the back of her head. She swallows, surprised by the warmth and salt but determined, taking everything until his breathing stutters and his grip loosens.
When she finally pulls away, Garrett looks down at her as though she’s just performed an advanced medical procedure with no training. She wipes her lower lip with her thumb. He stares at the movement.
“Come here,” he says.
His hands find beneath her arms and lift her before she can protest. She squeaks as her boots slip against his discarded sweater, then lands upright against his chest.
Garrett kisses her immediately. There’s no hesitation about where her mouth has been, nothing but his fingers cupping her jaw and his lips opening warmly over hers. She melts into him, smiling halfway through when he backs her against the stall door.
He pulls away enough to breathe, forehead dropping to hers.
Her hands smooth down his chest, pleased and a little dazed. “Was that okay?”
Garrett lifts his head. “Okay?”
She nods.
“Baby.”
“What?”
“Do you understand I almost blacked out?”
A giggle slips from her. “You did hit the wall a lot.”
“I was fighting for my life.”
“You’re dramatic.”
“You just–” He stops, apparently unable to describe what she has just done without violating public decency laws that no longer seem relevant. “In the dress.”
She looks down at herself. The skirt has twisted around one thigh, lace rumpled from kneeling. “Do I look bad?”
“You look like I need to lock you in my car before anyone else sees you.”
Her grin widens.
Garrett catches it and narrows his eyes. “Don’t.”
“Don’t what?”
“Get all pleased with yourself.”
“I’m not.”
“You are.”
She reaches down and begins tucking him carefully back into his boxers.
Garrett looks at the ceiling. “Jesus.”
“What?”
“You switching back to organising me immediately is deeply confusing.”
She frowns. “Your jeans are open.”
“I’m aware.”
“You look indecent.”
“I wonder how that happened.”
She buttons his jeans, threads the belt back through the buckle and gives it one firm tug before fastening it. “There,” she says. “Fixed.”
Garrett looks down at her hands, then at her face. “Thanks, Mom.”
Her mouth falls open. “That is disgusting.”
“You were being bossy.”
“You’re never touching me again.”
He grins. “Sure.”
“I mean it.”
“Of course, princess.”
She bends to retrieve his sweater, but Garrett catches her around the waist and lifts her away from the floor before she can reach it.
“I can pick it up.”
“You’re not kneeling on the bathroom floor again.”
“I was on your sweater.”
“Yeah, and now my sweater has Malone’s bathroom on it,” he grumbles.
“That feels like your sacrifice.”
He sighs, retrieves it himself and rolls it into a loose bundle beneath one arm. When he stands, she reaches toward the mirror-less metal wall and tries to smooth her hair by feel.
Garrett watches for a moment, then carefully tucks one displaced curl behind her ear. “You look good,” he says.
“My lip gloss is gone.”
“Tragic.”
“My liner’s probably smudged.”
He gasps. “Life-ending.”
She pokes him in the stomach. “You’re so annoying.”
“There she is.”
“There who is?”
“My terrifying best friend.” His hand slides beneath the back of her dress and taps her ass once, quick and warm. “Thought I lost her for a second.”
She spins toward him with an offended gasp. “Do not mess up my skirt.”
Garrett grins, fully recovered now that she is correcting him again. “See you out there.”
“You’re leaving first?”
“Unless you want to walk out together holding hands.”
Her eyes widen. “Are you insane?”
“That’s what I thought.”
He unlocks the stall and checks the bathroom before stepping out, sweater tucked beneath his arm. At the main door, he looks back. She’s still standing inside the stall, lace dress rumpled, lips pink and eyes bright, trying to smooth the hem over her thighs.
Garrett shakes his head slowly.
“What?” she whispers.
“Nothing.”
She narrows her eyes. “That’s suspicious.”
“Fix your face, princess.”
Her mouth opens. He slips through the door before she can answer. She waits thirty seconds, mostly because that feels strategic, then leaves the stall and moves to the sinks.
The mirror confirms that she looks suspiciously happy. Her lip liner has smudged at one corner. Her gloss is completely gone. Several curls near the back of her head are flattened where Garrett held them, and her cheeks remain flushed enough that no amount of cold water will make her appear as though she has merely used the bathroom in a conventional manner.
She opens her tiny bag and begins repairs. Lip liner first. A little concealer beneath one eye where her mascara has transferred. Gloss. She fluffs her hair with both hands, repositions the neckline of the dress and smooths the lace skirt carefully over her hips.
By the time she steps back, she looks normal again. Better than normal, actually.She smiles at herself, small and private.
Her phone vibrates on the counter.
garrett: you’re evil
garrett: tuck asked why i’m carrying my sweater
garrett: i said i spilled something on it
She types back.
princess: technically true
Three dots appear immediately.
garrett: you’re disgusting
Her smile widens.
princess: you liked it
The dots disappear. Reappear. Disappear again. She can picture Garrett sitting at the booth, probably staring down at his phone with his ears pink while Dean tries to read over his shoulder.
Finally, the response comes through.
garrett: deadass best thing that’s ever happened to me
Warmth spreads through her so quickly she has to press her lips together. Another message arrives.
garrett: hurry up
garrett: puck bunnies are looking at me
She rolls her eyes.
princess: tell them you’re busy
There’s a longer pause. Her heart gives one hard little beat beneath the lace.
garrett: oh am i?
She stares at the screen. They have a deal. Friends with benefits. Secret. No drama. Nothing else changes. She touches the edge of her thumbnail to her teeth, thinking, then types.
princess: for tonight
Garrett reacts with a thumbs-up first. Then removes it.
garrett: bossy
She puts her phone away and walks back into the bar. The music swells around her as she rounds the corner. Claire and Nina are still at the bar, four bright shots arranged in front of them. The boys remain in their booth. Dean is halfway through a story. Logan is eating something that does not appear to belong to him.
She keeps her expression sweet and blank. Garrett sits at the end of the booth, one arm stretched along the backrest, looking in every way like a man who has spent the past five minutes discussing hockey rather than being sucked off in a women’s bathroom.
Except his gaze catches hers. His mouth curves. Something smaller, warmer and entirely private. The puck bunnies follow his eyes. She feels their attention land on her again, but it doesn’t scrape this time.
Her stomach turns soft. She returns to her friends, slides onto the barstool and picks up the shot Claire pushes toward her.
“What took you so long?” Nina asks.
She glances toward Garrett over the rim of the glass. He’s already watching her.
“Line,” she says smoothly.
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pairing – garrett graham x princess!reader
summary – months of staring, jealousy, interrupted hookups, and one very dangerous sleepover finally turn garrett and his best friend into friends with benefits.
warnings – 18+, explicit smut, fingering, nipple piercings, praise kink, dirty talk, friends with benefits, alcohol/weed mentions.
notes from me – AHHHH finally got something out for princess!reader!! i feel like i'm ticking off each trope with each of my !readers hahaha. as requested here, my loves!
word count – 10k
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They’ve just escaped a ninety-minute lecture on behavioural economics that Garrett attended physically and she attended with the kind of detailed, colour-coded devotion that makes her notes resemble something sold in a university gift shop.
The air outside is sharp enough to turn their breath white, the campus paths crowded with students funneling toward the dining hall, everyone bundled in jackets and scarves and expressions of private academic misery.
Garrett walks beside her with his backpack hanging from one shoulder, hands shoved into the front pocket of his Briar hoodie, nodding at the right intervals while she explains the tragic consequences of substituting almond flour without adjusting the moisture content of a cupcake recipe.
“They taste fine,” she says, stepping neatly around a patch of slush while Garrett walks directly through it. “Actually, they taste really good. They’re just very…” She pauses, making a shape with both mittened hands. “Dense.”
“Dense,” Garrett repeats.
“Yes.”
He huffs a laugh and reaches for the back of her jacket when she starts drifting toward the edge of the path, steering her around an oncoming cyclist without interrupting her baking autopsy.
She moves where he puts her automatically, continuing as if this is a completely normal thing for another person to do with her body. Which, for them, it is. “I think the baking powder was old, but I only bought it last month, so maybe it’s the flour. Or the oven. The ovens in my building are fucked.”
“Thoughts and prayers.”
She bumps her shoulder into his arm. “Do you think the guys would eat the failed ones?”
Garrett looks down at her. Her woollen hat is pale pink, naturally, with a little pom-pom on top that keeps brushing his shoulder whenever she moves closer to avoid someone. “Dude, Logan ate a chicken wing he found under the couch.”
Her nose wrinkles. “How long had it been there?”
“We didn’t ask.”
“Why wouldn’t you ask?”
“Sometimes knowledge is a burden, princess.”
She rolls her eyes at the nickname, although she stopped seriously protesting it somewhere around the hundredth time he used it. Now she mostly makes a face because he seems disappointed when she doesn’t. “So that’s a yes?”
“That’s an enthusiastic yes. Bring food into that house and they’ll build a religion around you.”
She nods, satisfied. “Okay. I’ll bring them around tonight. Maybe I’ll do another batch too, so you can compare them.”
Garrett grins, holding the dining hall door open. “After you, Your Highness.”
“You’re so annoying,” she says, sailing past him into the warmth.
It hits them immediately, thick and overheated after the cold outside, carrying the smells of coffee, fried food, tomato sauce and approximately six hundred damp winter coats.
She unwinds her scarf as they join the queue, still talking about whether sour cream might work better than yoghurt, while Garrett collects two trays from the stack and begins assembling her lunch with the efficient resignation of someone who knows exactly how this works.
She doesn’t ask him to. She hasn’t asked him in years. She just follows beside him, pointing out what she wants occasionally, although he already knows she’ll take the soup if it’s tomato, the pasta if it isn’t visibly congealed, the little fruit cup without melon because she claims melon tastes like wet disappointment.
He puts a bowl of tomato soup onto her tray, adds a grilled cheese, grabs the strawberry yoghurt before she notices it’s there and trades the banana from her fruit cup for the grapes in his because she likes those better.
He does all of this while complaining about Coach.
“I’m telling you, he’s on my ass because I missed one pass yesterday,” Garrett says, balancing both trays against his forearms as they move through the crowd. “One. We still scored on the next shift.”
She grabs two forks and slides them onto the trays for him. “Was it a bad pass?”
“That’s not the point.”
She giggles. “That means yes.”
“It wasn’t bad. It was... slightly overly optimistic.”
She gives him a look. “You passed to nobody.”
“There was supposed to be somebody there.”
“Was there?”
Garrett looks at her.
She smiles sweetly. “Just gathering information.”
He mutters something about betrayal and carries their food toward the quieter side of the hall, waiting while she chooses a table near the heaters before setting her tray down in front of her. She immediately steals one of his fries, because their careful food allocation system only applies when she benefits from it.
Garrett sits across from her, stretching one long leg beneath the table until his sneaker knocks lightly into her boot. “Anyway, Coach acts like I personally invented turnovers. He kept me after practice for twenty minutes going through film.”
She makes a sympathetic noise around a bite of grilled cheese, shrugging out of her jacket as the heat begins sinking through her sweater. “He’s riding you because he knows you can take it.”
“Great. Inspiring.”
“No, I mean it.” She drapes the jacket over the back of her chair and smooths her hair down where the hat flattened it, leaving herself in a fitted pale-pink top that clings softly to her body. “He knows what you’re capable of, G. That’s why he notices when you’re even slightly off. It would be worse if he stopped caring.”
Garrett, who has been reaching for his drink, misses the straw entirely. The top is long-sleeved. It covers her from her collarbones to the waistband of her jeans. There’s nothing objectively scandalous about it, except that she’s not wearing a bra and the metal bars through her nipples are pressing clearly against the thin fabric.
He has seen this before. Technically.
The white tank top incident happened months ago, and since then he’s become painfully aware that the piercings exist beneath multiple items of her wardrobe. He's seen them through sweaters, dresses and the tiny pink top that nearly caused him to commit several felonies at his own party.
But awareness hasn’t produced immunity. It's produced a highly specific form of suffering.
She’s still talking, entirely unaware that the captain of Briar’s hockey team has been rendered incapable of operating a straw. “You’re the captain. He expects more from you because everyone else takes their cues from you. That doesn’t mean you played badly. It means one slightly optimistic pass from you matters more than five terrible ones from Dean.”
Garrett nods slowly.
Her eyebrows lift. “Are you listening?”
“Yep.”
“What did I say?”
“That Dean sucks.”
“Garrett.”
His gaze drops again before he can stop it. The little bars make subtle shadows beneath the pink fabric, more suggestion than display, which is somehow worse. He thinks about her dorm room. The white tank. The way she had crossed her arms and accidentally made the situation more obscene. He thinks about what the metal would feel like against his tongue.
Her fork clicks against the bowl. “Eyes are up here, loser.”
Garrett drags his attention back to her face. She’s staring at him with an expression that is mostly unimpressed, although colour has crept faintly along her cheekbones.
“Yeah,” he says, clearing his throat. “Totally. Sorry.”
“You’re such a guy.”
“In my defence–”
“There isn’t one.”
“In my defence,” he continues, “you brought weapons into a family dining establishment.”
Her mouth twitches. “I’m wearing a shirt.”
“We’ve had this argument.”
She tilts her head. “And you lost it.”
“Did I?”
“Yes.”
He leans back in his chair. “Interesting. Doesn’t feel like losing from where I’m sitting.”
She kicks him beneath the table, but her lips have curved around the edge of her spoon. She would never tell him, obviously, because Garrett already possesses enough confidence to power a medium-sized city, but there’s something satisfying about watching his eyes betray him.
She knows what she looks like. She chose the shirt this morning, stood in front of her mirror and watched the pink fabric settle over her chest, the piercings just visible enough that nobody could reasonably accuse her of doing anything deliberate. Nobody except herself.
It’s been months since a man made her come. Not since she has come, technically. Her vibrator is dependable, discreet and considerably less likely than most men to ask whether she’s close after thirty seconds of mediocre effort.
But it’s been months since someone else managed it, and the last hookup had ended with her staring at a boy’s ceiling fan while he treated her left thigh like it contained a secret combination.
She’s had sex. It’s been fine. Fine in the way a cafeteria sandwich is fine: technically sustaining, occasionally pleasant, never something she dreams about later. Garrett, unfortunately, has appeared in those dreams.
Brief, treacherous images that arrive while the vibrator hums between her legs and she’s already warm and pliant enough not to push them away. Garrett’s mouth at her chest. Garrett’s broad hand flattening over her stomach. Garrett saying princess in that lower voice he uses when he stops teasing and means something.
The first time it happened, she had been so appalled that she stopped immediately. The third time, she came hard enough to kick the blankets onto the floor.
Now he’s sitting opposite her, trying not to stare and failing so openly that warmth pools low beneath her stomach. He drops his eyes to his food like he’s imposing discipline on himself, jaw moving as he chews, ears faintly pink.
She takes another spoonful of soup and watches him over the rim. Interesting. Maybe she doesn’t need to stop wearing the shirt after all.
A week later, Garrett has his tongue in another girl’s mouth when she decides she wants to go home. The two things are unrelated. Completely.
