theres a group of people in uni i genuinely want to invite to my biryhday because there was a genuine connection but they got sucked into the clique of some mean girls bullshit which now makes me feel like an incel every time i try hang with MY pals cause theyre fused at the hip with these bitches somehow. meanwhile i got pigeonholed into the russian speaking hoholsphere that i dont share interests with and dont even consider friends. but i know they would come instantly. i fucking hate that everything has to work this way but thats a whole nother topic, the main problem that the group includes this one ghetto bimbo that i dont even tolerate shes straight up opp. covertly though i didnt declare war to anyones face. but she can fuck off. and shes not even in uni anymore she got kicked out. but pooner is really nice to hang with and i would invite her happily but she too dropped out cause depression and now gets treated impatient. but she too is tied at the hip with the bimbo. whatever i actually think ill just invite fucking no one lmao just one friend. who has nothing to do with uni entirely. because everyone from my real gang is travelling or busy. which includes pride btw. even now i'm getting cucked by homos
