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im calm. im zen. everything is good.

thank god this cat is here. i love you kitty.

liming my goat the greenest of flags. literally i have no thoughts no words just liming is goated and i wanna see more of him and i want his dreams to come true.

yo i want fried banana. this show just makes me hungry TT.

"It's not you it's me" alright buddy. sure.

oh fuck he previous relationship was a secret. damn it. WAS HE MARRIED TO A WOMAN??? bro okay jim im sorry i didn't realize how dirty this man did u. not just a cheater but LIVING A DOUBLE LIFE????? HE FUCKING DIED????? HOLY SHIT THATS EVEN WORSE. goddamn. oh this man is traumatized. DUDE. THATS CRAZY. JESUS CHRIST NOT THE DEAD BODY MAKEUP. holy shit at first i called it that he died then the backstory happened and i was like, okay ig im wrong and he's just a cheater. HE'S A DEAD CHEATER. I FUCKING CALLED IT. HE DIED. damn straight it's not his fault. "did I take him from her" DUDE YOU HAD NO IDEA. oh man jim im sorry for dogging on you earlier. that's crazy.

okay im back in. im bought back in again. i kind of got detached for a bit cuz of the whole potential cheating thing and the toxic ex but im back and ready to rumble. phew okay im good. sorry jim lmao.

opp we're back with alan at the bank. "I can't separate work from personal matters" well okay bro. at least he's honest. okay no stay focused IM BOUGHT IN IM NOT ABANDONING.

thank god gaipa is here my goat what a sweetheart. oof he might get heartbroken tho. oh damn he just went straight for it. oof i knew that rejection was coming but it hurts. "I was just saying" bro is downplaying. aww he's trying so hard to recover. i love gaipa so much my poor boy. please dont cry TT noooooo my boy. wait okay so jim's sister is still around? why did she abandon liming tho????

wen's shirt is so nice i love the orange with the stripes. and it's a little baggy. gosh I love button ups. damn he went straight for the hips. i feel like wen is being a little too persistent idk. like with alan he was definitely too persistent and I don't want wen to reach that territory. BRO NOT THE PRODUCT PLACEMENT. aww wait they're cute.

lmao thai bl always gotta have the two leads riding a bike or motorcycle with one holding onto the other.

oh shit. rip cheater it's a shame you died in that boat accident.

yeah lowk meeting the woman might give him closure. oh damn they found her so easily. that's pretty convenient lol. oh??? SHE KNEW ABOUT HIM????? also she's so pretty. "he must have loved you so much" guys i can't do this. this woman is an angel. "we just fell in love with a selfish man" she's lovely this is a great convo they're having. and the fact that she is in the same boat as him, and she was able to move on, which might help jim move on as well. "I quit suffocating over the past" she's amazing. women are amazing. women are strong and kind and compassionate. I love women.

aww yay jim and wen are gonna be okay. it's all gonna work out. im hopeful. oh this sequence of their sillouettes by the ocean is so beautiful.

omg yay my boys heart and liming. my low cortisol duo. OMG AND THE CAT. hellooooo kitty. OMG HE SPOKE. omg liming's reaction is so cuteeeee. "I want to hear your voice" awwwwwww. omg this is so cute. liming and heart my cuties i love them so much. AWWWW BRO I LOVE THESE TWO SO MUCH.

wen i love you im sorry i doubted you. you're a kind soul and i just know ur gonna be the glue that brings liming and jim back together as a family.

omg heart and liming are so adorable. oh? OH!! AWSSDF{IOJDFO. THEY KISSED. SO CUTE. IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM. lol jim took a peak. oh what. ALAN HAD AN ACCIDENT?? guys i cant. naw fuck off. im rewatching the heart and liming scene again fuck this.

ugh okay fine i need to stop being a wimp. what happened to alan. ITS NOT HIS FUCKING FAULT ALAN GOT DRUNK GOD THIS IS PISSING ME OFF. god fucking damn it. alan i understand ur upset but jesus christ get a grip. go to therapy. he needs a support system.

im feeling calmer, i got a snack (some grapes :D) and a nice cold 7up zero. it's gonna be okay. we will persevere.

oh man now we're seeing alan and wen while they were dating. damn he forgot their anniversary. first anniversary. man im irritated. nope its fine. i need to be calm.