She’s been ready to leave for at least ten minutes, which is a reasonable amount of time to spend standing in the corner of an aggressively expensive fraternity house, pretending she cannot see her ex-boyfriend sitting across the room with his new girlfriend folded prettily into his lap.
The fact that Garrett is making out with a blonde against the kitchen counter has nothing to do with it. Nothing at all.
The party has that sticky, overripe feeling they all develop after midnight, when the floors have become tacky with spilled beer and the music is loud enough to flatten every conversation into shouting. Someone has knocked a decorative framed photograph off the hallway wall.
A group of freshmen are playing a drinking game with rules that seem to involve pointing at one another and screaming. The air smells like vodka, perfume and the warm electrical threat of an overloaded speaker.
She’s wedged between Tucker and Logan on a sagging couch, her legs crossed beneath a short black skirt, trying to contribute to a conversation about whether a hot dog qualifies as a sandwich while three girls near the drinks table keep glancing in her direction and whispering.
They’re hockey girls. They attend every party, know every player’s schedule and become visibly displeased whenever she sits too close to Garrett. She’s never done anything to them. Except perhaps exist in his immediate vicinity.
One of the girls looks her up and down, her attention lingering on the leather jacket buttoned over the baby-pink crop top beneath it, then turns away with a small curl of her lip.
“Did she just roll her eyes at me?” she asks.
Tucker, who’s absolutely seen it, becomes very interested in the label on his beer. “Didn’t notice.”
“Liar.”
“I’m practicing peace.”
Logan glances between her and the girl. “Maybe she has something in her eye.”
“Both eyes?”
“Serious condition.”
Across the room, Garrett’s hand slides along the blonde’s waist.
Her stomach gives one hard, unpleasant twist. Which is stupid. Garrett hooks up with people. She knows this because she has interrupted him during hookups frequently enough that Dean once suggested they install a traffic-light system outside his bedroom.
Garrett has never cared. If she needs a ride, his notes, help moving furniture or someone to kill a spider while another girl is in his bed, he complains loudly and then does whatever she wants.
He always puts her first. That’s simply how their friendship works.
The blonde curls her fingers into Garrett’s hair, tugging his head down to deepen the kiss, and something inside her turns hot and mean.
She stands.
Logan looks up. “Where’re you going?”
“Home.”
“Tuck can call you a car.”
She shakes her head. “Garrett drove me.”
Both boys look across the room.
Tucker rubs his mouth. “He appears occupied.”
“He won’t mind.”
Neither of them answers, because they have witnessed this particular ecosystem before and understand that interfering would only put them closer to the blast radius.
She crosses the room, stepping around another couple making out. Garrett doesn’t see her coming. His back is partially turned, one arm braced beside the blonde’s shoulder, his mouth moving slowly against hers while she presses into him with considerable enthusiasm.
She taps him on the shoulder. “Garrett.”
He hums without pulling away.
Her jaw tightens. “Garrett.”
He breaks the kiss just enough to glance over, lips swollen and curls mussed beneath the blonde’s hand. “What?”
“I want to go home.”
His eyebrows knit, focus dragging slowly into place. The blonde uses the pause to kiss along his jaw, her glossy mouth leaving a faint pink mark beneath his ear. “Make Dean drive you.”
“Dean disappeared twenty minutes ago to have sex with someone.”
Garrett squints past her into the crowd. “Twenty minutes?”
“Yes.”
“Great. He’ll be back any second.”
The blonde laughs against his neck. It’s not even particularly mean, but it lands that way.
She folds her arms, leather creaking softly at the shoulders. “Garrett.”
“What?”
“Please. I want to go home.”
The blonde’s hand tightens at the back of his neck. “She can get an Uber.”
Garrett’s eyes move to her face properly then. He knows her too well. That’s the problem with best friends. You can arrange your mouth into something neutral and keep your voice level, but they know where to look for the cracks.
His attention traces the stiffness in her shoulders, the way she has tucked one thumb beneath the cuff of her jacket and begun worrying the leather, the fact that she’s refusing to glance toward the couch where her ex is practically eating his new girlfriend’s face.
“You good?” Garrett asks.
“I’m fine. I just want to go.”
His mouth flattens slightly. “What happened?”
“Nothing.”
“Princess.”
“Nothing happened.” She hates the tiny strain in her own voice, hates the sympathetic crease already forming between his brows. “Forget it. I’ll walk.”
“Great,” the blonde says. “Bye.”
She hooks her fingers around Garrett’s neck and tries to pull him back down.
Garrett resists without seeming to think about it, his body going still beneath her hand. He looks from the blonde to his best friend, who’s already turned away, spine straight as she begins weaving toward the front door alone.
The desire he’d been nursing all evening evaporates so quickly it’s almost impressive.
“Hey,” the blonde protests when he steps back. “Seriously?”
“Yeah, no. Sorry.” Garrett grabs his jacket from the counter and follows. “I’m driving her.”
“She’s being dramatic.”
He stops. It isn’t anger. Garrett’s anger is colder than most people expect, shaped by years of learning precisely how dangerous loud anger can become. His face empties instead, the easy warmth dropping out of his eyes as he looks back at the girl.
“She’s my best friend,” he says. “Don’t make me choose.”
The girl gives a short, disbelieving laugh. “What the fuck?”
He catches up with her outside, where she’s standing at the foot of the porch steps with her arms folded against the cold and her chin tipped stubbornly toward the road.
Snow crunches beneath his shoes as he approaches. “You seriously gonna walk?”
She doesn’t look at him. “Maybe.”
“In that skirt?”
“I have legs.”
He scoffs. “You also have no survival instincts.”
She finally glances over, eyes narrowing. “Go back inside, Garrett.”
“No.”
“You were busy,” she mumbles.
“I’m aware.”
“She seemed nice.”
“She wasn’t.”
She huffs, kicking some snow with her shoe. “She was nice before I interrupted you.”
Garrett exhales through his nose and holds out his jacket. She stares at it. “Put this on.”
“I have a jacket.”
“Yours ends at your ribs.”
She looks down at herself. “It’s cropped.”
“It’s useless.”
She makes an offended little sound but lets him drape the heavier coat around her shoulders anyway, swimming briefly in the dark fabric while he guides her toward the car with a hand at her back.
The contact is firm and familiar, his palm fitting into the curve above her skirt as naturally as if it was designed for him. Neither of them mentions the girl again.
Inside the car, Garrett turns the heat on high and pulls away from the curb while she works his jacket off, the leather one following because the warmth blasts through the vents almost immediately.
She tosses both into the back seat and settles into the passenger side in only a pink top. Garrett looks over. The car jerks toward the centre line.
“Jesus Christ.” She grabs the door handle. “Are you trying to kill us?”
He corrects hard, tires hissing over wet asphalt. “What the fuck are you wearing?”
“A top.”
“That’s not a top.”
The baby-pink material is thin and fitted, cut just beneath her chest with narrow straps and a low neckline. Under the shifting orange light from the streetlamps, the metal through her nipples presses visibly against it, small hard bars beneath soft cotton.
Garrett fixes his eyes on the road with the rigid concentration of a man attempting to land an aircraft during a storm. She watches the muscle tick in his cheek. Interesting.
She adjusts the seat belt so it sits between her breasts, making the fabric pull tighter. “Sorry for interrupting.”
“Don’t worry about it.”
“You were having fun,” she murmurs.
“I was making out with someone.”
“That’s usually considered fun.”
He glances at her for half a second, catches the faintly innocent widening of her eyes, then looks forward again. “You wanted to go home.”
“You didn’t have to take me.”
“Yes, I did.”
She frowns. “Why?”
“Because you asked me to.”
The answer is so simple that it presses strangely beneath her ribs. She tucks one leg beneath herself, turning slightly toward him. The skirt rides higher over her thigh, although this is a natural consequence of sitting and not something calculated to make his grip tighten around the steering wheel.
“You always do what I ask?”
“No.”
She bites back a smile. “You do.”
“I absolutely do not.”
“You’re driving me home after I interrupted you with a girl.”
He frowns. “You were upset.”
“I said I was fine.”
“You say you’re fine when you’re actively on fire.”
“I do not,” she frowns.
“You cried because Starbucks discontinued your syrup.”
“It was seasonal and I was hormonal.”
He laughs, the sound breaking some of the tightness between them. “You’re ridiculous.”
She looks out through the window before he can catch the smile tugging at her mouth. The campus passes in wet, blurred ribbons of light, bare trees black against the snow.
When he pulls up outside her dorm, she gathers both jackets but keeps his around her shoulders as she opens the door.
Garrett leans across the centre console. “Text me when you’re upstairs.”
“I’m ten feet from the entrance.”
“Text me anyway.”
She looks at him, his face softened by the dashboard glow, curls still messed up from another girl’s hands. The sight should bother her more than it does. Or perhaps it already bothers her exactly enough. “Thanks, G.”
“Don’t mention it.”
She climbs out, then bends to look back inside. The neckline of the pink top shifts. Garrett’s gaze falls. She catches him. His eyes lift slowly to hers, entirely unrepentant now.
She smiles, small and sweet. “Eyes up here, loser.”
“Go inside, princess.”
She closes the door before he sees how pleased she is.
A few weeks later, she’s on the hockey-house living-room floor with Dean asking why the puck bunnies hate her.
It’s nearly three in the morning. The party has contracted into its final, strange form, leaving behind twelve people who either live there, are sleeping with somebody who lives there, or have become too comfortable to understand that they should go home.
Music plays quietly from somebody’s abandoned phone. Empty cups crowd the coffee table. A girl is asleep beneath Tucker’s good throw blanket, which he keeps glancing at as if worried she might stain it with unconsciousness.
Logan sits cross-legged on the couch eating chips directly from the bag, while Dean sprawls in an armchair with one ankle resting on the opposite knee, looking far too alert for someone who has consumed enough alcohol to tranquilise livestock.
She sits on the floor between Garrett’s legs, her back against the couch, the hem of her little black dress riding high over her thighs.
Garrett’s been quieter than usual tonight and drunker than normal, although the two things appear to be related. His knees bracket her shoulders. Every few minutes, the inside of his calf brushes her arm when he shifts.
Dean studies her over the rim of his cup. “Why do the puck bunnies hate you so much, dude?”
She frowns. “They hate me?”
Dean immediately winces. “Oh. That’s– hate is probably too strong.”
She frowns. “You just said hate.”
“I’m drunk. I don’t know what I’m saying.”
She turns to look at Logan and Tucker. Both avoid her eyes with the speed of men who have already decided Dean can die alone.
“They hate me?” she repeats, voice small.
Garrett’s arm drops around her shoulders before anyone answers, heavy and warm as he hooks her back against his chest. “Don’t worry about it.”
She holds onto his forearms. “I’m not worried. I’m asking.”
“Same difference.”
She tilts her head back to look at him. His face is upside down from this angle, curls falling over his forehead, cheeks flushed slightly from alcohol. “That isn’t an answer.”
“Don’t need one.”
“Garrett.”
He tightens his arm around her and presses his mouth briefly to the top of her head, an absent gesture that makes Dean’s eyebrows climb before he wisely takes another drink.
Tucker clears his throat. “They don’t hate you.”
“They just don’t love how close you are with the team,” Logan says, aiming for diplomacy and landing somewhere near the border. “Especially Garrett.”
She twists around enough to look at him. “Why?”
Four male faces regard her in exhausted silence.
Dean waves one hand vaguely. “Because you’re always here.”
“You’re always here," she replies.
“I live here.”
“So does Tucker. They like Tucker.”
Tucker blinks. “Thank you?”
“And Logan.”
Logan nods seriously. “I’m very popular with women.”
“They don’t want to sleep with Tucker,” Dean explains.
She rolls her eyes. “They definitely do.”
Tucker’s expression becomes pained. “Please stop including me.”
Garrett’s hand spreads over her upper arm, thumb rubbing slowly through the thin fabric of her dress. “Doesn’t matter whether they like it. You’re not going anywhere.”
The certainty in his voice settles low in her chest.
She looks down at her hands. “I want to be friends with them.”
Dean’s face softens, the drunk sharpness slipping away. “Why?”
“Because I’m friends with all of you, and they’re always around, and it’s awkward when they stare at me.”
“They’re jealous,” Logan says.
“Of what?”
Again, silence.
Garrett reaches down and takes her cup before she can finish what remains in it. “You’ve had enough.”
She makes a small noise of protest. “That was mine.”
“You’re stoned.”
“I’m also thirsty.”
“That’s vodka.”
“Vodka’s a liquid.”
Tucker gets up and returns from the kitchen with a glass of water, holding it out. “Here.”
She accepts it with both hands. “Thank you, Tuck. You’re my favourite.”
“Bullshit,” Garrett says behind her.
She drinks, then settles back into him, pleasantly heavy and loose. Somebody changes the subject. Dean begins recounting an experience with a girl who asked him to keep his socks on because his feet were distracting, which turns into a discussion about weird hookup requests and then, somehow, whether women can tell when a man is faking confidence.
She listens with her cheek resting against Garrett’s knee, mind drifting slowly through the conversation. The weed has softened the room around its edges. Garrett’s fingers move through the ends of her hair without rhythm, gathering strands and letting them slide away.
“Women can always tell,” she says eventually.
Dean points at her. “See? This is valuable research.”
“You’re terrible at hiding when you don’t know what you’re doing.”
“I always know what I’m doing.”
She laughs. “That’s exactly what a man who doesn’t know what he’s doing says.”
“What about Garrett?” Logan asks.
Garrett’s hand stops in her hair.
She looks up. “What about him?”
“Can you tell when he doesn’t know what he’s doing?”
“I’ve never seen him have sex.”
Dean nearly chokes on his drink. “Thank Christ for that.”
She tilts her head. “I’ve walked in after. And right before.”
“That’s still too much information.”
She thinks about it, lips pressing together. “Garrett usually knows what he’s doing.”
She shrugs, her shoulder sliding beneath his palm. “I don’t know. Men are generally disappointing.”
The room stills almost imperceptibly. Dean lowers his cup. “In what context?”
Her brain, softened by weed and exhaustion, allows the truth to slip out without consulting the part responsible for dignity. “It’s been so long since a man made me come.”
Every pair of eyes turns toward her. She blinks at them. Then the sentence reaches her.
“Oh,” she says. “Fuck. Did I say that aloud?”
“Very much,” Tucker answers.
Logan nods, eyes wide. “Clear as day.”
Dean looks somewhere between fascinated and afraid for his life. “Do you often think things like that while we’re talking?”
“I didn’t mean to.” She covers her face with both hands. “Disregard it.”
Garrett has gone completely still behind her.
Heat moves up her neck despite the fog in her head. “Seriously. Everyone forget it.”
“Already gone,” Tucker says kindly.
“Never happened,” Logan agrees.
Dean taps his temple. “Deleted.”
Garrett says nothing.
The conversation restarts with the brittle enthusiasm of people attempting not to acknowledge a live grenade beneath the coffee table. She sinks lower against the couch, mortification gradually fading beneath the warm drag of exhaustion.
By four, the remaining guests have either left or collapsed into various corners. Garrett nudges her shoulder. “Come on.”
