Beth

hello chapgone nation

but please don't apologize, i really appreciate when people reach out about stuff like this because it makes me feel a little bit less crazy that others see the similarities too. this is the same account this ask was about, as well as this general overview video i made in june. i'm really tired of being treated like i'm being delusional/reactionary/crazy by this person for feeling put off by all of this, especially because they keep watering it down to me being upset about us having the same name/pronouns/interests when it is clearly SO much more than that, and i stated several times in my original video that it was not about that in the slightest. if people are STILL mistaking us for the same person despite everything i have done to prevent this, i do not know what i am supposed to do or how i am supposed to present myself online. i have received so much horrid harassment/hate about this since making my video, i have not felt safe posting anything anywhere because i know they still look at my accounts, and quite frankly i am really really really tired of having to deal with all of this after making it clear to them how much i just wanted to move on. but i will never stop replying to asks confirming whether or not other accounts are mine, because it is the only way i know how to prevent confusion. so thank you again so much for asking, i really appreciate you and your kindness 💌

an old Lyra doodle

Cleaned it at last ! It’s ruff but this is a sketch page I drew as I was finishing the first book of Phillip Pullman’s His Dark Materials. I had to post it, because re-reading the books was SO great ! I knew I already loved it as a child and would understand it a lot better now, but I didn’t expected to love it that much !! I took the complete three volumes for my one month internship in this tiny-village-with-nothing, and ended reading all of it in almost one week ! (That’s an awful lot of pages.) I can only recommend the series, and  would totally make a badass animated TV show out of it. Ps - If you’ve read it, you cannot forget Him. Yeah and that’s tiny Lyra and big Iorek :3

severance watercolor sketches

Jack Thorne: MARISA COULTER IS SUICIDAL!! SHE WANTS TO YEET HERSELF OFF OF BUILDINGS! WHEN SHE LOOKS DOWN AN ELEVATOR SHE PICTURES HERSELF FALLING! WHEN SHE HOLDS A GUN SHE IMAGINES IT IN HER MOUTH.

she was probably wearing something normal in 4.04 but i like to imagine antigone in like, the atonement dress

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