moongrail:
requited feelings and shared affection prompts the span of growing curve / nose and ears FLUSHED with embarrassment , yet her mouth becomes the bridge that connects them , pushing ‘gainst the soft of his lips while hands grip tighter at the fabric on his shoulders . if heaven exists , she’s sure it’s not as blissful as this moment . it might be the LAST TIME , future uncertain , so she carefully treasures this , savours every second and studies every movement he makes : the way he holds her ( TENDER AND ADORING ) , how he matches such gentleness with the soft touches of his mouth please , god , don’t let this glimpse of happiness end .
it was odd being in this moment when only minutes before they had been in the throes of a completely different sent of emotions. jadeite had been experiencing turmoil and guilt, even despair at not being able to do anything. and yet now he couldn’t feel further from those emotions - it was as if that had been a different person. he was on cloud nine even with just this simple embrace, his hands falling to the small of her back. how could he ever be expected not to want this? not to want her? it was he who pulled back the second time, a need for air forcing the separation. he knew he probably looked flush and out of breath but he didn’t mind if she saw. "i..." he paused, waiting for her gaze to meet his own. he had made a point not to speak thus far, not wanting to ruin the moment with silly words. but now he felt the desire to speak what was in his heart, what was overflowing and evident when they kissed. "i love you."












