Dollette

Not proof read. Apologies for any errors .

Yandere fan who more or less was either really lonely and had no one, no goal, nothing to look forward to or was very much drowned in work related activities to have any hobbies outside of go to work, pay bills , sleep repeat.

One day out late he just stumbles upon a bar that was having a very late “open mic night/performance” and decides hey why not, and goes in to see what’s in store not like he has plans right ?

YanFan waits a while but as soon as he sees you. BOOM he felt like he was looking at a goddess. Everytime you made eye contact with him it felt like you were shooting at his heart. You lit up the stage like you were born to be there.

YanFan decides to stay till your performance is over since you were having a meet and greet and to his surprise you were very friendly and doing your best to connect to the crowd go-ers who came( which was maybe 15 to 20 people).

Eventually you parted ways but not before taking a photo with him and giving it to him, the whole experience was one to remember . It was his first ever idol concert and meet and greet, he was able to meet such a cute girl, got a photo with her , and you even gave him a nickname…can you believe you’re already on nickname terms ???

It finally felt like for once he had something to look forward to everyday ! After meeting you he wasted no time finding all your socials , finding your small fan club, and finding out when your next performances were ! YanFan soon became one of the people in the front row and almost always in the front of the line at your meet in greet!

He went from having nothing to having you ! The more you grew into the star he knew he were, the more merch he was able to get of you ! Eventually his entire room was posters , fans , pins , clothing , hell he even had a life size cutout of you ! He had no issue dropping money for you but…once again, the more popular you became the more people were starting to notice you . Tickets for concerts went up, merch became harder to find , and your meet and greet became even stricter ! How terrible!

YanFan then realized something…yes you were an up and coming idol…yes it was becoming harder to see you…BUT, you still lived in the same city. If he wanted to see you all he had to do was find you, right ? On days off or maybe when you’re out doing idol work. He could see you in moments no one else would, yeah yeah! In his mind this was a great idea.

It took a lot of research , even having to pay some people online but hey! You give people enough money they’ll find anything for you ! He learned your current address, your phone number , your work schedule ! It felt like he was in heaven !

YanFan wasted no time, making sure he wore clothes that helped him blend in he started slowly popping in your life. It started slowly, a little just showing up when you were at work. Acting as if he was just a passer by on his phone but really trying to sneak photos and videos of you. Then he felt a little brave and started going to your house and just waiting all day to see you walk in and out…just to make sure you got home safe.

Wouldn’t it be crazy if he….idk started sending you small messages out of no where ?

“I saw you today…you looked so cute in outside clothing.”

“You worked really hard practicing ! I managed to take the towel you used to wipe your sweat ! New drink haha…”

“It’s too dangerous for a cutie like you to be out !”

YanFan hopes you’re getting his messages and even if you don’t reply as long as you know he’s always there that’s all that matters !

It really gets worse when you start doing live streams to talk to your OTHER fans. He was always the first one to join the stream, first to comment, send gifts, anything for you to see him. His user name is even :

(Y/N)ONLYREALFAN

So not much to your surprise seeing this random number start texting you saying such odd and uncomfortable things even though management tells you to ignore it it’s quite hard. It’s even harder when another creep on your live streams comments very odd…things. Always the first person to greet you and at first it was super sweet but it soon just became too weird.

(Y/N)ONLYREALFAN:

“Doll…good evening….always first for you !”

(Y/N)ONLYREALFAN:

“Have you ate ? Have you’ve been sleeping good ? I can send food to your location !”

(Y/N)ONLYREALFAN:

“I had a dream that I came to your house and you put on a special show for me….! Dreams do come true Tehe….

(Y/N)ONLYREALFAN:

(Y/N)…I know you see these ! My doll is such a cutie….”

Like clock work right at 8 PM. He was sitting down in front of his desk. His computer was the only light illuminating the room. He had his headphones connected and a blank expression on his face. His eyes stared at the white screen waiting for it to load. This was routine for him. Every Thursday he’d find himself at the same seat, on the same website in a waiting queue with a bunch of people like him. Soon a count down appeared going from ten to one. The closer it got to one the more his face was starting to beam.

“Three…”the smile on his face grew bigger.

“Two…” His eyes grew wider.

“One…” His face burned red as the video loaded.

An upbeat intro began playing as it soon phased out he let out a slight pant seeing who was on his screen.

On the other end, you were sitting down on a black plush couch, wearing a very frilly ruffle dress. Your hair in pigtails and wore the biggest smile on your face as you waved at the camera in front of you. You were an up-and-coming idol that was finally getting noticed and seen! Your eyes darted from the camera to the comments starting to pop up on your live stream. It only made you more excited as the number of viewers kept rising.

“Ahh hello hello everyone! “ You beamed, talking to the audience.

Megastar124:

“Hiiiii!!”

(Y/N)pairofshoes:

“(Y/N)!!!! Album when !!!!”

Twoshoes22:

“(Y/N)! Good Job earlier today at your show !”

Comments flooded greeting you and trying to get your attention,and you adored every second of it.

“Hello my cuties! Thank you so much for the support. I had a blast performing today! All those who came, mwuah! One of you got hit with my love beam today aha…” You leaned in and blew a kiss to the camera and silly wink after, doing all you can to be overly cutesy.

This made the boy’s face burn hotter than it was. His shaking hand brought to his chest the kiss. It…It had to be directly for him right?....He wasn’t crazy? You knew how much of a tough day he had and now you’re blowing him a kiss?!...His heart couldn’t take it.

“What a doll, she is!” He cried out. He wasted no time getting ready to send you a comment hoping you’d read it and notice him, most times you never did but it never hurt to try!

(Y/N)ONLYREALFAN:

Everyday you look so beautiful. Sad I didn’t see you with my own eyes, maybe tomorrow….

He watched as you were trying your best to read the comments as much as you could, the corner of his smile twitched seeing your eyes dart to his comment. Just for a moment you looked…uncomfortable….

“She noticed me…my doll….my doll…” he mumbled to himself

It wasn’t like you haven’t noticed him before…you just chose not to. In his mind, it was due to management. Which, he does get but they can’t take away what you do to him or how he met you . .