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To our Dearest Deputy,

Today is 15th day of April and again I am writing here. Never do I imagine I am writing letters twice in a row in the span of 15 days. I never imagine for this day to come this fast. I am still adjusting with Jinwoo then you caught me off guard. I still havent felt the reality with the activities and filmed videos being released one by one. Everyday we still have new contents to be happy about. Then you missing some schedules really made me think if you are preparing for this but on the back of my mind I was thinking maybe it will still take months but no it was four days. Four days.

It makes me wonder during the time you went on VLive almost everyday, did you know it was this soon?...

I am used to seeing notifications on my phone and expecting you will come out on the screen. You spent hours and hours just to entertain us. You gave us contents that would make us satisfied. Now what will happen to us. It looks like its about time for me to re watch your previous vlive.

I know 2022 will just come fast. But we will greatly miss your presence. Your presence makes every little thing extraordinary. You are a bundle of ideas. I cant wait for 2022 to come for your ideas to explode.

Just as you said in your letter, we will see you our not so baby lion when your 31.

xoxo,

Eli

If you see this post, click on this video. 

Worth watching, enjoying the music and the MV at the same time. 

Dear My Bias,

It was a night in September 2013 while I was watching the first episode of WIN, I caught glance of you. As a YG stan at that time, I started to watch the show without bias. Upon watching you, your story, I felt something and from that moment on I know I will root for you and Team A. 

Throughout the years I always say how proud I am of your growth. From the boy lacking in confidence in WIN to the guy who made a debut with Call Anytime. I was a witness of how different (in a positive way) you became from pre-debut to your solo debut. There are many times I felt surprise on what you can do; way beyond what I expect that you can do. I never thought a quiet guy like you will be able to pull off variety show, not once or twice but many times. I am quite sure there are many other things that you can do. 

I am writing this April 1, the night before the day we all have anticipated but always wish it would not come sooner. In 2019, I thought that was it. But fortunately, we were given the chance to see you - Solo Promotions and Concert. Janaury 25, 2020 will always be remarkable for me. Thank you for looking back and getting my letter. I hope you read it even though it was english. I hope it gave you .00000000001 strength. I told you on the letter that I will wait for you. Yes, ofcourse 2 years is just short and after that you are no longer tied with anything. I hope your worries will be less by that time and I hope you will be able to fulfill your wish to become an actor. 

Just like how hesitant you are when turning off your vlive.. We are like that now. I know we cannot hold you forever but still we want to stay with you longer.

Jinwoo ah.. be strong, stay healthy and take care lets count days together. 4,3,2,1,0 💙

xoxo, 

CALL_ANYTIME ( 또또또)

I am not really sure when I started making wishes for Winner but I think this is my fated 4th time??! Anyway, for every year, fortunately, many of my wishes for Winner come true. Just last year I wished for Full Album Comeback, yes Everyday was the answer; then a World/Asia Tour, check, Everywhere was the answer; Variety show, check; Re-discovery of Seunghoon: big check; Commercial: check, etc.

Although some did not happen such as drama for Jinwoo and Seungyoon and awards, I am so happy for every little things Winner achieved this 2018.

Here am I now making my little list of wishes for Winner in 2019:

1. Solo song/album for Jinwoo, Seunghoon and Seungyoon: I hope their solo songs would be released so that they can sing their own songs during their concert

2. Two comebacks for Winner: Comeback can be both stressful for Winner, meeting the expectation of people for them, and Innercircle, due to streaming activities, but I always wish Winner can release more songs, songs that they are proud of and for them and everyone to be less stressful of the results and just enjoy the new music.  

3. Drama for Seungyoon and Jinwoo: I want this to happen especially to Jinwoo, his look is perfect for dramas and I don’t want that to be wasted

4. Variety Shows: I wish Seunghoon will be regular host/MC of a variety show and more guesting for all Winner members. Although they are already visible on several shows, I hope their guesting will be regular even them without promotion of new album/ song

5. Commercial: I love how Winner is taking new endorsement/ CF every now and then but I hope they would grab more and become more visible in this field.

6. Encore Tour: Winner is coming to North America for their concert tour but I hope they would do another tour in Asia as encore, not just because I want them to have continuous work but I wish to see them again in concerts

2018 is such a remarkable year for my fangirl life cause I have seen Winner in person not just once but twice. Hopefully I can share my fangirl anecdote in another post.