EndLess-Haze

If it seems jumbled its because i just write down my thoughts as i get them. Just raw unproccessed emotions and my most inner thoughts. Finally had a night to really sit down and get my shit together. Gotta provide the bread for the family. Took alot to get to where im at and had to realize that aint no one got you like you do. Ive had friends stab me in the back and hold me down. Ive had people i admired absolutely crush me and make me feel like i was a piece of trash on a street corner. Took me all the way down to where i was suicidal. All i wanted to do was run my truck off into the river. I contemplated it every day for a few months solid. Then one night i had a mental breakdown that nearly resulted in the death of myself. My girlfriend was there for me the entire time and pulled me through. If it wasnt for her during that time i wouldnt be where i am today. She boosted me where no one else could. Shes the best girlfriend in the world and i love her. Two and a half years together and still happily together. I know we have people who doubt us and dont think we can make it. Its the people like you that have put us where we are today. As the saying goes haters are my motivators. So thank you guys for talking shit and never believing in me. Me and my queen are gonna have a comeup like none of you aint ever even seen. When i was there for you and in return got rejected. You guys just keep chillin at your moms talkin about one day. Well one day came and gone by. So keep stayin in that place but dont come for me when you see me coppin that bentley. We dont have time for none of that bullshit. Weve been treated like trash by our so called friends when we would bend over backwards for them. If you ever wanna succeed then youve got to realize that no one is truly your friend. You simply have just friendly aquaintences. As shitty as it sounds we are just people. When it comes down to it no ones gonna look out for you like you will. So take care of yourself,your queen,and your family. Never tell a lie. Never be a snitch. Im not hood or a gangster. I just gotta start taking care of my family the way they need to be. No matter what the cost. You gotta be a go getter. Stay on your grind and you can do whatever you put your mind to. So to all of the people who have held me down and counted me out. Fuck you. To all of my people who were there and are still in my life rootin for me. I hear you, i love you, and i got you. Your always in my thoughts and you will be taken care of. To my old friends throughout the years that supported me and we just fell apart i appreciate you and my heart goes out to you. A new chapter in my life is starting. A new beginning.

Nothing compares to eating ice cream at 4AM after a night of good vibes with my friends and family.