She looks up at him through heavy eyelids. “Where?”
“Bed.”
Her mouth curves before she can stop it. “Wow. Buy me dinner.”
“You ate half my fries earlier.”
“So romantic.”
He gets to his feet and pulls her up by both hands. The room sways gently. She bumps into his chest, laughing when he catches her around the waist.
“No way you’re going home like this,” he says.
“I could walk.”
He raises his eyebrow. “You can barely stand.”
“I’m standing right now.”
“Because I’m holding you.”
She peers down at his arms around her. “Oh.”
“Yeah. Oh.”
He guides her upstairs, one hand firm at her waist while she climbs with exaggerated care.
In his room, he shuts the door and pulls a clean hoodie from a drawer, tossing it onto the bed. “You can sleep in that.”
She picks it up and presses it to her nose. “Smells like you.”
Garrett turns his back so quickly it might qualify as evasive action. “Change.”
She stares at the broad line of his shoulders beneath his sweater. “You’ve seen me in underwear.”
“Not tonight.”
“Why not tonight?”
“Because you’re high.”
She laughs to herself and reaches behind her for the zipper of her dress. Garrett stays facing the wall while fabric whispers down her body, collecting around her boots. She steps out of it, unhooks her bra and lets it fall onto the pile, then pulls his hoodie over her head.
It hangs to mid-thigh, thick and warm, the sleeves swallowing her hands.
Garrett throws a pair of boxers over his shoulder without looking. They land against her face. “Rude.”
“Put those on too.”
She tugs them over her underwear, rolling the waistband once so they stay up. “You can look now.”
He turns cautiously.
His gaze moves over her in a single, helpless sweep: bare legs, his boxers sitting low on her hips, his hoodie hanging loose enough that one shoulder has slipped through the collar. Her hair is mussed. Her mouth is pink from drinking and biting at it all night.
Garrett looks away first.
“Your turn,” she says.
He points toward the bed. “Get in.”
“I want to watch.”
“No.”
“Why?”
“Because you’ve told an entire room you haven’t come in months and now you’re wearing my clothes.”
She considers that. “That’s true.”
Garrett rubs both hands over his face. “Jesus Christ.”
He steps into the small closet alcove, although the door doesn’t close properly and the angle leaves him partly visible in the mirror beside his dresser. She sits on the edge of his bed and watches him pull his sweater over his head, the muscles in his back shifting beneath smooth skin. His pants follow, pushed down over narrow hips and strong thighs until he stands in black boxers.
Her mouth actually waters. Garrett glances toward the mirror. Their eyes meet in the reflection. She doesn’t look away. His jaw flexes.
For one suspended second, the room seems to narrow around them, warm and quiet and threaded through with everything they have been pretending not to notice. Then Garrett grabs shorts and a t-shirt, pulling them on with unnecessary force.
When he returns, she’s still sitting upright, staring at him.
He points toward the opposite side of the mattress. “You stay on your side. I stay on mine.”
Her stomach drops with stupid disappointment. She had been almost certain he was going to kiss her. Maybe not certain. Hopeful enough to feel embarrassed now.
She climbs under the covers anyway, watching him turn off the lamp before lying beside her with a cautious strip of mattress between them.
The darkness makes her braver. “I could be your fuck bunny.”
Garrett goes rigid. “What?”
She rolls onto her side to face him, struggling to arrange the words through the pleasant fog in her skull. “Your puck funny.”
“What?”
“No. Fuck punny.” She frowns. “That isn’t right either.”
“Go to sleep.”
“Puck bunny,” she says triumphantly. “I could be one.”
His voice is tight. “You’re a stoned bunny.”
“I’m a horny bunny.”
Garrett makes a sound that seems physically painful. “Well, sleep, horny bunny.”
She huffs, rolls away from him and buries her face into his pillow. “You’re no fun.”
“I’m being responsible.”
“Boring.”
“Goodnight, princess.”
She intends to say something cutting. Instead, she falls asleep halfway through the inhale.
The fourth time, she wakes with Garrett hard against her ass and his arm wrapped tightly around her waist.
For several soft, disorienting seconds, she doesn’t remember where she is. There is only warmth – the heavy comforter tangled around her calves, a broad palm spread low across her stomach, slow breath disturbing the hair at the back of her neck.
Her mouth tastes faintly like vodka and sleep, her limbs weighted with the pleasant remains of the weed, and she's wearing far more fabric than usual in bed because Garrett’s hoodie has bunched around her hips sometime during the night, leaving one bare thigh tucked between both of his.
Then he shifts behind her. The hard length pressed into the curve of her ass moves with him, unmistakable even through his shorts and the boxers he made her pull over her underwear, and every blurred piece of the night before snaps sharply into place.
His room. His bed. Garrett standing half-naked inside the shallow cupboard while she watched through the mirror. Her own voice declaring that she was a horny bunny before she passed out facedown against his pillow like the sophisticated, sexually irresistible woman she so clearly is.
She should be mortified. Instead, heat gathers between her legs with embarrassing speed.
Garrett’s body is curled around hers as though neither of them spent several careful minutes negotiating opposite sides of the mattress. His chest is firm against her back, one knee wedged between hers, his face pressed into her hair.
The position is intimate in a way that should feel unfamiliar, except everything about him already belongs inside the architecture of her life. His arm around her. His hand on her waist. His clothes against her skin. Garrett is always touching her, always letting her lean, climb, tug and settle wherever she wants.
The only new thing is how badly she wants more.
His breathing is still deep and even. She lies perfectly still, staring at the thin bars of morning light stretching across his wall while her pulse begins beating in places it has no business being this early. Garrett’s hand flexes against her stomach, fingers spreading as though even asleep he is making certain she’s still there, and the movement draws the hoodie upward another inch.
She could leave it alone. She could untangle herself, find her dress and spend the rest of their friendship pretending she never woke up with his erection pressed against her while yesterday’s confession sat between them like a match beside gasoline.
It's been so long since a man made her come.
Garrett heard her say it. Garrett, who stared at her piercings through the pink top in the dining hall until he forgot how drinking straws worked. Garrett, who abandoned a girl mid-hookup because she asked him to drive her home. Garrett, who had clenched his jaw when she offered to become his puck bunny and then tucked her into his bed instead of taking advantage of how stoned she was.
Garrett, who is hard against her now.
She moves before she can talk herself out of it. Only slightly at first, a slow backward press of her hips that could almost be blamed on sleep. The reaction is immediate. Garrett’s breathing catches against her neck, his entire body tightening behind her, though his hand remains motionless across her stomach.
Her lips curve against the pillow. She does it again.
This time she rolls her hips deliberately, letting the soft curve of her ass drag against him through the thin layers separating them. Pleasure flickers low in her belly from the pressure of his thigh between hers, nowhere near enough but more than enough to leave her suddenly, painfully aware of how wet she's becoming.
Garrett wakes with a rough inhale.
“Shit.” His arm loosens and his hips jerk back as though he's touched something hot. His voice is wrecked by sleep, low enough that it moves through her body before the words fully register. “Sorry. I didn’t–”
She has spent months wondering what his mouth would feel like. She has spent weeks wearing thinner tops and pretending not to notice every stolen look.
She has spent an entire night aching beneath his attention, only for him to place an honourable strip of mattress between them and tell her to sleep.
She's finished waiting. She rolls over, fists one hand into his curls and kisses him.
Garrett goes completely still beneath her mouth. For one terrible heartbeat, he doesn’t kiss her back. His lips are warm and slightly parted, his body rigid beside hers, and humiliation begins crawling up her throat – but then she hooks her leg over his hip, presses herself against the hard shape beneath his shorts and makes a small, impatient sound into his mouth.
Something in him gives. His hand clamps around her waist and he kisses her back so hard that the breath catches in her chest. There's no careful, uncertain exploration, no fumbling attempt to determine whether best friends are allowed to do this.
Garrett kisses her like he's already imagined it too many times to need instructions, his mouth opening over hers, tongue sliding hot and sure against her own as he rolls her beneath him.
The mattress dips. His body settles between her thighs, broad and heavy enough to make her feel trapped without placing his full weight on her, and the sensation empties her head of everything except him.
Her Garrett. Her best friend, who carries two trays through the dining hall because she doesn’t like balancing her soup. Who knows she wants the strawberry yoghurt and hates melon. Who always does what she asks, even while complaining like she has sentenced him to hard labour.
Except he isn’t waiting for her instructions now.
She reaches for his face, wanting to pull him closer, but Garrett catches her wrist and presses it into the mattress beside her head. The abrupt restraint sends a sharp pulse of heat straight through her.
He pulls back just enough to look at her, his chest rising hard beneath his shirt. His curls are ruined beneath her fingers, his mouth flushed from hers, but his eyes are startlingly clear now, fixed on her with an intensity that makes her stomach clench.
“Tell me to stop,” he says.
She shakes her head immediately.
“Words, princess.”
“No.” Her voice emerges breathless and embarrassingly soft. “Don’t stop.”
His gaze drops to her mouth. “You sure?”
“Yes.”
She expects him to tease her. Instead, something almost hungry passes over his face, quick and raw before his mouth comes down on hers again.
She melts beneath him. There's no other word for it. All the sharp little remarks she might ordinarily use to protect herself disappear the moment Garrett’s hand tightens around her wrist.
Her body seems to understand the arrangement before her mind catches up: Garrett above her, Garrett in control, Garrett deciding how fast and how hard while she clings to him and lets him.
He shifts his hips, pressing himself firmly between her thighs. A thin whimper escapes her.
Garrett stills for half a beat, as if the sound surprises him. Then he does it again, slower this time, grinding the thick ridge of his erection directly against the place already pulsing beneath her underwear.
Her free hand flies to his shoulder. “Garrett.”
“What?” he asks, mouth brushing the corner of hers. The word is too calm for what he's doing.
She cannot remember what she intended to say. He moves again and her head falls back, throat exposed to him, every nerve beneath her skin drawn tight.
His lips find the sensitive place beneath her jaw. He kisses it once, then opens his mouth against her neck, teeth grazing softly enough to make her toes curl inside the sheets.
“This is what you wanted?” he murmurs.
She nods.
His fingers tighten around her wrist. “Wanted me to wake up and fuck around with my best friend?”
The filthy edge to the question sends another helpless noise from her throat. Garrett has always had a dirty mouth – on the ice, during video games, whenever Dean says anything remotely provocative – but she's never heard it aimed at her like this, lowered against her skin until the words feel like touch.
“Yes,” she whispers.
“How long?”
She turns her face toward him, cheeks hot. “I don’t know.”
“Bullshit.”
His other hand slides beneath the hem of the hoodie, palm moving slowly up her bare stomach. She feels every roughened patch of his skin, every subtle drag of his fingers. The hoodie lifts with his wrist, cool air following the heat of his hand.
“Months,” she admits.
Garrett’s mouth stops against her throat. The silence lasts only a second, but she feels the answer move through him. His hips press more firmly into hers. His breathing roughens.
“Months,” he repeats.
She nods, suddenly unable to meet his eyes. “Since you– saw me... the tank top. Maybe before.”
His thumb traces beneath her breast. “You’ve been thinking about me since then?”
Her body arches toward his hand without permission. “Garrett, please.”
“Thinking about what?”
She squeezes her eyes closed. She cannot say it while he's looking at her like this. Not when the fantasies felt illicit even alone in her dorm, her vibrator between her legs while she imagined his dark head lowered over her chest.
Garrett releases her wrist only to catch both hands together and press them above her head with one of his. His other hand cups her breast beneath the hoodie, warm and possessive, thumb finding the metal bar through her nipple as though he has known exactly where it would be all along.
He strokes it once. Her entire body jerks beneath him.
“Oh.”
Garrett exhales through his nose, the sound nearly a groan. “That sensitive?”
She nods, breathing too quickly. He rolls the piercing gently beneath his thumb, watching her face while pleasure sparks through her in sharp, bright bursts. Her thighs tighten around his hips. The friction between them makes her ache, but he refuses to give her the rhythm her body is beginning to chase.
“Was this it?” he asks. “You thinking about my hands on these?”
She tries to pull her hands free, because she needs something to hold onto. He keeps them pinned easily.
“And my mouth?” His thumb circles her nipple. “You think about that too?”
“Yes.”
The answer breaks out of her before embarrassment can stop it.
Garrett’s eyelids lower. “Fuck, princess.”
He pushes the hoodie higher, baring her breasts completely. The fabric gathers beneath her raised arms, leaving her trapped inside his clothes and exposed beneath his gaze. Garrett simply looks for a moment, and the undisguised want on his face makes her feel more naked than she is.
She has seen him stare before. Across dining tables. From the driver’s seat. In her dorm room when the white tank turned translucent beneath the light.
This is different. There's no joke waiting behind his eyes, no exaggerated plea for her to cover up before he fights somebody. His attention moves over her slowly, the muscles along his jaw tightening as he takes in the silver bars and the way her nipples have already hardened under his hands.
“I knew they’d look good,” he says, voice rough. “Didn’t know they’d look this fucking good.”
Her stomach turns molten. “G.”
He lowers his head. The first touch of his tongue is directly over the metal.
She gasps, back lifting from the mattress, but his hand keeps her wrists firmly above her head. Garrett traces the bar with the tip of his tongue, slow enough that she can feel the contrast of warmth and cool metal, then closes his mouth around her nipple.
Her eyes fall shut. “Oh my God.”
His groan vibrates through her breast. He sucks with controlled, deliberate pressure, tongue moving around the piercing while his free hand cups the other side, fingers kneading the soft weight before his thumb begins teasing that bar too.
Every fantasy she has had was inadequate. None of them accounted for the size of him over her, the scratch of morning stubble against her skin or the way he keeps grinding lazily between her legs while his mouth works at her chest. None of them sounded like Garrett groaning because he finally has her nipple on his tongue.
Her hands strain uselessly in his grip. “Please.”
He lifts his head, lips wet, eyes dark. “Please what?”
She looks down between them, frustrated tears almost prickling at the corners of her eyes from how badly she wants him. “Touch me.”
“I am touching you.”
“You know what I mean.”
His mouth curves slightly, but there's none of his usual bright humour in it. “Ask properly.”
Ordinarily, she would tell him to go fuck himself. She would roll her eyes, call him an idiot and take whatever she wanted through persistence alone. Now, with her body shaking beneath him and his thumb sliding over her piercing, there is nothing she would not say.
“Please touch me,” she whispers. “Please, Garrett. I need you.”
His expression changes again, satisfaction and something heavier moving beneath it. “There’s my good girl.”
The praise pours through her like heat.
Garrett switches breasts before she can recover, mouth closing around her other nipple while his hand slips back down her stomach. He hooks his fingers into the waistband of the boxers she borrowed and drags them slowly over her hips, leaving her underwear beneath.
She lifts herself immediately to help him.
“Eager,” he murmurs against her skin.
She cannot summon enough dignity to deny it. “Yes.”
He pushes the boxers down her legs and tosses them aside. Her knees fall open around him almost instinctively, the pink fabric between her thighs already damp enough to cling.
