I've decided it was better for me to put my dev stuff in a side-blog, so that I can freely comment/like/reblog stuff from other creators and personal interests on my main here. I should have thought about this before but I'm a bit of a scatterbrain 😭😭
The url is the same actually, https://yannysif.tumblr.com - rather I've changed the url of the main(now personal) blog, so new followers should be directed to the new blog, and hopefully you guys who're following me on here see this and move onto there! I will probably still reblog some posts from the dev blog here, but it'll be mixed with other things so you're free to unfollow me on this account!
I'll give it a week so people have the chance to see this and move, before I start using this like a personal blog. I'm keeping the original posts on here too so it won't go missing/you can still find it if you liked/reblogged it before.
I know asks work on separate blogs, so it's activated on the new blog. Not entirely sure how commenting works... I guess sideblogs can't comment so I'll have to use this account to reply to you guys? Hopefully it doesn't get too confusing and the Lucien pfps let you know it's me eitherways 😭😭
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Hey, this is gonna be long, I'm putting most of it under the cut. This post is about the recent firing of VellMori from Project Moon, I know that it warrants some tags for triggers, but I have no idea what's commonly used, so if I miss something, please tell me.
Additionally, I have written this up in a way that if it escapes the target audience of Project Moon fans, it can still be understood, so with that in mind, there will be Library of Ruina spoilers.
The tl;dr for those who don't wanna read the full thing is that Project Moon was put in a very bad position with some violent extremists targeting them and that I'm not happy about any of what happened.
So, for those unaware, Project Moon has fired VellMori, the CG artist for Limbus Company. Now, a not inaccurate statement that can be made from this is "Project Moon fired a woman for being a feminist" but this is... somewhat reductive. Let's immediately get out of the way that VellMori did absolutely nothing wrong. Some people have said she is a TERF. I've seen no evidence of this. Some people have said she wished death on all men. I've seen no evidence of this.
What I HAVE seen is that VellMori thinks sexual abuse is bad. Now, why would this lead to a firing? The short answer is that a bunch of violent incels, one of which was literally dressed as a clown, came knocking at their office doors.
See, Limbus Company has a "beach" event coming up. In this event, we are getting a water themed outfit for two of the characters, one male and one female. For Sinclair, the guy, he has been given an EXTREMELY slutty mechanic's outfit. For Ishmael, the woman, she has been given a very skintight wet suit outfit. Now, I wanna take care to note that VellMori is the CG artist - she had no hand in these designs, a man made them. I would also like to mention that both outfit designs are amazing, and I will be including them at the end of this post for reference.
Now, upon revealing the wet suit design for Ishmael, a bunch of whiny incels on what is basically Korean 4chan got upset that Ishmael, instead of being in a bikini as is usual for gacha games, was wearing a wet suit. Nevermind that the designs in Limbus Company have always been conservative and that the Sinclair design is the most skin we've ever seen and it's just an open shirt. Again, the wet suit is still super revealing, it's skin tight and this is literally the first design of her that doesn't make her look flat chested. They're not rioting over the lack of sex appeal, they're specifically mad that it's not a bikini.
The incels come to the conclusion that the lack of any skin being shown on Ishmael's outfit is a result of evil feminism. No, I'm not exaggerating. They initially begin harassing the artist who is actually responsible for drawing the outfits, but upon learning that he is a man, set their sights on VellMori because she's a woman, and being an artist is good enough I guess. What they do from here is they start digging and digging and digging on VellMori's twitter, making use of archived pages because many of the "offensive" tweets had been deleted.
I'd like to take a moment to point out that VellMori never actually tweeted anything out here - it was all retweets from a 4-6 year old archive, and retweets that have been long deleted. These retweets contain such transgressive statements as "I'm sick of misogyny" and "If being against patriarchy makes me antisocial, then so be it" and just... mirroring back to men what those men were saying to women. Some people would like to have you think she was calling for death to all men. She wasn't. She ALSO retweeted all this stuff while she was a teenager and well before she worked for Project Moon.
Nonetheless, the incels had decided that feminism was the reason Ishmael had a wet suit and not a bikini and they had found a feminist working for Project Moon. It is at this point that we must take a brief detour and talk about Library of Ruina, Project Moon's previous game.
