I.D.G.A.F.O.S

Clarissa and I are engaged...Words can't express how happy I am to be able to spend the rest of my life with her. I truly am blessed.

I'm filled with yearning and desire and its driving me so crazy right now.

How can I give her everything when I have nothing

Normally I'd fuck my frustrations away but the way this situation is looking...

Her face when she cums...

Lost my job at the restaurant. ouch. I guess it's fine. I only liked being in the kitchen so every minute I had to buss (which did sometimes happen for MANY MINUTES), I was unhappy. I also lost it for a pretty bullshit reason but that's fine too. Moved into a house in west Seattle with babe. Its a nice house but the shops around are crappy. My best friend fucked up my car. Don't worry, it'll be fixed later this week. Did I mention I have the most amazing girlfriend? I don't think I said anything about how awesome she made my birthday. She took me to a poetry slam. MY HAIR IS GONE. Omg I gotta post a pic later. Cut it all off to grow it out for dreadlocks. Yeeahhh its gonna take a while but damn I can't wait. I'm gonna be pretty fuckin sexy :P I've wanted dreads FOREVER and finally someone in my life was supportive. yeahh.... Everything in life is cool... Except for paradiso ticket prices. But ill be damned if me and babe miss paradiso. She actually enjoys edm. She enjoys spending time with me. She loves me. I love her. I'm happy guys. Thanks to all my followers who've been there for me when I was dating shitty people and who were giving me advice, telling me to keep my head up, keep living. before she found me, i was content with life. And that just makes things even better that i didn't NEED her to make me happy. I was already happy. She just adds to it. And this totally began about my life but i can't bring up my life without it becoming OUR life and relating to her. K. Done talking. Be back at an unforseeable time!