Garrett looks down. A sharp breath leaves him. She feels the attention like another touch, direct and scorching. Some small remaining instinct makes her knees begin to draw inward, but Garrett catches one and presses it back into the mattress.
“No.”
The single word makes her still.
His palm slides along the inside of her thigh, spreading her wider as he settles beside her. “You wanted my attention so badly, you can take it.”
Her lips part. He keeps his eyes on her while his fingers reach the damp centre of her underwear, pressing lightly through the fabric.
Pleasure jolts through her. Her hips lift toward his hand, searching for more before she can pretend otherwise.
“Look at you,” Garrett murmurs. “All that bossing me around, and this is all it takes?”
She shakes her head, though she has no idea what she's denying. He moves his fingertips in one slow stroke and her breath trembles out of her.
“Please,” she says again.
His eyes snap back to her face. The sound seems to affect him every time, as though he's never heard her ask instead of demand and has already become addicted to it.
Garrett hooks his fingers beneath the waistband and draws her underwear down. She helps impatiently, kicking the fabric away the moment it reaches her ankles. The exposure should embarrass her, but the only thing she can think about is his hand returning to her.
It does. His fingers slide through the wetness between her thighs, unbearably gentle at first, gathering it slowly as though he has all morning to learn her.
Both of them exhale.
“Jesus,” Garrett says softly.
She grips the sheet beside her, already fighting the urge to lift her hips into his palm. “What?”
“You’re fucking soaked.”
Heat burns across her face, but he sounds pleased rather than mocking, his voice roughening as he strokes through her again, spreading her open with two fingers and watching the slick gather against his hand.
“This all for me?”
Her eyelids flutter. “Maybe.”
Garrett looks up at her. “Maybe?”
His thumb drags over her clit, slow and deliberate, and her whole body jerks.
“Yes,” she gasps.
“Yeah?” He circles again, firmer this time, mouth curving when her thighs twitch around his wrist. “You get this wet thinking about me?”
She swallows, embarrassment dissolving beneath the ache building low in her stomach. “Sometimes.”
“Sometimes,” he repeats, like he doesn’t believe a word of it.
His middle finger presses against her entrance, not entering yet, just teasing there while she tries not to move. She fails almost immediately. Her hips tilt toward him, chasing the pressure, and Garrett lets out a low laugh that makes everything inside her tighten.
“Look at you,” he murmurs. “Can’t even wait for me to put my fingers inside you.”
“Garrett.”
“What, princess?”
“Please.”
He slides one finger into her slowly. Her mouth falls open.
The stretch is slight, nowhere near enough, but the feel of Garrett inside her – Garrett, her best friend, the man she has imagined with his hand between her legs more times than she would ever admit aloud – makes a thin, breathless whimper escape her.
His eyes sharpen instantly. “That’s the noise you make?”
She turns her face into the pillow, mortified, but his free hand catches her jaw and draws her back.
“No. Don’t hide.”
He pushes his finger deeper, curling it inside her, and her lashes flutter as pleasure sparks hard through her.
“G–”
“There?” he asks, already doing it again.
She nods quickly. “Yes. Right there.”
Garrett keeps his eyes on her as he begins moving, drawing his finger almost all the way out before pushing it back inside, slow enough at first that she feels every inch of it, every deliberate curl and drag against the place that makes her stomach tighten. Her legs fall wider.
“Good girl,” he murmurs.
The praise pours straight through her. She moans, soft and helpless, and Garrett’s jaw flexes like the sound hurts him.
“Fuck,” he mutters. “You like that?”
She can barely answer. “Yes.”
“Like me telling you how good you’re being while I finger you?”
Her hips rock into his hand.
Garrett smiles, dark and pleased. “Yeah. Thought so.”
He adds a second finger. The fuller stretch makes her gasp, fingers flying to his forearm as he pushes them into her together, watching her face the entire time. “Oh my God.”
“Too much?”
She shakes her head frantically. “No. No, don’t stop.”
“I’m not stopping.”
His fingers begin fucking into her properly then, the rhythm steady and deep, his palm pressing against her clit every time he pushes back inside. The wet sounds are obscene in the quiet room, each slick thrust loud enough to make heat crawl over her chest.
Garrett hears them too. “Listen to you,” he says, voice dropping lower. “So fucking wet for me.”
She whines, head falling back as his fingers curl harder. “Garrett, please.”
“Please what?”
She has no idea. More. Faster. Everything. “Please make me come.”
The words leave her on a broken breath. Garrett’s expression turns almost feral.
“Yeah?” His fingers drive into her again, faster now, finding the exact angle that makes her thighs shake. “You need your best friend to make you come?”
She nods, unable to stop the sounds spilling from her.
“Say it.”
“I need you.”
“Need me how?”
Her nails dig into his wrist. “Need your fingers. Please, G, please–”
He groans and kisses her hard, swallowing the next whimper as his hand works between her legs. His fingers thrust deep and curl with every stroke, firm and controlled, while his thumb finds her clit and begins circling in time with them.
The pleasure climbs so quickly she can barely breathe. She clings to his shoulder, moaning into his mouth as he fucks her with his fingers, every thrust sending another hot pulse through her.
He knows exactly when to speed up, when to press harder, when to drag his thumb over her clit in tight, relentless circles that make her hips buck helplessly against him.
She had wondered whether this would feel awkward. Whether she would become too aware of every ordinary thing she knows about him – how he takes his coffee, the face he makes when he loses at cards, the exact pitch of his snore after an away game.
Instead, it feels terrifyingly natural. He knows her even here. He feels the way her body clenches around his fingers before she can tell him she needs more. He hears the pitch of her moans changing and immediately fucks into her harder, curling his fingers against the spot that makes her vision blur.
“Garrett,” she whimpers.
“I know.”
His voice is rough now, every ounce of control in his hand rather than his mouth.
“You’re taking me so well,” he murmurs, watching his fingers disappear inside her. “Fuck, princess. Look at you.”
She squeezes around him, and his breathing stutters.
“That feel good?”
“So good.”
“Better than those other guys?”
The question should make her laugh. Instead, the jealousy underneath it sends heat through her. “Yes.”
“How much better?”
Her voice breaks when he drives his fingers into her again. “So much.”
Garrett’s mouth brushes her ear. “That’s because they didn’t know what to do with you.”
His fingers curl. She cries out softly.
“Didn’t know you needed someone to take their time,” he continues, filthy and tender all at once. “Someone to keep going when you start getting all sensitive.”
Her thighs begin trembling. “G, I’m close.”
“Yeah, you are.”
He fucks his fingers into her faster, thumb moving firmly over her clit while she writhes beneath him. She tries to turn her face away, overwhelmed by his attention, but Garrett catches her jaw again.
“Look at me.”
She forces her eyes open. The approval in his expression nearly destroys her.
“That’s it,” he says softly. “Want to watch you come on my fingers.”
Her stomach tightens violently. The pressure becomes almost unbearable, pleasure building so hard and fast that panic flickers through her. “G–”
“I’ve got you.”
She shakes her head, fingers closing around his wrist even as her hips keep meeting every thrust. “I can’t.”
“Yes, you can.”
“It’s too much.”
“No, baby.” He presses a kiss against her cheek, then the corner of her mouth, never slowing his hand. “You’re just not used to somebody doing it right.”
A broken whine escapes her. Garrett smiles against her skin.
“That’s it. Let me hear you.”
Her legs try to close around his hand, but he shifts between them, using his body to keep her spread open while his fingers continue fucking into her.
“Don’t run.”
“I’m not–”
“You are.” His thumb presses harder against her clit, and her back arches. “Stay right here. Take it for me.”
She nods frantically, tears prickling at her lashes from the intensity.
“Good girl.”
The praise hits at the exact moment his fingers curl deep inside her. The orgasm tears through her. Her body clamps hard around his fingers, a cry breaking loose before Garrett covers her mouth with his.
Pleasure pulses outward in fierce, breath-stealing waves, her hips jerking helplessly against his hand while he keeps fucking her through it.
“That’s it,” he murmurs against her lips. “Come for me.”
She whimpers into his mouth, fingers tangled desperately in his shirt as another wave rolls through her.
“Fuck, you’re squeezing me so tight.” His voice is wrecked now, proud and filthy. “Such a pretty fucking girl.”
The words make her clench around him again. Garrett groans and slows his fingers only slightly, dragging the orgasm out while she shakes beneath him, every stroke making her twitch and gasp.
“G– please–”
“I know, baby.”
She tries to curl away when the pleasure turns too sharp, rolling onto her side with a broken sound, but Garrett follows her, arm wrapping around her waist while his fingers remain inside her.
He gives her one last slow curl. Her whole body shudders. Then he finally stops. For several seconds, she cannot speak.
Her heart pounds beneath the hand he settles over her ribs. Her face is pressed into his pillow, chest rising in shallow, uneven breaths, Garrett’s body warm along the length of her back.
He withdraws his fingers carefully, and she whimpers at the sudden emptiness.
Garrett kisses her shoulder. “That okay?”
She lets out a weak, incredulous laugh. “Okay?”
Garrett’s mouth moves against her skin. “Need to know.”
She turns her head enough to look at him. His expression has softened, the sharp control from moments before giving way to the Garrett she knows – the one who checks that she has texted after walking ten feet into her building.
“That was so good,” she whispers.
The admission makes his grin appear slowly. Stunned and pleased, as though he cannot believe he's the one who finally gets to see her like this. “Yeah?”
She nods, too blissed out to pretend otherwise. “Really good.”
“Shit.” He drops his forehead between her shoulder blades with a quiet laugh. “I’m barely awake.”
A giggle escapes her, loose and helpless. “Me too.”
When she shifts, she feels how hard he still is behind her. She turns in his arms and reaches for him immediately, wanting to give back even a fraction of what he has just done to her, but Garrett catches her wrist before she can get beneath his waistband.
“We’ve got time for that.”
She frowns. “But you didn’t–”
“Later.”
“Garrett.”
He kisses her before she can argue, slower now, his hand cradling the side of her face. “You were the emergency.”
A stupid, warm ache opens beneath her ribs. She studies him when the kiss ends. His hair is a mess from her hands. His mouth is swollen. He's still her best friend, entirely and unmistakably, except now he's held her down and made her come so hard she briefly forgot her own surname.
Nothing is broken.
The room is still his room. The radiator still clicks beneath the window. Downstairs, somebody drops something heavy and Logan groans loudly enough to be heard through the floor.
She still knows him. Maybe she knows him better now.
“Can we be friends with benefits?” she blurts.
Garrett blinks at her.
She pushes herself higher on the pillow, ignoring the fact that the hoodie is trapped around her elbows and her underwear is somewhere near his desk. “It makes sense.”
“Does it?”
“Yes.” She gestures vaguely between them. “You can actually make me finish. Apparently very easily, which is irritating, but useful.”
“Useful,” he echoes, mouth twitching.
“And I won’t have to interrupt your hookups anymore.”
“You’ll absolutely still interrupt my hookups.”
“There won’t be hookups to interrupt,” she says, then pauses. “I mean, unless you still want to hook up with other people. We haven’t discussed exclusivity. This proposal lacks detail.”
Garrett laughs softly, staring up at the ceiling for a second before looking back at her. “You’re negotiating naked.”
“I do my best work under pressure.”
His hand slides along her bare waist beneath the tangled hoodie, thumb moving in a slow, absent stroke that makes her want to climb back on top of him.
“Friends with benefits,” he says.
She nods. “Nothing else changes.”
“Secret?”
“Definitely," she nods. “But Logan will walk in on us within a week.”
“Probably.”
She smiles. “But until then, nobody knows.”
Garrett watches her for a long moment, something unreadable sitting quietly behind his eyes. “And if it gets weird?”
“We stop.”
“No drama," he tilts his head.
“No ruining the friendship,” she agrees. “It’s us. We’ll be fine.”
The words feel true while she says them. Garrett holds out his hand.
She looks down at it, then back at him. “Are we seriously shaking on this?”
“It’s an agreement," he shrugs.
“You just made me come while holding me down.”
“And now I’m being professional.”
She laughs and places her hand in his. His fingers close around hers, warm and firm, his palm roughened in familiar places. He gives her one solemn shake without taking his eyes off her.
“Deal,” he says.
“Deal.”
Garrett releases her hand only to slide his arm around her waist and pull her beneath him again. She squeaks, laughter catching in her throat when he settles between her thighs, mouth already lowering toward her chest.
“What are you doing?”
“The deal started.”
“It started ten seconds ago.”
“Long ten seconds.”
His lips close around one of her piercings. Her hands fly into his hair and the argument dissolves into a breathless moan.
Garrett smiles against her skin. “Thought so, princess.”
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Summary: You were walking into the hockey house with your friends, Hannah and Allie. Your brother, Garrett Graham, lived here with his teammates and friends. John Tucker, John Logan and Dean Di Laurentis. You all attend Briar University (Briar U). The guys had won a game tonight, which meant that it was party time at the house, the house was packed with people. More specifically, Puck Bunnies.
Fake it until you make it (or try to) {Dean x sick!reader} no warnings
P1, P2
Summary: You get the flu and try and hide it, but Dean finds out. Dean then gets sick, tries to hide it, but you find out.
Change for good {Dean x reader} no warnings
High Maintenance {Dean x reader} no warnings, just fluff :)
My Girl {Dean x reader} no warnings, just fluffy :)
Light as a feather {Dean x curvy!reader} no warnings
One Time Thing {Dean x brat!reader} heavily smutty
Quietly Yours {Dean Di Laurentis x mute!reader}
Summary: Everyone at Briar knows Dean Di Laurentis. Nobody knows you. Not because you aren't friendly, but because people tend to make assumptions the moment they realize you don't speak. Some think you're shy. Others think you're rude. A few even assume you're deaf. You're used to correcting people with a tired smile and a note on your phone. Dean is no different...at first. Until he realizes your silence never stopped you from laughing, teasing, arguing, or caring. He starts discovering that you've always had a voice. It just isn't spoken.
Warnings: mentions of being mute, misunderstandings
Quietly Yours {Dean Di Laurentis x mute!reader} Part 10
Masterlist
Summary: Everyone at Briar knows Dean Di Laurentis. Nobody knows you. Not because you aren't friendly, but because people tend to make assumptions the moment they realize you don't speak. Some think you're shy. Others think you're rude. A few even assume you're deaf. You're used to correcting people with a tired smile and a note on your phone. Dean is no different...at first. Until he realizes your silence never stopped you from laughing, teasing, arguing, or caring. He starts discovering that you've always had a voice. It just isn't spoken.
Warnings: mentions of being mute, misunderstandings
After your conversation in the study room, nothing dramatic changed.
Dean didn't suddenly kiss you.
You didn't suddenly trust him completely.
There was no grand declaration that fixed everything Sophie had stirred up.
Instead, things became... quieter.
More careful.
If Dean said he'd meet you at ten, he was standing outside the library at five to.
If he promised to text after practice, your phone buzzed the second he walked out of the locker room.
If he said he'd learn a sign before tomorrow, he'd greet you with it the next morning, even if he got it wrong three times first.
