ย ย ย ย ย TO THE EYES, most people would assume that jiyong was one of those guys, the type of guy who sleeps around, gets with everyone and anyone he can, little bit of a heartbreakerย โ little did almost everybody know that he was the complete opposite. jiyong never adventured out sexually, only really knowing he wasnโt straight when he was thirteen and having kissed a few guys. nobody ever special went for him, nobody showed a decent amount of interest in him growing up, and he never had crushes on guys. sure, he thought there were many guys around him who he found attractive, but never anybody that he had a crush on. it was mostly because the majority of them had shitty personalities, and because they were straight. so when jiyong lays eyes on sangjun, he canโt help but be intrigued, be interested in the person that he was. it was odd, to be interested in someone more so than he had been ever before, as he didnโt have the knowledge of feelings or the emotional aspect of it, let alone the romantic side. all he knew when he first saw him, was that the weird feeling in his stomach was different, and jiyong kind of wanted to figure out why.
jiyong had seen many people flirt with sangjun when they were working, some being girls with way too much perfume on, boobs pushed up with a maximised bra that would sure be embarassing when they were to take it off. some being guys who would walk up to him with that beat in their walk, small smirk itching on the ends of their lips and what he can assume would be callous hands attempting to lay a hand on him. and sure, there had been the odd few times where sangjun had allowed them, causing an unsettling and fire like feeling in his stomach and body. a sight he did not want to see, yet his eyes were stuck on the scenes, almost like it was a movie and he had to see the ending. and jiyong was sure there had been at least once or twice where the elder had purposefully looked over at him behind the bar and smirked before looking back, as if it were game and he was losing. it was then, that jiyong threw the rag on the bar and told himselfย โtwo can play that gameโ. if he wanted to play dirty, jiyong could play nasty. that was when the game started between the two, them both wanting to one up the other and make each other give in. truthfully, if it was a real game, both of them would have lost, considering there has one too many times where the other has caved in and scared off whoever was hitting on the other. a simple, surprising big kiss on the lips and hands claiming what was theirโs, eyes glaring at whoever was trying to make a move and shooing them away. there was no way that sangjun would let anyone hit on jiyong, and there was certainly no way that jiyong would let anybody hit on sangjun.
each time he would head off to a secluded area of the club, jiyong would always see sangjun follow him not long after. knowing exactly what he wanted, heโd do in a matter of seconds, simply because he had that affect on jiyong. he hated that he felt so weak at the knees just by a mere glance from sangjun, or when his large, warm hands would grab jiyong, like he was claiming what was his and marking his territory. no matter what, the bartender couldnโt help nor stop the brewing feelings for the bouncer, and as much as he knew what kind of guy he was, he couldnโt help it. jiyong felt the way his eyes would burn into his back or the side of his head when someone would flirt with him as they were ordering at the bar, or the way sangjunโs aggression and sternness would seep through his words when heโd tell the customer off, requesting them to leave jiyong alone or theyโd simply be escorted off the premises. there had even been the odd few times where jiyong had witnessed near fights because some people had just been too drunk.
at this point in time, he knew he had to get an answer out of sangjun. was this just a fun little game that was more advanced than he thought? or were there genuinely some sort of feelings lost somewhere between the lines theyโd set before? jiyong glances up at him, eyes gleaming with a hint of playfulness, fingers still running against the endless bottles of alcohol as if it were the soft, pale skin of the elder.ย โshouldnโt you already know the answer to that, sir?โ he speaks, letting his lips stay open, tongue peeking out from the corner ever so slightly. he turns around, back leans against the cabinet and lets his head roll back slightly, then to the side.ย โi think,โ he starts, pushing himself off the cabinet and slowly pushes himself closer.ย โwe both know the answer to that. donโt we?โ whispers, his soft voice like a melody as he speaks, leaning in closer to the elder and lets his lips run over the skin of his jawline. letting a breathless, amused laugh leave his mouth, he moves his head back, yet still close enough that they could both feel each otherโs hot breath. he can see sangjun stepping closer, and before he knows it, his back hits the wall, cornered by the elder. jiyong grins slightly, eyes looking at sangjun as he lets one of his hands stroke his cheek.ย โi think..โ he says, hand slides down from his cheek and down his torso, fingers gently, slowly digging into the waistline of his jeans.ย โi have a faint idea who..โ words like a whisper, and then lets sangjun ghost his lips against his, jiyong pushing ever so gently so their lips are against.ย โnow, are you gonna do anything? or are you gonna be all talk, no action?โ
truth be told, sangjun had a reputation that preceded him throughout high school & college. one that revolved around with the many ( yes, many ) people he was known to sleep around with only for it to turn into a 'fling' sort of thing. no relationship, nothing else other than them sleeping around for a few times and then drifting apart. he's experienced a lot, had quite a few adventures under his belt. but things hadn't really changed since, he doesn't believe in commitment.. or well, he does but he's far too scared of it to actually persue it. he's had fleeting crushes here & there, sure. but he doesn't let them grow into anything else. that was until he'd happened to stumble on his very own coworker. it's then that he starts to let his mind wander, eyes falling onto the other's frame far more than he would ever like to admit. however, he's not stupid, he knows he's doing it. he knows that he's intrigued & entertained by everything about jiyong. it's scary as hell, but the curious side of him wants to know where it could go, if it actually went anywhere. that's when the unusual feeling started to form in the pit of his stomach, but instead of running... he finds himself sticking put.
