my pretty little mind(:

I sit here still thinking that tomorrow I will wake up and everything will be back to normal, that this was somehow a joke you managed to pull off, but I know that isn’t the case. There was time where you really frustrated me with some of your actions, but at the end of each day you were a friend to me and a friend to everyone that you passed. I remember you, my roommate and I hanging out in my dorm at midnight making the Siri play different music at different volumes and try and order things off of it until my roommate yelled “no don’t it actually order things!” You always asked how I was and I can’t help but think that maybe if I, or anyone asked you how you were that this somehow could’ve been prevented. It was just a few days ago you snap chatting me and making fun of the fact that my name tag was upside down. It absolutely is devastating that someone I just talked to is now taken away. Life is tough, but so were you. You had such an amazing spirit and soul and you are already missed by everyone who has meet you. I wish you knew how valued your life was to so many people, you were and still are so important to so many people, it’s heartbreaking that you felt this was your only way to escape the pain you felt. Your life was just starting and I wish more than anything it wouldn’t of ended so soon. I am privileged and honored to have gotten to know you. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to experience the amazing spirit you possessed. I hope you are no longer in pain and at peace with god and all his angels. Rest in peace.