syou

Being this desperate for somebody to talk to me is so pathetic holy shit

I can't make friends at school, my notifications list is always so empty, this isolation is so painful I can't take it anymore, my heart is aching

I knew it was coming and yet it still hurts so bad. What can I do anymore

Everything hurts so bad I can't take it anymore. Why couldn't I love him too

I'd ruined things with the only person who truly cared so much. I feel so disgusted with myself. I don't think things can be fixed

If I could love, would he stay?

I feel like such a monster for not being able to love and it's eating at me inside until I feel completely hollow

Everything is falling apart and it's all my fault. He's found someone else

Should probably kill mydelf orvdeletr my acount oh mygglfddd

Iwasnt ready to talk oh mgod why did they haveto say these thihfgds

In the end I'll always be the one comforting the other side at my lowest

Absolutely love how people are treating me like absolute shit, hitting me and insulting me, I feel so accepted and appreciated here hahahahahaha so funny you guys hahahaha ugh

Did all of that sincerity mean nothing

You become what you fear, they say

Uuuug. I feel sick I feel siicckk