He stopped making promises with words.
He started making them with consistency.
And, slowly, you found yourself looking for him without meaning to.
The following Tuesday, you were buried somewhere in the middle of three journal articles when a familiar shadow fell across your table.
You didn't look up immediately.
Instead, you slid your phone across the table.
You're two minutes early.
Dean laughed as he sat opposite you.
"I was aiming for five."
You finally looked up.
He looked exhausted.
His hair was still damp from practice, his Briar hoodie was thrown over a grey T-shirt, and there was the faint purple shadow of a bruise forming along his jaw.
You frowned.
He caught the look.
"It's nothing."
You tilted your head.
Dean sighed.
"Garrett's elbow."
You didn't look convinced.
"It genuinely was."
You reached across the table before you thought too much about it, lightly touching the bruise with the backs of your fingers.
Dean stopped talking.
Your touch barely lasted a second.
Still...
Neither of you moved afterwards.
You pulled your hand back first.
Your cheeks warmed almost instantly.
Dean rubbed the back of his neck.
"I, uh..."
He cleared his throat.
"It looks worse than it feels."
You smiled apologetically.
Sorry.
"For what?"
I shouldn't have—
Dean shook his head before you could finish typing.
"No."
His voice was softer than usual.
"I'm glad you did."
The library had become your place.
Not officially.
No one had reserved the corner table by the windows.
But somehow, everyone had quietly accepted that if Dean and you weren't in class, that was where you'd be.
Even the librarian had stopped looking surprised.
She simply smiled when Dean walked in.
"The usual table's free."
"You're my favourite person," Dean replied.
"You said that to the coffee lady yesterday."
"You're tied for first."
The librarian rolled her eyes fondly.
"You flirt with everyone."
Dean opened his mouth.
Then closed it.
He looked at you.
Looked back at the librarian.
"...Not anymore."
The words slipped out before he seemed to realise he'd said them.
The librarian blinked.
"So I've heard."
Dean actually looked embarrassed.
You hid your smile behind your coffee cup.
An hour later, Dean was supposed to be writing an essay.
Instead, he was staring at his notebook with the expression of a man trying to translate ancient hieroglyphics.
"What does 'post-structuralism' even mean?"
You typed.
No idea.
"You've been studying it for an hour."
I'm pretending.
He looked horrified.
"So am I."
You both looked down at your books.
Then back at each other.
Dean started laughing first.
The sound was quiet enough that a student across the room glared at him.
He immediately lowered his voice.
"I've been nodding every lecture."
You typed another reply.
Me too.
"We're going to fail."
Together.
Dean looked at the screen for a long moment.
Then smiled.
"I'd prefer we didn't."
You reached over and tapped the corner of his textbook, reminding him to actually read it.
"Bossy."
You nodded once.
Without looking away from him.
Later that afternoon, Dean walked you across campus.
The autumn air had turned colder over the past week. Leaves skittered across the pavement in little bursts whenever the wind picked up.
You had your hands buried in your coat pockets.
Dean noticed.
Without saying anything, he slowed his pace until you were walking almost shoulder to shoulder.
"So..."
You glanced at him.
"I've got today's sign."
You waited.
He grinned.
"I learned it myself."
You folded your arms.
Sceptical.
"I did."
He lifted his hands.
Slowly.
Carefully.
Beautiful.
You stared at him.
The sign wasn't perfect.
The movement of his hand was slightly too high.
His wrist was stiff.
But it was recognisable.
You looked at him questioningly.
"Did I get it right?"
You hesitated.
Technically...
Almost.
You stepped closer.
Dean stood perfectly still while you gently adjusted his wrist.
"There?"
You nodded.
He smiled.
"I knew you'd fix it."
You raised an eyebrow.
"So maybe I deliberately left it a little wrong."
You narrowed your eyes.
He laughed.
"I'm joking."
You weren't convinced.
The path towards your residence halls was busier than usual.
Students were drifting between afternoon lectures, wrapped in scarves and hoodies against the cold.
As you passed the student union, someone called Dean's name.
He turned instinctively.
A blonde girl waved from the steps.
She was pretty.
Confident.
The kind of person who clearly knew Dean well.
She walked over without hesitation.
"Dean."
"Hey."
She smiled warmly before noticing you.
"Oh."
Her expression changed almost imperceptibly.
"I didn't realise you were busy."
Dean glanced towards you.
"I'm not busy."
The words hung awkwardly in the air.
He immediately corrected himself.
"I mean—"
The girl laughed.
"You don't have to explain."
She looked between the two of you.
"I just wanted to ask if you were still coming on Friday."
Dean frowned.
"Friday?"
"Nicole's birthday."
Recognition crossed his face.
"Oh."
"You said you would."
He rubbed the back of his neck.
"I don't think I can."
"You've never missed one before."
"I know."
She smiled again, but this time it looked forced.
"Right."
There was a beat of silence.
"Well... I'll see you around."
She walked away.
Dean watched her disappear into the crowd before letting out a slow breath.
You reached for your phone.
You cancelled because of me?
He looked genuinely confused.
"What?"
The party.
"No."
He shoved his hands into his pockets.
"I cancelled because I don't want to go."
You studied him.
He understood the look immediately.
"I'm serious."
You typed another question.
Why?
Dean looked across the campus, watching students hurry between buildings.
Then he smiled to himself.
"I spent three years thinking those parties were the best part of university."
He glanced back at you.
"They're loud."
You smiled.
"They're crowded."
You smiled wider.
"And honestly..."
He shrugged.
"I'd rather spend Friday teaching you how terrible I am at your card games."
Your eyebrows lifted.
You've never played them.
"Exactly."
You'll lose.
"I definitely will."
Badly.
"Probably."
A grin spread across his face.
"But I'll lose to you."
You stared at him for a second before your shoulders shook with silent laughter.
Dean smiled too.
Not because he'd made a joke.
Because he realised, somewhere between parties he no longer cared about and afternoons spent pretending to understand post-structuralism, something fundamental had changed.
For the first time in a very long time...
He wasn't trying to impress anyone.
Not even you.
He was simply trying to be someone you could trust.
And somehow, that mattered more than anything else.
Quietly Yours {Dean Di Laurentis x mute!reader} Part 9
Masterlist
Summary: Everyone at Briar knows Dean Di Laurentis. Nobody knows you. Not because you aren't friendly, but because people tend to make assumptions the moment they realize you don't speak. Some think you're shy. Others think you're rude. A few even assume you're deaf. You're used to correcting people with a tired smile and a note on your phone. Dean is no different...at first. Until he realizes your silence never stopped you from laughing, teasing, arguing, or caring. He starts discovering that you've always had a voice. It just isn't spoken.
Warnings: mentions of being mute, misunderstandings
The rumours wouldn’t have bothered you if people had kept them to themselves.
Briar was a university filled with bored students, crowded dormitories and friendships built almost entirely around knowing other people’s business. Someone saw Dean waiting outside your residence hall with coffee, another person spotted the two of you leaving the library together, and suddenly half the campus had decided you were sleeping with him.
It was predictable.
Annoying, but predictable.
You could handle the curious looks. You could ignore the whispers that followed you into lecture halls and the way people suddenly seemed interested in talking to you after spending most of the semester barely noticing you existed.
What you couldn’t ignore was the girl who stopped you outside the student union on Thursday afternoon.
You recognised her vaguely. She had been at the hockey house once when Hannah had convinced you to stop by for less than an hour, though you couldn’t remember her name. She was tall, pretty, and wearing the sort of careful smile that immediately made you suspicious.
“Y/N, right?”
You nodded.
She shifted her bag higher on her shoulder. “I’m Sophie. We haven’t officially met.”
You offered a polite smile.
Sophie waited.
When you didn’t respond verbally, understanding crossed her face.
“Oh. Right.”
There was nothing particularly cruel in the way she said it, but your shoulders still tightened.
You took out your phone.
Can I help you?
She read the screen, then glanced over your shoulder as though checking whether anyone else was close enough to hear.
“I just thought you should know something.”
You waited.
“It’s about Dean.”
Your fingers tightened around your phone.
Of course it was.
Sophie tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. “I saw you two together this morning.”
You typed carefully.
Dean and I are friends.
“Sure.”
The word came too quickly.
You raised an eyebrow.
She sighed. “Look, I’m not trying to be a bitch.”
That usually meant someone was about to make a considerable effort to be one.
“I’ve known Dean for a while,” she continued. “Not well, exactly. But well enough.”
You stared at her.
She seemed to realise you weren’t going to make this easy for her.
“We hooked up last year.”
The words landed with less force than she appeared to expect. You already knew Dean had been with a lot of girls. Nobody at Briar treated it like a secret, least of all Dean.
You unlocked your phone again.
That isn’t any of my business.
Sophie’s mouth tightened.
“No, I suppose it isn’t.”
You moved to step around her.
She shifted sideways, blocking your path without quite making it obvious.
“I’m telling you because he does this.”
You stopped.
Does what?
“The attention. The flirting. Making you feel like you’re the only person in the room.”
Her eyes dropped briefly to your hands.
“He probably thinks learning sign language is romantic.”
Your stomach turned.
Not because she sounded convincing.
Because she had found the exact doubt you had tried not to examine too closely.
Sophie’s expression softened, and somehow that made it worse.
“Dean likes the chase. Once he gets what he wants, he moves on. I just don’t want you thinking this means more to him than it does.”
You read the sentence on your screen without typing it.
Why do you care?
Sophie gave a small shrug. “I wish someone had warned me.”
Then she stepped aside.
You walked away without replying.
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You missed your afternoon lecture.
It wasn’t like you to skip class, but the thought of sitting in a room while everyone watched Dean lean towards you and smile felt unbearable.
Instead, you went back to your residence hall, changed into an old sweatshirt and spent two hours staring at an open book without reading a single page.
Your phone vibrated several times on the desk.
The first message arrived ten minutes after class started.
Dean: Where are you?
Then another.
Dean: Reynolds is talking about symbolism again. Save me.
You left both unanswered.
Twenty minutes later:
Dean: Are you okay?
You turned the phone over.
The silence that followed should have made it easier to concentrate.
It didn’t.
You kept remembering the way Dean had looked at you in his car. The uncertainty in his voice when he admitted holding your hand had felt like something. The careful way he had practised every sign you taught him. How he had waited outside your residence hall in the cold with caramel coffee because he had remembered what you liked.
Those things had felt real.
But Dean had probably made plenty of girls feel special before you.
Perhaps that was what he was good at.
Perhaps you had mistaken effort for intention because so few people had ever made that effort before.
Your phone began vibrating again.
This time, it didn’t stop.
Dean was calling.
You watched his name fill the screen until the call ended.
A moment later, a message appeared.
Dean: I know you don’t like phone calls. I just wanted you to see that I’m worried.
Your chest tightened.
Another message followed.
Dean: Please tell me you’re safe. You don’t have to tell me anything else.
You closed your eyes.
He knew you could answer calls. He knew you could hear him, even if you couldn’t respond in the same way. But he also knew that phone calls made you feel trapped, forced into listening without being able to interrupt or answer quickly.
So he hadn’t expected you to pick up.
He had only wanted your phone to light up in your hand.
You typed a reply before you could talk yourself out of it.
You: I’m safe.
His response was immediate.
Dean: Thank God.
Three dots appeared.
Dean: Can I come over?
Your first instinct was to say no.
You wanted time to pull your thoughts apart and put them back together without Dean sitting in front of you, watching every expression you failed to hide.
But avoiding him wouldn’t change anything.
You: Okay.
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Dean was outside your building less than fifteen minutes later.
You found him near the entrance, hands buried in the pockets of his jacket and worry written openly across his face. His hair was windblown, and he was still carrying the bag he had taken to class.
The moment he saw you, his shoulders dropped.
“Hey.”
You managed a small smile.
He came closer, then stopped a few feet away.
Dean usually entered your space without thinking. He leaned over your shoulder to read your phone, bumped his knee against yours beneath tables, and touched your arm when he needed your attention.
Now he waited.
“Can we go somewhere?”
You nodded and led him towards an empty study room on the ground floor.
The room was small, containing only a table, four chairs and a whiteboard marked with the remains of someone’s abandoned equations. You sat on one side of the table. Dean took the chair opposite instead of the one beside you.
He placed his bag on the floor.
“You skipped class.”
You looked down.
“I’m not angry,” he said quickly. “I was worried. You always text me if you’re not coming.”
You pulled out your phone.
I’m sorry.
“Don’t apologise.”
You stared at the blinking cursor.
There was no gentle way to ask the question, so you didn’t try.
Did you sleep with Sophie?
Dean’s eyes moved across the screen.
His expression changed immediately.
Not guilt.
Recognition.
“Sophie Mitchell?”
You shrugged. You hadn’t asked for her surname.
Dean leaned back in his chair and rubbed a hand across his jaw.
“Yeah.”
The answer hurt, even though you already knew it would be yes.
“Last year,” he added. “Once.”
You nodded and began typing again.
He waited.
She said you do this with girls.
His brows drew together. “Do what?”
Make them feel important until you get bored.
Dean went very still.
The room seemed smaller than it had a moment before.
You forced yourself to continue.
She said learning to sign is part of the chase.
His eyes lifted from your phone to your face.
For several seconds, he said nothing.
Then he looked away.
You had expected an immediate denial. A joke, perhaps, or the easy confidence Dean used whenever someone challenged him.
His silence frightened you more.
“She isn’t completely wrong.”
Your throat tightened.
Dean noticed.
“No. That came out badly.” He dragged his chair closer to the table but still didn’t reach for you. “I mean she isn’t wrong about the kind of person I’ve been.”
You stared at him.
“I’ve slept with people and not called them afterwards. I’ve flirted because it was fun, even when I knew someone might take it more seriously than I did.” His mouth tightened. “I never lied about wanting a relationship, but I probably let people believe whatever was easiest because correcting them would’ve ruined the moment.”
His honesty made it difficult to stay angry.
It also made trusting him harder.
You typed slowly.
How am I supposed to know this is different?
Dean read it.
His face fell.
For once, he seemed to have no idea what to say.
“I don’t know.”
You blinked.
He gave a quiet, humourless laugh and looked down at his hands.
“I could tell you it is. I could sit here and make some huge speech about how you’re different from everyone else, but that’s exactly what you’re afraid I’ve said before.”
You hadn’t expected that.
Dean rested his forearms against the table.
“So I don’t know how you’re supposed to know yet.”
Yet?
“Because I haven’t had enough time to prove it.”
Your fingers hovered over the screen.
Dean held your gaze.
“I’m learning sign language because I want to talk to you. I bring you coffee because I like seeing you in the morning. I go to the library because you’re there, and somehow sitting in silence with you is better than any party I’ve been to this year.”
His voice was quiet now.
“I’m not doing those things so you’ll sleep with me.”
Heat crept into your face, but you didn’t look away.
“I’m attracted to you. I’m not going to pretend I’m not.” He swallowed. “But if you told me right now that nothing physical was ever going to happen between us, I’d still want to see you tomorrow.”
Something inside you shifted.
Not enough to erase the doubt.
