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if there were to be an impending apocalypse situation -that 3i Atlas comet is about to hit Jupiter and its gravitational wave from the explosion is going to destroy earth somehow- then i would get on the phone so fast and call you, and tell you that i fucked up, and that im sorry, and that i still love you ... then i wonder if i should just do that anyway, being thats how i really feel and cant shake it as much as ive tried ...

You don't gotta say it, I know you ain't stayin' over And I won't even mention the fact that you're never sober I never know which side I'm gonna get tonight And the closer we get, the less I think I know you

But you're just my type The kind that only calls me late at night You can't decide if you'll be yours or mine I hate to say it, but you're just my type Yeah, you're just my type, yeah, yeah

Just my type Yeah, you're just my type, yeah, yeah Just my type Yeah, you're just my type, yeah, yeah

And I'm foolin' myself, 'cause I know that I'll never change ya But you told me the truth, so I guess I can't really blame ya No, you're not the one, but you're all I want, yeah People say I'll get hurt, I don't know what they're so afraid of

But you're just my type The kind that only calls me late at night You can't decide if you'll be yours or mine I hate to say it, but you're just my type Yeah, you're just my type, yeah, yeah

Just my type Yeah, you're just my type, yeah, yeah Just my type Yeah, you're just my type, yeah, yeah

But you're just my type The kind that only calls me late at night You can't decide if you'll be yours or mine I hate to say it, but you're just my type Yeah, you're just my type, yeah, yeah

Yeah, you're just my type (oh, I hate to say it, but you're) Yeah, you're just my type, yeah, yeah Just my type Yeah, you're just my type, yeah, yeah

Look at me now Said I wouldn't do it, but I hunted you down Know you had a girl, but it didn't work out Know you bought a house, but you had to move out and

I'm not proud Guess I'm just scared of you shooting it down You can just talk, and I'll stare at your mouth It could be bad, but I wanna find out

And I wake up In the middle of the night With the light on And I feel like I could die 'Cause you're not here And it don't feel right 'Cause you're not here

God, I'm actually invested Haven't even met him Watch this be the wrong thing Classic God, I'm jumping in the deep end It's more fun to swim in Heard the risk is drownin', but I'm gonna take it I'm gonna take it

Isn't it fun? Thinking I'm right when I'm probably wrong Holding my breath like I met someone Knowing damn well that I haven't been touched by you

In my head You're in the car and You're coming to me and You get to my door and You can't even speak but I think that it's sweet Yeah, I think that you're sweet

And I wake up In the middle of the night With the light on And you're not here

God, I'm actually invested Haven't even met him Watch this be the wrong thing Classic God, I'm jumping in the deep end It's more fun to swim in Heard the risk is drownin', but I'm gonna take it

I'm gonna bend 'til I break and You'll be my favorite mistake I wish you could hold me here, shakin' You're the risk, I'm gonna take it Why aren't you here in my bedroom? Hopelessly boring without you Too soon to tell you "I love you" Too soon to tell you "I love you"

God, I'm actually invested Think I really want this I'm not even kidding No, I'm actually invested Haven't even met yet Wish that I was kidding I'm not, and I hate it

God, I'm actually invested Haven't even met yet Watch this be the wrong thing Classic God, I'm jumping in the deep end It's more fun to swim in Heard the risk is drownin', but I'm gonna take it I'm gonna take it Heard the risk is drownin', but I'm gonna take it

I first saw you You had on blue jeans Your eyes couldn't hide Anything I saw you Breathing And I saw you staring out in space

I next saw you It was at a party Thought you was a queen Oh, so flirty I came against

Didn't say excuse Know what I was doing We looked very fine 'Cause we were leaving

What I would do to take away this fear of being loved Allegiance to the pain Now I'm fucked up and I'm missing you She'll never be like you I would give anything to change this fickle-minded heart That loves fake shiny things Now I'm fucked up and I'm missing you She'll never be like you

I'm only human, can't you see? I made, I made a mistake Please just look me in my face Tell me everything's okay 'Cause I got it Ooh, she'll never be like you I'm only human, can't you see? I made, I made a mistake Please just look me in my face Tell me everything's okay 'Cause I got it Ooh, she'll never be like you

How do I make you wanna stay? Hate sleeping on my own, missing the way you taste Now I'm fucked up and I'm missing you She'll never be like you Stop looking at me with those eyes Like I could disappear and you wouldn't care why Now I'm fucked up and I'm missing you She'll never be like you

I'm only human, can't you see? I made, I made a mistake Please just look me in my face Tell me everything's okay 'Cause I got it Ooh, she'll never be like you I'm only human, can't you see? I made, I made a mistake Please just look me in my face Tell me everything's okay 'Cause I got it Ooh, she'll never be like you

I'm falling on my knees Forgive me, I'm a fucking fool I'm begging, darling, please Absolve me of my sins, won't you? Oh, I'm falling on my knees Forgive me, I'm a fucking fool I'm begging, darling, please Absolve me of my sins, won't you?

I'm only human, can't you see? I made, I made a mistake Please just look me in my face Tell me everything's okay 'Cause I got it Ooh, she'll never be like you I'm only human, can't you see? I made, I made a mistake Please just look me in my face Tell me everything's okay 'Cause I got it Ooh, she'll never be like you

I remember how we used to be so beautiful You broke my heart at 16 The first time I felt my world come crashing Black magic, like your heart was made of matches And I never got over it

I swear your friends know when to post your photograph It doesn’t really hurt, but it always takes me back to 16 In your basement and your parents, my feelings And I never got over it

How did you break my heart without even trying? How are you on my mind? You're not even talking to me You were made of matches, and you burned me to the ground You were made of matches, and you burned me down

Everybody says that you're still living your life One weekend to the next still tryna' get it right The truth is I worry you never found something to escape who you used to be

I found my own way of coping with your mess And I found my own reasons why you weren't the best for me Why couldn't you be the best for me?

How did you break my heart without even trying? How are you on my mind? You're not even talking to me You were made of matches, and you burned me to the ground You were made of matches, and you burned me down

I never felt darkness The way I feel it tonight

You always say what's on your mind And dance like nobody's around you Someone like you, so hard to find I can't believe I even found you

I'm tryna do this every FaceTime You know that you had me from the first line I could listen to a story from you ten times There's nothing I would clarify

There's some' different 'bout you Some' different, some' different There's some' different 'bout you Some' different, some' different Need your voice on repeat, all that good energy All of the aura you bring There's some' different 'bout you Some' different, some' different

You're never one to criticize Even if somebody doubts you You're always down to stay all night You watch The Crown like its about you

And every time you wanna FaceTime You know that you had me from the first line I could listen to a story from you ten times There's nothing I would clarify

There's some' different 'bout you

There's some' different 'bout you Some' different, some' different Need your voice on repeat, all that good energy All of the aura you bring There's some' different 'bout you Some' different, some' different

I try to do this every night When I call you 'cause I need to hear your voice I was running 'til I fell into your void Now there's nothing that can change my mind

There's some' different 'bout you