Decadently Delicious

Oh, fuck... Oh, no! It had happened again. Hours had melted by like mere minutes in front of my computer. It was a dangerous obsession, I knew that first hand. It wasn't doomscrolling political shit, or anything as cute as games, but that incessant pull of my hypno addiction. I had kept it under control after all, at least that's what I thought, and pushed down those pink-brained thoughts of lacy panties and deepthroating cock. That was until I met you. My new roommate after the last one ditched... I usually wasn't in the habit of rooming with strangers, but hey, what was I supposed to do? Everything seemed normal enough. That was until I met you in person. I had thought that alphas and bulls were just made up bullshit for all the sissy hypnos I had watched. Apparently I was the one that was bullshit, though.

You were almost six inches taller than me, at least, with those broad shoulders and arms that definitely looked like you worked out meaning that the rest of you was probably in just as good of a shape. Immediately, my heart had fallen, but at the same time something felt like butterflies in my stomach. I looked practically effeminate next to you, with my shoulder-length brunette hair and delicate lips. Not to mention a body that said 'Cardio? Maybe?' as opposed to pumping iron like you clearly did. Still, I was too nervous to make up some excuse. Too much of a pussy. Too pathetic. Immediately, like a sense memory, frames from those videos had burst back into my mind. Worthless. A pathetic excuse for a real man. Made to be his cum dump. Did you know that too? It wasn't possible. It was too crazy to think someone like you would feel the same way... especially after you seemed so nice. It was too late, though. I couldn't get the lines from the video out of my head. Just a quick little jerk, that's all, just to clear my head. I had to call in sick to work the next morning I stayed up so late, zoned out in the blackness of my bedroom with nothing but the spirals, flashing lights, and subliminals of video after video again rotting my brain. It felt so good to be back, though, and it wasn't like you were moving in immediately. I had a whole week after all!