See, in Library of Ruina, one of the protagonists, Angela, has this whole arc about escaping her abuser and becoming a human. Yes, she is literally a robot, but Project Moon isn't exactly a stranger to symbolism in their stories and a feminist reading of Angela is ridiculously easy. The main antagonist in Library of Ruina is Argalia, the Blue Reverberation, and his crew is called the Reverberation Ensemble. Every member of the Reverberation Ensemble is a violent lunatic who each want to reinforce the status quo in their own unique shitty way. In addition to this, typically in order to reach the titular Library, you would need to be invited. The Reverb Ensemble are the "uninvited guests", the ones who managed to reach the Library and knock down the door without an invite.
Why am I talking about this? Well, the incels decided to start calling themselves the Reverb Ensemble, and referring to each other using names of the Reverb Ensemble members such as Pluto, Elena, and Oswald. Having taken on the moniker of the uninvited guests, they then showed up to Project Moon's office to protest. Over the lack of a bikini. Now, remember how I mentioned someone was dressed up as a clown? One of the Reverb Ensemble members, Oswald, is a clown with an extremely tenuous grip on reality. So much so, that his ideal world is one in which there is no meaning whatsoever. That is the character they chose to dress up as. This is either a case of extreme self awareness or extreme self unawareness.
Eventually, the incels were let into the office possibly as a form of damage mitigation to prevent the crowd of protestors from getting any bigger. This was a questionable decision, but they had a group of violent incels at their doorstep either way, and I don't exactly have full details on this. Regardless, Project Moon had on their hands a group of violent protesting incels, who they felt compelled to let into the building, and who had demands including the firing of their feminist employee.
So while "Project Moon fired a woman for being a feminist" isn't inaccurate it also isn't the full picture. More appropriately, it'd be "Project Moon fired a woman because a group of violent incels who weren't satisfied with a form fitting wet suit instead of a bikini showed up to their office demanding that an artist who did not make the wet suit design be fired because she retweeted some feminist stuff 5 years ago while she was a teenager".
I'm not happy with this. None of this is good. People are allowed to be feminists, and Project Moon stories have always presented progressive ideas to anyone with half a brain to do some basic literary analysis. I can understand why they would cave to the demands of people who were threatening them and showed up to their actual place of work, but at the same time, that's someone's livelihood gone and proof that in the future, the same sorts of people can use the same sorts of tactics to bully Project Moon into doing whatever they want. All of this sucks.
For those who would like to see the retweets in question alongside translations: https://twitter.com/danghwangs/status/1683884236888223744
And for people who would like reference as to what the artworks these incels were up in arms about, Ishmael in the wet suit and Sinclair in the mechanic's outfit.
I have never hated a fictional character more than I do Oberon at this moment.
Why? He came home right?
WRONG!! I dragged him home out of pure spite - that's the 330 pity right there, him appearing at the very last slot is just salt in the wound.
Never in my entire life did I think I'd EVER do an fgo pity - 330 sounded like a ridiculous amount to save up but turns out that was exactly how much untapped resources my account had (I like to leave free quests and milestone rewards alone as emergency funds and that's exactly what happened here)
This reminds me why I left fgo 2.5 years ago, I want to quit again already. Only reason I bothered getting Oberon (and Koyanskaya) was to enable my favorite, Ereshkigal, my wife, love of my life, to be viable again in speedier buster comps. I would do anything for her and that's what I'll chalk this travesty to. My saving grace is the fact I haven't spent a dime on this game at least.
Dropping some Hong Lu fanart because I did not know I needed a Magical Girl Fisherman Hong Lu until PM brought him into existence. He is literally perfect, can't wait to see the ""summer"" event soon.
On that note, good time to remind this is now a personal account, and my gamedev account is over at yannysif! If you don't want to see me post about personal interests like this then feel free to unfollow this account!
Sooo I know I disappeared for a bit again, but this time I was basically doing my own shonen protagonist training arc - been consuming a TON of tutorials and practicing in general, only a few of them are even remotely worth sharing, like this one! I'm not very happy with it, but at the same time, I put in too much effort to let it go to waste so I thought, why not attach a drabble with this because I need to practice my writing alongside my art too..
And so here's a short story of sorts that would take place in the prologue (it won't be exactly like this in-game since I'll have choices and variations to incorporate) hope you enjoy!
"Would you like to dance?"