Enough to let you breathe around it.
You typed another question.
What do you want from me?
Dean read it and sat back.
“The honest answer?”
You nodded.
“I don’t know what to call it yet.”
He looked frustrated with himself, as though he wished he could give you something clearer.
“I want more than friendship. I know that much. But I don’t want to rush you into anything because I’m trying to prove a point.”
You studied his face.
There was no grin. No charm. Nothing polished in the way he spoke.
Just Dean, looking almost painfully uncertain.
He raised his hands.
The movement was hesitant at first.
Then he signed one of the words you had taught him.
Friend.
He paused before shaking his head.
“Not only.”
He didn’t know the signs for the rest, so he lowered his hands again.
“I want the chance to show you.”
You stared at him for a long time.
Trust had never come easily to you. People often assumed your silence made you naïve, as though being unable to speak meant being unable to recognise when someone was lying.
Dean wasn’t lying now.
You didn’t know whether that meant he would never hurt you.
You only knew he believed what he was saying.
You placed your phone on the table.
Then you held up one finger.
Dean frowned slightly.
“One?”
You pointed towards him, then yourself, and moved your hands slowly enough for him to follow.
One day at a time.
Understanding gradually crossed his face.
“One day at a time,” he repeated.
You nodded.
His shoulders loosened, but he didn’t smile as though he had won. He only nodded back.
“I can do that.”
You reached across the table and placed your hand palm-up between you.
Dean looked at it.
Then at you.
“Are you sure?”
You nodded.
Only then did he place his hand in yours.
His fingers curled carefully around your palm, warm and steady.
For a while, neither of you moved.
Then Dean lifted his free hand and signed, with considerable concentration—
Thank you.
It was perfect.
Your smile came before you could stop it.
Dean’s eyes softened.
“One new sign every day, right?”
You nodded.
“What’s today’s?”
You thought about it.
Then you released his hand just long enough to show him.
Trust.
Dean watched the movement closely.
When he tried to repeat it, his fingers faltered halfway through.
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Quietly Yours {Dean Di Laurentis x mute!reader} Part 8
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Summary: Everyone at Briar knows Dean Di Laurentis. Nobody knows you. Not because you aren't friendly, but because people tend to make assumptions the moment they realize you don't speak. Some think you're shy. Others think you're rude. A few even assume you're deaf. You're used to correcting people with a tired smile and a note on your phone. Dean is no different...at first. Until he realizes your silence never stopped you from laughing, teasing, arguing, or caring. He starts discovering that you've always had a voice. It just isn't spoken.
Warnings: mentions of being mute, misunderstandings
By the next morning, Dean had been awake for nearly an hour before his alarm.
It wasn’t because he had an early practice.
Or because he’d suddenly become responsible.
He’d simply woken up thinking about your last text.
It did.
Two words.
They shouldn’t have been enough to leave him staring at his bedroom ceiling with a stupid grin on his face.
But they were.
He rolled over, picked up his phone and read the conversation again.
Then again.
Then he realised what he was doing.
“…Get a grip,” he muttered to himself.
Pounding on his wall brought him out of his head.
“Would you shut up?” Logan groaned from the room next door. “Some of us are trying to sleep.”
Quietly Yours {Dean Di Laurentis x mute!reader} Part 7
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Summary: Everyone at Briar knows Dean Di Laurentis. Nobody knows you. Not because you aren't friendly, but because people tend to make assumptions the moment they realize you don't speak. Some think you're shy. Others think you're rude. A few even assume you're deaf. You're used to correcting people with a tired smile and a note on your phone. Dean is no different...at first. Until he realizes your silence never stopped you from laughing, teasing, arguing, or caring. He starts discovering that you've always had a voice. It just isn't spoken.
Warnings: mentions of being mute, misunderstandings
You stayed until nearly midnight.
It wasn’t intentional. Every time you looked at the clock, another half hour seemed to have disappeared.
Tucker brought out the brownies he had apparently made earlier that afternoon, prompting Logan to reappear from upstairs despite insisting he had gone to bed. Hannah tried to teach Garrett how to braid her hair while he complained that his hands were too big, and Dean spent fifteen minutes attempting to learn new signs from you.
He already knew how to spell things, technically. He had practised the alphabet enough to work his way through words if he concentrated, but fingerspelling everything took him so long that Logan threatened to graduate before Dean finished introducing himself.
So instead, you started teaching him actual signs.
Or tried to.
Tucker helped when Dean’s limited vocabulary made your explanations difficult, translating as you showed him simple everyday signs—eat, drink, movie, friend. Dean repeated each one with intense focus, his brows furrowed as he tried to get the movements right.
Dean listened more seriously than you expected him to.
“So I don’t just spell everything?”
You shook your head.
“That’s good,” he said. “Because I think I’d die before finishing a sentence.”
Garrett looked over from Hannah’s half-finished braid. “We can only hope.”
Dean ignored him. His attention stayed fixed on you.
“What else?”
You hesitated, then showed him another sign—thank you.
He copied you, slower this time.
“Like this?”
You nodded.
He repeated it again, more confident.
“Okay. I like that one.”
You smiled.
“Teach me something harder.”
You raised an eyebrow.
“Not too hard,” he added quickly. “I’m still new at this.”
You showed him goodnight.
Dean watched closely, then tried it himself. His hand placement was slightly off, so you reached up and adjusted it, guiding his movement gently.
“Like this?”
You nodded.
He repeated it again, this time getting it right.
“That’s actually kind of cool.”
Something about the way he said it made your chest tighten.
Around you, the others had grown suspiciously quiet. When you glanced across the room, Hannah was watching the two of you with a softness in her eyes that made warmth creep into your face.
Garrett broke the silence first.
“Don’t let it go to your head.”
Dean didn’t look away from you.
“Way too late for that.”
It was close to midnight when Hannah finally stood and stretched, announcing that she had an early class and Garrett had promised to walk her home.
You began collecting your things, sliding your phone charger into your bag and checking beneath the coffee table for the pen you had dropped earlier.
Dean stood immediately.
“I’ll take you home.”
You straightened and shook your head, reaching for your phone.
I can walk.
“It’s dark.”
I’ve walked home in the dark before.
“I know.”
He shoved his hands into the pockets of his hoodie, suddenly looking less certain.
“I’d still rather take you.”
The words weren’t controlling. He didn’t block the doorway or try to decide for you. He just stood there, waiting for your answer, as if driving you home was something he wanted rather than an obligation he had assigned himself.
You typed.
Walk or drive?
Dean glanced toward the window. Rain streaked the glass, thin streams illuminated by the porch light.
“Drive.”
You’ve been drinking?
His eyebrows lifted.
“No. I had soda.”
You studied his face.
He placed one hand over his heart. “I swear on my beautiful car.”
Logan snorted. “That’s the only oath he takes seriously.”
You smiled and pulled your coat on.
Okay.
Dean grabbed his keys so quickly that Garrett laughed.
“Try not to look too eager.”
“I always look this good.”
“That isn’t what I said.”
Dean held the front door open for you, then turned to give Garrett a rude gesture behind your back.
You saw Garrett’s reaction and looked over your shoulder.
Dean immediately transformed the gesture into an awkward wave.
You narrowed your eyes.
“Goodnight,” he said innocently.
The rain had grown heavier by the time you reached Dean’s car.
He hurried around to the passenger side and opened the door before you could reach the handle.
You paused.
Dean leaned against the open door. “Don’t make it weird.”
You raised one eyebrow.
“My mother raised me correctly.”
You glanced pointedly back toward the house, where a sock was still hanging over the banister, visible through the front window.
“That has nothing to do with me.”
Your smile widened as you climbed inside.
The car smelled faintly of leather, peppermint gum, and the cologne Dean seemed incapable of applying in moderation. The interior was surprisingly tidy, apart from two empty coffee cups in the centre console and a collection of hockey equipment shoved into the back.
Dean got into the driver’s side and started the engine.
Music immediately blasted through the speakers.
You jumped.
“Shit.”
He turned it down so fast that the knob nearly came off in his hand.
“Sorry. Garrett drove it earlier.”
You looked at him.
He stared back.
Neither of you believed his excuse.
You typed on your phone.
Do you always listen to music that loud?
Dean glanced at the screen and shrugged. “Sometimes.”
You’re going to damage your hearing.
“Then you’ll have to teach me sign language faster.”
You tried to glare at him, but the grin pulling at your mouth ruined it.
He laughed and pulled away from the curb.
For the first few minutes, Dean attempted to keep a conversation going.
He asked which residence building you lived in even though you had already given him the address. Then he asked whether you had enjoyed the movie, only to remember that Logan had talked over most of it. He launched into a story about the time Tucker had banned him from the kitchen after an incident involving a blender and a badly secured lid.
You listened, smiling when appropriate, but responding was harder in the dark car. You couldn’t type easily while he was driving and he didn’t know enough ASL for anything more complicated than a greeting.
Dean seemed to realise it at the same time you did.
His story trailed off.
“Sorry.”
You looked over.
“I’m doing it again.”
You frowned.
“Talking at you instead of with you.”
You shook your head, but he kept his eyes on the road.
“I don’t want you to have to sit there while I fill the entire drive with my voice.”
You unlocked your phone, typed a reply, then waited until he stopped at a red light before holding it toward him.
I like listening to you.
Dean read the message.
For once, he didn’t have an immediate response.
The traffic light turned green, and a car behind him honked.
He lifted a hand in apology before driving forward.
“You like listening to me?”
You nodded.
“That might be the nicest thing anyone’s ever said.”
You rolled your eyes.
“I’m serious.” He glanced over briefly. “Most people tell me to shut up.”
You typed another message and held it out when the road was clear.
Sometimes I understand why.
Dean laughed.
“There she is.”
The tension that had settled over him disappeared, but you noticed the way his smile lingered afterward.
Your residence hall came into view a few minutes later.
Dean pulled into an empty space near the entrance and put the car in park, leaving the engine running while rain drummed against the roof.
You reached for your seat belt.
“Wait.”
Your hand paused.
Dean was staring through the windscreen, fingers tapping lightly against the steering wheel.
“I want to ask you something.”
You settled back in your seat.
He didn’t look nervous often. You had seen him embarrassed and caught off guard, but never genuinely uncertain. Tonight, uncertainty sat plainly across his face.
“Earlier, when we were holding hands…”
Your stomach tightened.
He glanced at you.
“I wasn’t imagining that, right?”
You stared at him for a moment before reaching for your phone.
Imagining what?
Dean read the words and huffed out a quiet laugh.
“You’re really going to make me say it?”
You waited.
He looked back toward the rain-covered windscreen.
“That it felt like something.”
Your fingers stilled above the keyboard.
There it was.
The thing you had spent the past hour avoiding.
Dean was your friend. A new one, but already a good one. He had made an effort nobody had asked him to make. He looked at you rather than around you. He waited when you needed time and listened when you needed space.
He was also Dean Di Laurentis.
Everyone knew who he was. Everyone knew the stories about the girls, the parties, and the easy way he moved from one person to another without ever seeming particularly attached.
You didn’t know how to fit the version of Dean everyone talked about with the one sitting beside you now.
He watched you type, saying nothing.
It felt like something.
Dean inhaled slowly.
“Okay.”
You added another sentence.
But I don’t know what.
“Neither do I.”
You looked up.
His honesty surprised you.
Dean rubbed a hand over the back of his neck.
“I’m usually better at this.”
At what?
“Knowing what I want.”
You held his gaze.
He smiled, but it wasn’t his normal smile. There was no performance in it. No confidence meant to dazzle you into overlooking the nerves underneath.
“I know I want to see you tomorrow.”
You looked down at your phone.
We have class tomorrow.
“I know.”
So you were already going to see me.
“Then I want to see you before class.”
You tried not to smile.
Dean noticed anyway.
“Coffee?”
You typed.
Only if you remember my order this time.
His face fell.
“You didn’t like either of the ones I brought?”
I liked one.
“Which one?”
You started to type, then stopped.
A little revenge for all the teasing.
You opened the passenger door instead.
Dean stared at you. “You’re not going to tell me?”
You climbed out and pulled your hood over your head.
“Y/N.”
You closed the door.
He lowered the window, rain immediately blowing into the car.
“Come on. Which one?”
You stepped back from the car and signed carefully so he could follow.
Goodnight, Dean.
He recognised it.
His expression shifted from frustration to delight so quickly that you laughed.
Dean copied the sign back. His movements were still rough, but the effort was there.
Goodnight.
You turned toward the building.
Behind you, Dean called your name.
You looked back.
He repeated the sign you had just taught him, slower this time, more deliberate.
Then he pointed toward you and signed the one word he had practised more than any other.
Friend.
You smiled.
For a moment, you considered correcting him.
Whatever existed between you didn’t feel as simple as friendship anymore.
Instead, you signed it back.
Dean stayed parked outside until you were safely inside the building.
Your phone buzzed before you reached your room.
Dean: You liked the caramel one.
You smiled as you unlocked your door.
You: Maybe.
His response appeared almost immediately.
Dean: That means yes.
You kicked off your shoes and sat on the edge of your bed.
You: That means maybe.
Dean: I’m bringing caramel tomorrow.
You looked at the message longer than necessary.
You: Then I might see you before class.
Three dots appeared.
Disappeared.
Appeared again.
Dean: Goodnight, Y/N.
A second message followed before you could answer.
Dean: Tonight felt like something to me too.
You read it twice.
Then a third time.
Your thumbs hovered over the screen while you tried to find a response that didn’t reveal too much.
In the end, you settled for the truth.
You: Goodnight, Dean.
You waited a few seconds before adding one more message.
You: It did.
Across campus, sitting alone in his car outside your residence hall, Dean smiled at his phone like an idiot.
Quietly Yours {Dean Di Laurentis x mute!reader} Part 6
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Summary: Everyone at Briar knows Dean Di Laurentis. Nobody knows you. Not because you aren't friendly, but because people tend to make assumptions the moment they realize you don't speak. Some think you're shy. Others think you're rude. A few even assume you're deaf. You're used to correcting people with a tired smile and a note on your phone. Dean is no different...at first. Until he realizes your silence never stopped you from laughing, teasing, arguing, or caring. He starts discovering that you've always had a voice. It just isn't spoken.
Warnings: mentions of being mute, misunderstandings
By the time everyone had finally settled in the living room, you had already worked out where each person naturally belonged.
Garrett took the end of the couch, one arm stretched along the back while Hannah curled into his side as though she had done it a thousand times before. Logan dropped into the armchair with one foot hanging over the side, balancing a bowl of popcorn on his stomach. Tucker sat on the floor near the coffee table, mostly because he kept getting up to check the food in the kitchen and had apparently decided sitting properly was no longer worth the effort.
Dean sat beside you.
Not close enough to make it obvious.
Just close enough that his knee brushed yours whenever he shifted.
The first time it happened, he immediately moved away.
The second time, neither of you did.
The television was playing some action movie Logan had insisted was a classic, though twenty minutes in, he had already complained about the acting, the dialogue, and the fact that nobody in the film seemed capable of making a reasonable decision.
