A note to myself and whoever is listening: you are beautiful. You deserve to be loved. You deserve someone who loves you as much as you love them. You deserve someone who, despite all your flaws, loves you anyways. Someone who loves you just the way you are. You deserve someone who makes your life easier. Someone who makes you wonder why you ever thought you were better off alone. You deserve someone who wants to see you achieve all your dreams because your happiness is their happiness. Someone who is willing to grow with you and build the life you dreamt of together. Someone who fears the future because one day you might not be in it. Someone who, the thought of losing you shakes them to their core. You deserve someone who stands by you through everything, the good and the bad. Someone who will fight for you until they do not need to fight anymore. Someone who understands that good things don’t come easy. You deserve someone who appreciates your effort and is willing to give you the world in return. You deserve someone who is all about you and no one else. Someone who takes care of your heart and your soul. You deserve honesty. Someone who has the courage to tell you the truth.You deserve loyalty. Someone who does not crave anyone else’s attention but yours. You deserve someone who you can pour your heart out to without feeling like you will be judged. You deserve someone who listens and understands all of you. You deserve someone who wants to spend every second of every day with you. Someone who knows what you have been through and promises to never let you go through it again. Someone who makes these promises and keeps every single one. Someone who believes you are the reason rainbows exist and the sun shines every day. If you have found this person, then hold on to them because you have truly been blessed. If not, then don’t worry. Be patient. Go with the flow. Even if the flow seems whack, go with it. What awaits you in the end is better than you could ever imagine. In the meantime learn to love yourself. Love your flaws and accept them. They make you who you are. They make you unique. Love and respect yourself first. One day, when someone does come into your life, don’t be afraid to love them. Love them wholeheartedly. Give it all you got. And if they still leave, then let them go. Don’t let them tear you apart. It’s not your fault. Their inability to love you and see what’s in front of them is not your fault. Don’t be afraid of what’s to come because someone who was meant to be yours will always stay. Be happy knowing you are a little wiser than you were before. #lessonlearned Most importantly, trust God. He really is the best of planners.
SR ♥ (via o-penbook)
