Hi There!

I have a friend I know from when we were both 6. She is the only person living nearby and so she saw me go from walking through limping to wheelchair on a daily basis. I keep her updated on my health even tho we rarely hang out anymore. She was gonna come over yesterday and I had to cancel. She asked if I can’t hang out later that day. When I said i won’t feel better later, that if I feel that bad in the morning later will only get worse she got annoyed and “joked” that I’m just finding excuses. And I was surprised, she knows all about me being disabled after all? So, a bit taken aback, I told her it’s a normal thing for me.

“But you got the diagnosis now, aren’t you better?? I thought you’ll get better now”

Now take this logic and apply it to things like ADHD, autism, clinical depression, and other less visible/divergent disabilities. You cannot think your way out of feeling.

I Miss You

I miss your voice and your bad jokes.

I miss the laugh that always makes me smile and those amber eyes that say they care.

I miss your smell and your touch. Your arms, the closest to a home I’ve ever felt.

I miss how you made me feel that night.

I miss your everything.

The best catboy there ever was 😼

I hate to do this, but Toothless has a UTI and the vet recommended a full change in diet for him. I was able to cover the cost of the vet appointment itself, but due to missing some work last month (tropical storm and covid symptom relapse) I am unable to afford the new food recommended for Toothless. I'll need about $52 to cover the cost of his first month of new food. Any donations are appreciated, but if you can't, just sharing is appreciated. Thank you

I gave Umbra a redesign, going along the same vein as Anqet’s design, except he gets a starface and little back legs to be a nuisance to boats with. He’s an abandoned catch-and-release of the Ladder when they were studying bioengineering in the Trench Stations along the rim of Hellmouth. He’s still got a dormant tracking chip floating around in his body.