there had been too many times that sangjun had watched people who probably didn't even know jiyong's name hit on him & flirt with him over and over and over again. though it usually isn't quite as bad as this, it's usually just a casual look or some tiny smirk. it's never this bold, never waved right in front of sangjun's face like this. however, he can't really talk... he's had people flirt with him when he's on his shift. most of the time it was drunken people who's friends sangjun had to kick out due to whatever reason, leaning up against him with some stupid grin stitched across their features but sangjun usually just ignored it. brushing them off with a 'i'm on the clock' or 'i'm not interested'. he's never really let them believe that they had a chance with him because well? not a lot of people did.. just due to the fact that he didn't like commitment as much as he did. that and he was overly distracted with jiyong to care. he knew that jiyong did the same, didn't show a ton of interest in any of the people that would flirt with him, but it doesn't stop the bouncer's blood from boiling under his skin.. having to resist the urge to grab them by the collar of their shirts only to toss them out of the bar & ban them for a few weeks.
there was a small part of sangjun that had a feeling the other often wandered off to secluded areas just to be followed by the bouncer.. though he doesn't know that for sure, so he doesn't like to assume. it quickly became this game that sangjun loved to play, following behind the other only to find their 'tasks' they'd supposedly set out to do were nothing more than mere excuses to go run into each other within the confines of somewhere private. hands quickly pulling one another closer, lips finding each other's soon after. not only that, but honestly, sangjun liked to be able to mark the other up & send him back out into his shift with the marks that were made by him and him alone. sending the bartender back out so that the world could see that the other was taken... or at least in a sense. he wanted people to see that, he wanted them to just take the hint and leave jiyong alone. he would always have the most smug look on his face whenever the strangers got to see the marks he'd made, their faces contort into confusion as they finally backed off.
but their game wasn't just a game anymore, it hadn't been for months.. or at least not on sangjun's side of things. he has a feeling that the other feels the same way, he wouldn't have continued to allow the bouncer to follow him into seclusion, allowing sangjun to mark him up. the game has started to become so much more, so interested in the other that even if he wanted to, he couldn't get away from the other. sangjun was intoxicated by everything that had to do with jiyong & he never wanted it to end. that's another reason he'd followed the other down into the cellar in the first place. "you are playing with fire, jiyong.. you know that." it comes out as a slight growl, fingertips digging into the other's waist, pushing him even further into the shelf behind him. "i asked you for a reason, don't try to play it off like i don't know." he continues, breath causing his chest to heave up and down at an alarming rate. "we do, don't we?" sangjun retorts with a slight chuckle, nod of his head soon following after before he finds his forehead resting against jiyong's. it's far too soft to be action that comes from sam, but it does anyways... and he doesn't mind it at all.. doesn't mind letting jiyong see that side of him though most don't get to see at all. "we both know and yet we choose to hide within the confines of the cellar and other private places." he continues, brow raising as he watches the other's hand slink down from his cheek, down his chest, slender fingers digging into sam's waistband and the bouncer lets out a small groan, leaning further into the other's body. "now why is that, hm, baby boy? why is it that we constantly seem to meet alone in the dark?" the elder breathes out, lips dropping from jiyong's to brush against the other's jawline, teeth digging into the tender flesh ever-so-slightly. "is that so? then why don't you tell me. refresh my memory." he starts, nipping a small red mark into the other's neck with a slight smirk. "if i choose to mark you and then leave you desperate and wanting more, that's not 'no action', now is it?"