Yeah I canāt remember the last time where I spoke or thought of myself in any positive way. I donāt feel myself in any way thatās even remotely good/kind/nice. I severely lack any sort of self esteem, self confidence and self compassion so damn much itās actually somewhat ridiculous. If anyone heard the things I massively overthink and say about myselfā¦š¬šš¤·š¼āāļøš¤¦š¼āāļø Canāt help but compare myself even though especially now thatās a completely unrealistic thing to do; I see that fully.š®āšØš„“ Iām just not sure how to switch of that part of me. How to stop the overthinking and telling of myself in that way. Iām just nothing. Just have nothing nice to say about myself at all. If I canāt then Idk how i canāt think and expect others to. Not that Iām special enough to even be thought of my others. Like damn who am Iššš