You look at Lucien as if he's grown an extra head, as he extends his hand to you, waiting. The two of you were taking a stroll in his gardens after dinner, and you were in-between feeling at peace in the environment, and incredibly nervous as you were walking alongside Lucien Lockhart, trying to wrap your head around the fact that he was no longer just your favorite character beyond a screen, he was living, breathing, right next to you, you.
You were quietly taking in the foliage under the moonlight, reveling in the novelty of it, never having had the chance to see such a gorgeous garden at night (but really, everything was new when you were in an entirely different world) when he sprung the question on you.
You could feel his quiet amusement to your reaction, as you stare holes into the palm of his hand, wondering if it was worth taking it, to risk making a completely fool out of yourself in the process, in front of him, and so soon after meeting him? No, you couldn't-
"You are always welcome to say no, please don't feel pressured to do anything you don't want to."
Doesn't that just lay on the pressure even more!? But as you look at him and his gentle expression, like you could do no wrong, it felt easier to go along with it. And the moment you placed your hand in his, you felt it was the right choice seeing his face light up from that action alone.
He gently pulls you into position, one hand still holding yours, the other on your waist. He looked for all the world, content, as if it was enough for him just to hold you, have you near. He gives you one last questioning look, silently asking if it's alright to keep going. You can't back out now; you give him a nod, not trusting your voice.
It took all of 2 seconds to step on his foot. Oh this was a terrible idea what were you thinking-
You were brought out of your down-spiral by the sound of your name, prompting you to look up, at his face, his ever present smile when he's near you, immediately providing you with reassurance.
"Don't overthink it, just trust me."
Trust him.
Wasn't that a lot to ask from someone who's practically a stranger? But then again, maybe you weren't. After all, the two of you knew about the other this whole time, when you assumed it was a one-way street. In fact, you think he knows you better (knows you well, too well) than most of the people in your life. You could see it in all the little considerations he made for you in your short time together.
So you couldn't help but want to trust him.
You take a deep breath to ground yourself, and as you do, you could hear music drifting in the air, faint, but present. It was from the musicians Lucien had hired to play during dinner (to welcome you, he explained, when you said it was a bit too much fanfare for someone like you. He promises the next dinner onward would be simpler, for you. You couldn't help but feel a little wonder, at the assured promise of future dinners spent together, like it was only natural.)
So they were still playing, you hadn't noticed from your nervousness, but it made it feel a little less awkward to have some music to dance to.
You set your shoulders, resolute, as you gaze back at Lucien. He gives you a knowing smile, and begins to move again.
Trust him.
And so you do. You let yourself loosen up, trusting him to lead, to go where he pushed and pulled. It takes a moment, but soon the two of you fall into a rhythm, dancing to the music, and soon everything else fell away. You couldn't help the smile that tugged at your lips; you were doing it, you were dancing! And when Lucien smiles back at you, eyes filled with nothing but pride and admiration for you, you could feel happiness swell from within you.
"I'm going to spin you, ok?"
The next moment, he gently pulls your arm up and leads you in a twirl, and you couldn't help but feel a little silly(a little giddy) as you enact a scene you could only imagine before.
"Once more"
That was all the warning you get when this time, he lets go of your hand to instead place both on your waist. You couldn't help the gasp ripped out of you when he lifts you for a spin, impossibly stronger than he appeared, but soon devolved into delighted laughter as you grab his shoulders, weightless in the air.
You've never felt freer than you did at this moment.
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In other words, I was practicing anatomy with him and ended up with something kinda obscene!? I felt embarrassed while drawing this LOL so not used to this yet
It's not too bad all things considered BUT this is a good time to mention any minors or accounts with no age in bio will be blocked! I'll generally be more lenient with such things because I probably won't post anything explicit any time soon but I'd still want this to be a minor-free space regardless.
Reminder that the dev blog has moved to this side-blog! You are free to unfollow this one as it is gonna be more of a personal account.
Also to add on, please don't follow if you're a minor! Go enjoy some fluff because you have your whole life ahead of you to enjoy dark and horny stuff after you turn 18 and then eventually go back to wanting fluff anyways (totally not what happened to me, nope)
I just realized I've never really done something like this before, and its a good time as any to mention it during pride month so here it is!