“That’s the point,” Dean said, reaching into the popcorn bowl between you. “If everyone made good decisions, the movie would be twelve minutes long.”
“It would be a better twelve minutes.”
“You picked it.”
“I didn’t say I had good taste.”
You glanced between them before unlocking your phone.
Dean leaned over automatically when you turned the screen toward him.
You two argue like an old married couple.
Dean read it out loud.
Logan looked deeply offended.
“I could do better.”
“So could I,” Dean shot back.
Garrett didn’t take his eyes off the television. “Neither of you could.”
Hannah laughed, resting her head on his shoulder. You smiled and reached for another piece of popcorn, but Dean was already holding the bowl toward you.
It was such a small thing that you almost didn’t notice it.
Almost.
He had been doing that all evening. Making space without making a performance of it. Waiting for you to finish typing instead of losing interest halfway through and starting another conversation.
He wasn’t perfect at it. Sometimes everyone talked over one another so quickly that following the conversation became impossible.
But Dean noticed.
That was the part you weren’t used to.
Most people only noticed when you stopped trying.
Dean noticed before you had the chance.
Tucker returned from the kitchen carrying a tray of garlic bread, and the living room descended into chaos almost immediately. Logan reached for a piece, Tucker slapped his hand away, and Garrett made the mistake of suggesting they simply put the tray on the table like normal people.
Dean turned to you while everyone argued.
“You good?”
You nodded.
He studied your face for another second, apparently unconvinced.
You raised your eyebrows.
“What?”
You picked up your phone.
Why are you looking at me like that?
“I’m checking.”
Checking what?
He shrugged, though the movement was a little too casual.
“That you’re comfortable.”
You glanced around the room.
It was louder than the spaces you usually chose for yourself, but it wasn’t unbearable. The voices overlapped, the television was too loud, and Logan had somehow managed to spill popcorn down the side of his chair, but none of it felt hostile.
You typed slowly.
I am.
Dean read the answer, then looked back at you.
“You’d tell me if you weren’t?”
You hesitated.
It wasn’t that you intended to lie. You simply had years of practice pretending discomfort didn’t matter. It was easier to smile, wait it out, and leave quietly than risk making everyone else feel awkward.
Dean’s expression softened as though he had seen the answer before you gave it.
“You don’t have to stay just because I asked you to come.”
The conversation around you carried on. Nobody seemed to be paying attention, which made the moment feel strangely private despite the crowded room.
You looked down at your phone again.
I know.
He waited.
You added another sentence.
I want to stay.
Dean’s smile came slowly, beginning at one corner of his mouth before taking over completely.
“Okay.”
That was all he said.
But he shifted back into the couch, and this time when his knee rested against yours, he left it there.
Halfway through the movie, Tucker began signing to you.
It started with a simple question about the food. His movements were slightly rusty but easy enough to follow, and when you answered, his face lit up with recognition.
Dean noticed almost immediately.
“What did she say?”
Tucker looked at him. “She said the garlic bread is good.”
Dean frowned.
“She signed all of that?”
“Yes.”
“That seemed like three movements.”
“It was more than three.”
Dean looked at you suspiciously, as though you and Tucker had conspired to keep secrets from him.
You smiled and signed something else.
Tucker laughed.
Dean’s eyes narrowed.
“What was that?”
Tucker shook his head. “Not telling you.”
“John.”
“No.”
Dean turned to you. “Did you insult me?”
You put one hand against your chest, feigning innocence.
He pointed at your face. “That expression means yes.”
You reached for your phone, but he caught your wrist lightly before you could.
“Wait.”
His fingers were warm against your skin. He released you almost at once, as though only then realizing he had touched you.
You both looked down at the space between you.
Dean cleared his throat.
“Show me again.”
You blinked.
“The sign,” he said. “Whatever you said about me.”
You glanced at Tucker, who was doing a terrible job of hiding his amusement.
Then you turned toward Dean and repeated it slowly.
He watched your hands with complete concentration.
You pointed toward him, made the sign for loud, then followed it with the sign for dramatic.
Dean stared at you.
“I understood loud.”
You nodded.
“What was the second part?”
Tucker answered before you could.
“Dramatic.”
Dean looked betrayed. “You think I’m dramatic?”
Everyone in the room spoke at once.
“Yes.”
Dean threw his hands up. “Unbelievable.”
Your shoulders began to shake with laughter.
He looked at you, trying to maintain the offended expression, but it didn’t last. He smiled because you were smiling, and for a moment the noise of the room seemed to blur around the two of you.
Then Dean copied the signs back to you.
His version of loud was recognizable.
Dramatic was not.
You reached for his hands without thinking.
His fingers stilled beneath yours.
You adjusted his thumb first, then turned his wrist slightly. He didn’t joke or pull away. He simply watched your face while you guided him through it again.
When you finished, you let go.
Dean repeated the sign correctly.
“Dramatic.”
You nodded.
He pointed at himself.
“Dean.”
Then signed dramatic again.
A silent laugh escaped you, and Dean beamed.
“I’m basically fluent.”
Tucker snorted. “You know five signs.”
“Six.”
“You just learned the sixth.”
“Still counts.”
Later, when the movie ended, Hannah and Garrett disappeared into the kitchen to help Tucker clean up. Logan headed upstairs after announcing that he had reached his social limit, leaving you and Dean alone in the living room.
The house felt different without everyone talking.
Not silent, exactly. You could hear the faint sound of plates being stacked in the kitchen, the low murmur of Garrett and Hannah’s conversation, the heating humming behind the walls.
Dean picked at a loose thread on the cuff of his hoodie.
“So.”
You looked at him.
“Was it awful?”
You frowned.
He gestured around the room. “Coming here.”
You picked up your phone.
Why would it be awful?
“I don’t know.” He leaned back, staring at the dark television screen. “We’re a lot.”
That made you smile.
You are.
He glanced over. “See? Awful.”
You shook your head and continued typing.
It was nice.
Dean watched the screen while you wrote.
People don’t always know what to do around me.
His smile disappeared.
They get nervous. Or they try too hard. Or they avoid talking to me because communication takes longer.
You paused, unsure how much you wanted to admit.
Dean didn’t rush you.
He sat still, hands folded loosely between his knees, waiting until you were ready.
Tonight didn’t feel like that.
He read the sentence quietly.
“No?”
You shook your head.
It felt normal.
For some reason, that seemed to affect him more than the other things you had said. His jaw tightened for a second before he looked away.
“It should always feel normal.”
You gave a small shrug.
It doesn’t.
Dean nodded slowly.
He didn’t tell you that people were idiots. He didn’t promise that he would somehow make it all better. He didn’t offer pity dressed up as reassurance.
He simply looked back at you and said, “It will here.”
The certainty in his voice caught you off guard.
Not because it sounded arrogant.
Because it sounded like a promise.
Your fingers hovered over the phone, but you didn’t type anything. There were moments when words, written or otherwise, felt too small.
Instead, you reached over and gently took his hand.
Dean froze.
His eyes dropped to where your fingers rested against his palm.
You turned his hand over and traced a sign against it slowly, guiding his fingers into place.
His brows drew together as he tried to remember.
“Stay?”
You nodded.
Dean looked up at you.
Your hand was still holding his.
“You want to stay?”
Another nod.
His expression changed. It became quieter somehow, stripped of the grin and the confidence he wore so easily around everyone else.
“Then stay.”
You sat beside him until the others came back into the room.
Quietly Yours {Dean Di Laurentis x mute!reader} Part 5
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Summary: Everyone at Briar knows Dean Di Laurentis. Nobody knows you. Not because you aren't friendly, but because people tend to make assumptions the moment they realize you don't speak. Some think you're shy. Others think you're rude. A few even assume you're deaf. You're used to correcting people with a tired smile and a note on your phone. Dean is no different...at first. Until he realizes your silence never stopped you from laughing, teasing, arguing, or caring. He starts discovering that you've always had a voice. It just isn't spoken.
Warnings: mentions of being mute, misunderstandings
By October, seeing Dean Di Laurentis walking around campus with you had stopped surprising people.
He'd meet you after lectures.
Walk you to the library.
Bring you coffee more often than either of you cared to admit.
Some days you barely exchanged ten words—spoken or typed.
Other days your phone battery suffered because Dean somehow managed to make you type paragraph-long responses to his endless questions.
He liked hearing what you thought.
Not because your answers were written.
Because they were always honest.
Dean had just finished practice when he spotted you sitting on the bleachers.
You always came a little early on Wednesdays.
The rink wasn't quiet—not with hockey pucks ricocheting off the boards and skates carving across the ice—but it was one of the few places Dean knew you'd never feel left out.
Everyone wore helmets.
Everyone relied on hand signals.
Communication wasn't just verbal.
He skated over to the glass, helmet tucked beneath one arm.
You looked up from your novel.
Dean knocked twice on the glass.
Your eyes lifted.
He grinned.
Then, with exaggerated concentration, he signed—
Hello.
You smiled.
Then signed back.
Hello.
He pointed to himself.
Very slowly.
How... are... you?
His brows furrowed in concentration.
You couldn't help smiling wider.
His grammar was a little clunky.
His movements still stiff.
But he'd clearly been practising.
You answered with slower signs so he could follow.
I'm good.
Dean managed to understand two of the three signs.
His face lit up anyway.
"I understood that!"
Coach blew his whistle from the other end of the rink.
Dean emerged from the locker room with damp hair and a hoodie pulled over his practice clothes.
"You waited."
You shrugged.
Your phone appeared in your hands.
I was reading.
"Still."
He smiled to himself.
"You waited."
You rolled your eyes, but there wasn't much conviction behind it.
As the two of you walked across campus, Dean hesitated.
"So..."
You looked at him.
"The guys are having everyone over tonight."
He rubbed the back of his neck.
"Movie night."
You raised an eyebrow.
Dean laughed.
"Okay... pizza, movie, Logan complaining about the movie, Garrett pretending he doesn't care, and Tucker cooking because apparently frozen pizza isn't good enough."
A small smile appeared on your lips.
"I wanted to ask if..."
He suddenly looked oddly nervous.
"...if you'd come."
You stopped walking.
Dean immediately panicked.
"You absolutely don't have to."
"I know parties aren't really your thing."
"This isn't a party."
"It's just us."
He realised he was rambling and shut his mouth.
You looked at him for a long moment before typing.
Quietly Yours {Dean Di Laurentis x mute!reader} Part 4
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Summary: Everyone at Briar knows Dean Di Laurentis. Nobody knows you. Not because you aren't friendly, but because people tend to make assumptions the moment they realize you don't speak. Some think you're shy. Others think you're rude. A few even assume you're deaf. You're used to correcting people with a tired smile and a note on your phone. Dean is no different...at first. Until he realizes your silence never stopped you from laughing, teasing, arguing, or caring. He starts discovering that you've always had a voice. It just isn't spoken.
Warnings: mentions of being mute, misunderstandings
By the following week, Dean had become an unexpected regular in the library.
Not because he suddenly enjoyed studying.
He absolutely didn't.
But somehow, whenever he finished practice or had a gap between classes, his feet carried him toward the old brick building tucked away on the quieter side of campus.
It wasn't long before the librarians stopped looking surprised when he wandered in.
One of them even greeted him with a knowing smile.
"Your usual table is free."
Dean blinked.
"I have a usual table?"
"You do now."
He laughed under his breath.
"Guess I do."
You were already there.
Curled up in your favourite corner beside the window, surrounded by a fortress of books that looked heavy enough to cause structural damage if they toppled over.
Dean slid into the chair opposite you.
"You planning on reading all of those today?"
You glanced at the stack before shrugging.
Then you picked up your phone.
You: Probably not.
A second message appeared.
But it makes me look intelligent.
Dean grinned.
"You are intelligent."
You narrowed your eyes playfully.
Flattery won't get you my lecture notes.
"Worth a shot."
The afternoon slipped by comfortably.
Dean worked through an essay that had been due two days ago.
You highlighted passages from a novel for your seminar.
Every now and then one of you would break the silence.
Dean with a quiet comment.
You with a typed joke or a scribbled note pushed across the table.
It felt...
Easy.
Dean wasn't used to easy.
Eventually, you packed your books away.
Dean stood with you.
"Next class?"
You nodded.
The two of you stepped outside together, the crisp autumn air replacing the warmth of the library.
Students filled the walkways between buildings.
Bicycles rolled past.
Someone was playing music somewhere across the quad.
Dean walked beside you, matching your pace without thinking.
"So, what've you got now?"
You unlocked your phone.
History of Modern Literature.
"Ouch."
You smiled.
It's actually interesting.
"I'll take your word for it."
As you approached the humanities building, a voice called out.
"Excuse me!"
The two of you turned.
A girl hurried over, clutching a notebook against her chest.
She looked flustered.
"Sorry," she said, smiling nervously at Dean instead of you. "Could you tell her Professor Lewis moved today's seminar?"
Dean opened his mouth.
Then stopped himself.
He looked at you instead.
You'd already noticed.
With practiced ease, you stepped forward and gently tapped the girl's arm to catch her attention.
She looked at you, surprised.
You pointed to yourself before lifting your phone.
A few quick taps.
You turned the screen around.
Hi. You can tell me directly.
The girl's cheeks immediately turned pink.
"Oh my gosh."
She looked mortified.
"I'm so sorry."
You smiled warmly and shook your head.
She read your phone again before speaking, this time looking only at you.
"Professor Lewis moved the seminar to Room 204."
You nodded gratefully.
Another quick message.
Thank you for letting me know.
She smiled back.
"No problem."
After another embarrassed apology, she hurried away.
Dean watched her disappear into the crowd.
Neither of you moved for a moment.
Finally, he spoke.
"Does that happen a lot?"
You looked down at your phone.
Your fingers hovered over the keyboard longer than usual.
Every day.
Dean's smile faded.
People aren't trying to be rude.
Another message followed.
They're just uncomfortable.
He frowned.
"Still."
You shrugged lightly.
I'm used to it.
Dean looked at the words for a long moment.
He didn't like them.
Not because they weren't true.
Because they sounded like something you'd had to accept a long time ago.
The seminar room was already filling when the two of you walked inside.
Professor Lewis looked up from his notes.
"Morning."
You smiled.
Dean took the seat beside you.
Halfway through the class, Professor Lewis asked everyone to split into groups of four to discuss the week's reading.
Dean, you, and two other students pushed your desks together.
One of the students—a guy Dean vaguely recognised from another elective—started talking almost immediately.
"So, I think the narrator represents—"
He stopped.
His eyes landed on you.
Then shifted awkwardly to Dean.
"Can... um... can she..."
Dean could practically see the question coming.
Can she participate?
Can she follow?
Can she contribute?
You didn't wait for him to finish.
You calmly opened your laptop and turned it towards the group.
Across the top of the screen, in large letters, was a blank document.
Your fingers flew across the keyboard.
I have a few thoughts.
The sentence appeared almost instantly.
You rotated the laptop so everyone could read.
Then you typed again.
I think the narrator is unreliable because we're only seeing events through a very biased perspective.
For the next five minutes, your fingers barely stopped moving.
Every point was thoughtful.
