take care

the humbling realisation i’ve always been kinda ugly if that’s the way i feel right now but there was once a time i was externally gassed up in beauty to the point i believed it and i could have it for myself again if only i learn to love myself without training wheels

just woke from a dream where i was skating down a road by the ocean at sunset with the coolest girl i briefly met 1 month prior to lockdown. so many specific joys of my past life just amalgamated together in one dream. happy to be alive right now if only to dream.

despite what will linger as patriarchy lives on my prediction is the ozempification of it all will fade in about 5 years following a wave of death of public figures as a result of chronic malnutrition and the realisation that who remains will have no choice but to eat or be eaten and then we’ll have about 5 years of body positivity and wrap back around with an entirely new harmful method and repeat