Lucien is panromantic demisexual! Though really, the only person he ever liked and would be attracted to is 'you'. His relationship with Rosalind was something he was programmed to feel, rather than a result of his actual feelings.
Also the little gremlin on his shoulder is me, hello
Took a break today because - I've been completely hooked on this game called Limbus Company, their storytelling and world building is absolutely insane and they dropped the last part of the chapter that focuses on one of my favorite sinners and whew it completely stole the energy out of me but it was worth it....
If you like dark plot lines that focus on dystopian corporate greed then this is the game for you.
Warning tho, it really does go some dark places at times, and gameplay has gore but imo its kinda cartoony so it's not too bad. The sfx though, can only be described as wet and chunky, crazy.
I aspire to reach this level someday...
Anyways, will get back on track again tomorrow!
Also, daily reminder the dev blog has moved to a side-blog and this one is gonna be a more personal one!
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Today's drawing is a bg wip! I can share this one because it's not spoilery. Perspective is HARD but somehow the sketch looks alright. But everyone knows lineart is the hardest part hahaha.... 😔
I'm no background artist, but I have about 6 bgs to do for day 1 alone (and that's not including day/night variations)... I'm gonna keep trying my best to keep with it but honestly, if I feel its way too much of a pain to do, I might just use some free assets instead so the whole creation process goes much faster. The issue is finding the exact aesthetic I want for the setting...
I'm trying to not be too hard on myself; My plan is to get a working game going so people can enjoy the story at least, and then ultimately redo all the assets in the future when my skills have improved. Even so, kinda hard to beat some sense into a life-long perfectionist 🥲
Reminder the dev blog for yanduke has moved to my side-blog!
Make sure to follow that one, you're free to unfollow the current one as it'll be used to mainly reblog and interact with other creators and interests
a bunch of doodles i did bcs i recently replayed “isekai-ed into the arms of a yandere duke” by @yannysif !! lucien is so pretty i just wanna tease him <33
Doodles of the day! Please accept the low quality offerings for now, it's all I have energy for atm 😭
It's been a while since I sketched Lucien, I missed him.
Lower left sketch was a result of trying different ways to draw faces, mixed feelings on it. The imagery is him looking down on someone like they're an insect. I personally like the simplest style best for sketches but I should practice drawing more detailed stuff.
Trying to draw MC also brought up a lot of questions for me - mainly how would players want to see them? Fully blank model? Should have clothes + hair but no face? I should probably do some kind of poll soon.
So, so sorry for disappearing off the face of social media the last 2 months; I've been having a hard time lately and feeling really burnt out - not because of the game but because of my irl situation not letting me focus on things I actually want to do.
Long story short, still on the hunt for a decent paying job because that's actually really hard to do in my country. Which in turn makes me feel guilty when I try to do anything other than working on my professional portfolio, ie, work on the game, do personal drawings, etc because I'm not actively contributing to supporting the family.
Been in stasis the past 2 months, not really able to do neither what I need to do nor what I want to do, but I decided it's time to just stop thinking and guilting myself, and just do what I CAN do, because really that's all anyone can do.
So hopefully, I try and post some random game-related drawings over the upcoming week so I can try and get back into the flow of things and be consistent, on top of the work side of things.
I really wanted to get the 1st chapter done in time by the end of the otome jam but it might be too late for that? But at least it IS happening, and who knows maybe I can crunch it in by then (no promises though)
I'm still super grateful to the people who are still interested in the game and patient with me, thank you so much for sticking with me 😭😭Your comments on the game page really make my day, I've saved them in a folder on my laptop so I can look at them anytime.
Really want things to just finally work out, wish me luck!
Ooooh my gosh, Lucien looks so cute in your style!! They both somehow look good in each other's clothes?? I love it, also I love the way you draw clothes, it looks so nice and natural, I aspire to reach this level someday!!
Also I absolutely love the edit, that was definitely the vibes we were giving off that day XD
Thank you so much for this (I think Lucien's first ever fanart? Can I call it fanart...) it made my day!
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I drew this one for Valentine's day, but I was a day late in finishing it so I just. Decided to make Feb 15th his birthday. It just seemed fitting somehow.
The last ask made me realize I didn't post some of the art on here like the dumdum I am so... here's the little art I did for a milestone, though by now the downloads have hit 2k which is crazy, and followers almost doubled on itch so thank you so much for that!!