Every observation insightful.
The discussion changed almost immediately.
Instead of wondering whether you could contribute...
They started asking what you thought.
Dean leaned back in his chair, a smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
You hadn't needed anyone to speak for you.
You'd handled it yourself.
Just like you always did.
After class, the two of you walked out into the late afternoon sunshine.
Dean shoved his hands into the pockets of his jacket.
"You know..."
You looked at him.
"I was about to jump in back there."
You tilted your head.
He laughed sheepishly.
"I know you didn't need me to."
You smiled.
But you wanted to.
"Yeah."
He sighed.
"I hate seeing people underestimate you."
You stopped walking.
Dean looked back.
You were watching him with that thoughtful expression he'd started to recognise.
The one that meant you were choosing your words carefully.
Your thumbs moved slowly over the screen.
Thank you for wanting to.
Dean waited.
Another sentence appeared.
But if people never learn to ask me... they'll always ask someone else.
He read the words twice.
Then nodded.
"I hadn't thought of it like that."
You smiled softly.
I know.
You slipped your phone back into your bag.
For a moment, neither of you moved.
Then, without saying anything, Dean lifted his hand.
Slowly.
Carefully.
He signed the one word he knew by heart.
Friend.
It wasn't perfect.
He was almost certain he'd bent one finger the wrong way.
You stared at his hand.
Then at him.
A smile spread across your face—bright enough to steal the breath from his lungs.
You reached up.
Corrected his fingers.
And signed the word back.
This time flawlessly.
Dean felt something settle warmly in his chest.
He still had a lot to learn.
But for the first time in years, learning didn't feel like work.
It felt like getting closer to someone worth knowing.
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Quietly Yours {Dean Di Laurentis x mute!reader} Part 3
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Summary: Everyone at Briar knows Dean Di Laurentis. Nobody knows you. Not because you aren't friendly, but because people tend to make assumptions the moment they realize you don't speak. Some think you're shy. Others think you're rude. A few even assume you're deaf. You're used to correcting people with a tired smile and a note on your phone. Dean is no different...at first. Until he realizes your silence never stopped you from laughing, teasing, arguing, or caring. He starts discovering that you've always had a voice. It just isn't spoken.
Warnings: mentions of being mute, misunderstandings
Dean had always been good at learning plays.
Coach would draw arrows across the whiteboard, bark out instructions, and by the end of practice Dean could skate them in his sleep.
American Sign Language?
That was an entirely different sport.
His fingers wouldn't cooperate.
His wrists felt stiff.
Every sign looked perfect on the video until he tried to copy it.
"...Ow."
Logan wandered into the kitchen just in time to find Dean sitting at the island with his laptop open, a notebook covered in hand drawings beside him.
"What are you doing?"
Dean looked up.
"Homework."
Logan glanced at the screen.
"...Since when does English Literature involve sign language?"
Dean slammed the laptop shut.
"It doesn't."
"So..."
"So mind your business."
Logan folded his arms, grinning.
"Dude."
"What?"
"You've got flashcards."
Dean looked down.
He did, in fact, have flashcards.
One side read:
HELLO
The other showed the handshape.
Logan burst out laughing.
"Oh, this is serious."
Dean threw one of the cards at him.
"Get out."
"I'm telling Garrett."
"You tell Garrett and I'll tell Hannah about that waitress you've been texting."
Logan froze.
"...Low blow."
"It worked."
"It absolutely worked."
Logan backed toward the hallway with both hands raised.
"I saw nothing."
You were shelving books in the campus library when someone tapped lightly on the edge of the shelf.
Looking up, you found Dean standing there with two takeaway coffees balanced carefully in one hand.
He smiled.
"I come bearing peace offerings."
You pointed to yourself with a questioning expression.
He nodded.
"You."
You looked at the cups.
Then at him.
One eyebrow lifted.
"I know," he admitted. "I didn't know what you liked."
He held one cup out.
"So I bought two different ones."
Your lips curved into a smile.
Taking the sleeve from the cup, you pulled your phone from your pocket.
You: That is either incredibly thoughtful...
Dean beamed.
"...Or?"
You typed another line.
...or incredibly inefficient.
He laughed loud enough to earn a stern look from the librarian.
"Sorry."
The librarian shushed him.
You bit your lip, trying not to laugh.
Dean leaned closer, lowering his voice dramatically.
"I've been publicly humiliated."
You nodded sympathetically before typing.
You deserved it.
"I definitely didn't."
You handed him your phone.
You were loud... in a library.
"...That's fair."
The two of you settled into a quiet corner by one of the tall windows overlooking campus.
Rain pattered softly against the glass.
Students hurried across the quad below, jackets pulled over their heads.
Dean stole a glance at you while pretending to stir his coffee.
You'd taken your headphones off, resting them neatly beside your notebook.
A tiny silver ring wrapped around your thumb.
There was a faint ink smudge on the side of your hand.
Your concentration settled fully on the article you were reading.
He smiled to himself.
"You always read this much?"
You looked up.
Nodded.
Your fingers danced through a quick sign before you remembered he couldn't understand.
You reached for your phone instead.
Escaping into books is cheaper than therapy.
Dean laughed softly.
"That's... actually relatable."
You smiled.
What about you?
He leaned back.
"I grew up with an older brother and a younger sister."
You blinked.
"...Talking was survival."
Your silent laugh made his chest feel strangely warm.
A comfortable silence settled between you.
Not awkward.
Not forced.
Just...
Peaceful.
Dean had never realised silence could feel so full.
Most people rushed to fill every quiet moment with chatter.
You never did.
You let silence breathe.
And somehow, sitting beside you, Dean found himself doing the same.
He cleared his throat.
"I've... uh..."
His confidence, usually effortless, seemed to disappear.
"I've been learning something."
Curiosity crossed your face.
Dean rubbed the back of his neck.
"Don't laugh."
You immediately looked amused.
"I mean it."
You folded your arms, smiling.
He took a deep breath.
Then...
Very carefully...
Raised one hand.
His movements were hesitant.
A little stiff.
Not perfect.
But unmistakable.
Hello, How are you?
For a heartbeat, the world seemed to stop.
Your eyes widened.
Not because the sign was flawless.
It wasn't.
His palm had been angled slightly wrong.
His wrist was a little tense.
But he'd done it.
He'd learned.
For you.
Dean immediately grimaced.
"I messed it up, didn't I?"
You were already shaking your head.
Setting your coffee down, you reached across the table.
Slowly.
Giving him every chance to pull away.
He didn't.
Your fingers gently touched his hand.
His breath caught.
Without saying a word, you adjusted the angle of his wrist.
Curled one finger a little more.
Relaxed his thumb.
Then you smiled and nodded once.
Perfect.
Dean looked from his hand to your face.
"So... that was right?"
You nodded again.
A little more enthusiastically this time.
His grin spread so wide it almost hurt.
"I knew YouTube wouldn't fail me."
You laughed silently, shoulders shaking.
People turned to look, drawn by Dean's unmistakable smile rather than any sound from you.
He didn't notice.
He was too busy watching your eyes light up.
You reached for your phone.
Thank you.
Dean frowned.
"For saying hello?"
You nodded.
He looked genuinely confused.
"You don't have to thank me."
Your thumbs hovered over the screen for a moment before typing.
Most people expect me to adapt to them.
You looked up.
You came halfway.
Dean stared at the words.
Something tightened in his chest.
He'd never thought of it that way.
To him, learning a few signs had seemed like such a small thing.
To you...
It meant someone had decided you were worth the effort.
He smiled, softer this time.
"I'm planning on learning a lot more than halfway."
Your eyes searched his face, looking for any hint that he was joking.
There wasn't one.
He meant every word.
For the first time in a very long time, someone had chosen to learn your language—not because they had to.
Simply because they wanted to know you.
Outside, the rain continued to fall.
Inside the library, with a cup of cooling coffee between you and Dean's hand still resting where yours had corrected it only moments before, something quiet and wonderful began to grow.
Quietly Yours {Dean Di Laurentis x mute!reader} Part 2
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Summary: Everyone at Briar knows Dean Di Laurentis. Nobody knows you. Not because you aren't friendly, but because people tend to make assumptions the moment they realize you don't speak. Some think you're shy. Others think you're rude. A few even assume you're deaf. You're used to correcting people with a tired smile and a note on your phone. Dean is no different...at first. Until he realizes your silence never stopped you from laughing, teasing, arguing, or caring. He starts discovering that you've always had a voice. It just isn't spoken.
Warnings: mentions of being mute, misunderstandings
By the end of the week, Dean Di Laurentis had developed a habit.
It wasn't intentional.
At least, that's what he kept telling himself.
Every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, he found himself arriving at his English elective five minutes earlier than usual. Not because he'd suddenly become passionate about nineteenth-century literature, and certainly not because he was worried about missing Professor Reynolds' lecture.
It was because you always arrived early.
And somehow, without either of you ever discussing it, the seat beside you had quietly become his.
Dean dropped into the chair with a familiar grin.
"Morning."
You looked up from your laptop, the corners of your lips lifting into a small smile.
Instead of reaching for your phone this time, you raised one hand.
Dean watched as your fingers moved gracefully through a sign he didn't understand.
His smile faltered for only a second.
"...Was that 'good morning,' or did you just call me an idiot?"
Your shoulders shook with silent laughter.
You picked up your phone.
Wouldn't you like to know?
Dean clutched his chest dramatically.
"I've known you for four days and you're already bullying me."
You typed another reply.
You've survived worse.
"That's true."
He leaned back in his chair.
"Garrett hits me regularly."
You laughed again, and Dean decided—quite confidently—that making you laugh was becoming one of his favourite things.
It was different from everyone else's laughter. Softer. Quieter. It never echoed through a room, but somehow it still filled the space around you.
He found himself chasing it.
Across the room, Garrett walked in with Logan.
Logan's eyes immediately landed on Dean.
"...Seriously?"
Garrett followed his gaze and sighed.
Dean was already talking animatedly while you typed responses on your phone.
"He didn't even wait until class started," Logan muttered.
"I give it another week before he's completely whipped."
Garrett smirked.
"I'll take that bet."
The lecture passed surprisingly quickly.
Professor Reynolds split the class into pairs to analyse a passage from Pride and Prejudice.
Dean grinned.
"Looks like we're partners."
You gave him a mock look of disappointment before opening your notebook.
"You wound me."
You scribbled something before turning the page toward him.
You have approximately forty minutes to prove you're useful.
Dean laughed.
"Oh, so this is a test?"
You nodded once.
"Okay, first of all, rude."
He reached for the novel, reading through the assigned passage.
For the next twenty minutes, the two of you worked surprisingly well together.
Dean talked through his ideas while making sure to pause often enough for you to write or type your thoughts.
He noticed you preferred writing when your responses were longer.
Typing was faster for jokes.
Your eyebrows did a remarkable amount of communicating on their own.
Whenever you disagreed with him, one eyebrow lifted just slightly.
Whenever he said something genuinely clever, your eyes softened.
Whenever he made a terrible joke...
You pinched the bridge of your nose.
"You know," Dean said, "I'm starting to understand your facial expressions."
You froze.
Then slowly wrote:
Dangerous information.
"I know that look."
You tilted your head innocently.
Dean pointed.
"See? That one. That's your 'you're embarrassing yourself' face."
A smile spread across your face before you quickly looked back down at your notebook, trying—and failing—to hide it.
Dean noticed anyway.
He noticed everything.
After class, the hallway buzzed with students discussing assignments and weekend plans.
Dean walked beside you as usual.
"So... coffee?"
You considered it for a moment before typing.
Meeting Hannah.
"Hmm."
Dean nodded.
"I'll allow it."
You stopped walking.
Slowly, you looked up at him.
Then typed.
You'll allow it?
"...Poor choice of words."
You nodded as if agreeing with yourself.
Very poor.
Dean laughed.
"Can I redeem myself?"
You pretended to think.
Maybe.
"I'll take maybe."
Just then, a voice interrupted.
"Dean!"
A blonde girl jogged over, slipping her hand around his arm with practiced familiarity.
"There you are."
Dean looked surprised.
"Oh. Hey... Brittany, right?"
The girl's smile tightened for the briefest moment.
"It's Brianna."
"Right."
You watched the interaction quietly.
Not because you were jealous.
You barely knew Dean.
But because you'd seen this before.
Pretty girls.
Easy smiles.
Dean's effortless charm.
It wasn't your world.
You took a small step backwards, giving them space.
Dean noticed immediately.
"So," Brianna continued, "are you coming to Sigma Phi tonight?"
"I don't know yet."
"You should."
She finally glanced at you.
"Oh."
Her smile turned politely confused.
"Were you two talking?"
Before Dean could answer, Brianna looked directly at him instead of you.
"Can she...?"
Dean's expression changed.
Not dramatically.
Just enough that the easy grin faded.
"She can."
Brianna blinked.
"What?"
Dean nodded toward you.
"Ask her."
There wasn't any irritation in his voice.
Only certainty.
"She can answer you."
Brianna looked slightly flustered before turning to face you properly.
"Oh... sorry."
You offered her a reassuring smile and typed a quick response.
No worries. Nice to meet you.
Relief crossed Brianna's face.
"You too."
After a few more awkward pleasantries, she excused herself.
The moment she disappeared into the crowd, Dean let out a breath.
"I'm sorry."
You frowned.
For what?
"For not stopping her sooner."
You shook your head.
She corrected herself.
"I know."
He looked at you carefully.
"I just... didn't like that she looked through you instead of at you."
Your fingers hovered over your phone.
For a long moment, you didn't type.
Instead, you simply looked at him.
Really looked at him.
Most people needed reminding.
Dean hadn't.
He hadn't answered for you.
He hadn't explained your muteness like it was something to apologise for.
He had simply redirected the conversation back where it belonged.
To you.
Finally, you typed.
Thank you.
Dean smiled.
"You don't have to thank me."
I know.
Another pause.
But I wanted to.
For reasons he couldn't quite explain, those four words settled somewhere deep in his chest.
That evening, after hockey practice, Dean lay sprawled across the couch in the hockey house.
Logan wandered into the living room, towel slung over his shoulder.
"What're you doing?"
Dean quickly locked his phone.
"Nothing."
Logan narrowed his eyes.
"You've got the same guilty face you make when you steal Garrett's protein bars."
"I don't steal them."
"You absolutely do."
Dean sighed dramatically before unlocking his phone again.
On the screen was a beginner's lesson.
American Sign Language – Lesson One: Greetings
Logan blinked.
"...You're learning sign language?"
Dean rubbed the back of his neck.
"I thought... it might be nice."
Logan stared at him for another second before a slow grin spread across his face.
"You like her."
Dean scoffed.
"I've known her less than a week."
"That wasn't a denial."
Dean opened his mouth.
Closed it.
"...Shut up."
Logan laughed all the way upstairs, leaving Dean alone with his phone.
He replayed the lesson once more, carefully copying each movement.
His fingers felt awkward.
Clumsy.
Nothing like yours.
Still, he kept trying.
Because if there was even the smallest chance that one day he'd be able to greet you in your own language...