"what did I do wrong" "I'll do better" okay im devastated. if someone loses feelings, it's so tough. because you want to think you can fix things, or blame someone, but in reality neither person has control over the situation. im guessing wen lost feelings, so when alan asks "what did i do wrong" there really isn't an answer to give. but it's also tough for wen who is also not in control. his options are to stay in a relationship he doesn't want to be in or leave, and here he is clearly taking the second route. i just hope the his motivation to break up with alan is independent of the one night stand, and that he didn't actually cheat on his partner. because that betrayal of trust, in my opinion, is not justified if you lose feelings. if your partner is controlling or manipulative and you can exit the relationship, that's another story. then it's just tough because you're genuinely trapped. but im not sure if that's the case here. ugh okay i need to just sit thru this and stop worrying lmao.

wen doesn't love alan anymore, but he cares about him, which alan mistakes for a chance at fixing their relationship.

i've been on alan's end of the situation, and it truly hurts. it's a sucky situation, but the best thing to do is to let go. especially if you're just making the other person feel trapped, then neither person is fulfilled.

hmm. okay. so they are broken up, but alan is the one always being persistent in trying to get wen back. and it's under the guise of not wanting to lose a friend. but wen knows that eventually alan will try to be more then friends, even after he specifically says that's not what he wants. i feel for both of them here, but really i just hope wen didn't cheat while they were still dating.

oh fuck. nope. alan guilt tripped wen into staying in the relationship. into sleeping with him. even when wen didn't want it. it may not be intentional guilt tripping, but it's clear that wen does not want this relationship and alan needs to stop trying to "fix" things. it's just gonna build up more resentment.

yeah no they are just toxic together it's understandable why they broke up. i think this was before the one night stand. like these issues exist independent from cheating, that's a whole other thing. im thinking wen slept with jim while he and alan were already broken up, but since alan is constantly trying to get back together he feels like he can act possessively.

ugh and the apology just makes both of them feel worse and more guilty cuz they still aren't agreeing. wen still wants no relationship. alan still wants a relationship. there isn't actually a resolution in that apology. it's rough out here, man.

"be decisive" gong is giving good advice but it's harder than it seems. wen clearly cares too much about alan, but not in the way alan wants. guhghguhriuhgdif im upset. i feel bad for both of them. but i agree with gong. wen u gotta break up with alan decisively and immediately.

"I'll dress your wound" that you fucking gave him. come on wen get the courage. the courage to leave. ik it's hard but you can do it.

"what does he have that I dont?" GODDAMIT. dude this is painful. and im on my period so im also in physical pain. these grapes arent enough i need more snacks brb.

okay im back and I got goldfish. gotta power thru ts.

alright so wen basically confirmed he didn't cheat, which i suspected. he's just kind of a push over and didn't decisively leave alan properly. but he's gonna fix this and talk things over. it's gonna be okay.

gaipa you angel. you and your mother are angels i love you both. AW FUCK NOT WEN SHOWING UP WITH GAIPA AND FUCKING JIM HERE ITS SO AWKWARD GET ME OUTTA HERE. liming my sweet summer child bless your heart.

omg winter melon soup i fucking love winter melon soup yum yum yummy im ignoring the conflict me want soup me like soup yummy yummy. MMMM BOBA YUMMY YUMMY.

okay back to my boys liming and heart. my goats. yo heart doing comp sci twinsies. love my low cortisol side couple. OMG THEY'RE MASCOTS LMAO SO CUTE. that has to be so tiring omg and hot in that big ahh costume. aw they're so cute lololol. lowering my stress. oop wen is here. but we chill. aw they so cute.

oh shit i forgot alan was the loan guy. bro TT im crine. this is so awkward. he is staring daggers. "just return what you took to me" bro is NAWT talking abt the pen. my cortisol is spiking bro i cant do this.

man i feel so bad for wen.

"why would you stay with someone who no longer loves you" wen you're so real for that. DONT REKINDLE THE FIRE. okay im happy with that break up. cuz he never liked beef in the first place. damn okay first crying doesn't make me feel very good. qwq

aww yay back to heart and liming :ppp

ugh they cheer me right up. LMAO HE CRASHED THE BIKE. oh shit is he hurt. bro TT JUST WHEN I SAID CORTISOL WAS LOW. okay it's just a scrape on the arm. he's not mortally wounded. oh fuck the parents are mad. BROOOO WHYYY.

"deaf people can ride motorcycles" yes liming the only person with common sense here. liming my goat. BRO THESE PARENTS ARE FUCKING AWFUL. YOUR SON IS DEAF AND U DONT BOTHER TO LEARN SIGN LANGUAGE?? bro im so pissed. gem is selling it tho this scene is so good. poor heart TT my boy qwq.

damn gemini making me fucking ball my eyes out. GAHH IM DEVASTATED.

"why do you keep causing trouble" jim fuck off im honestly so tired of you dude.

unrelated but i got my first SS uma in the unity scenario last night.

desperately hoping my boy wen isn't a cheater TT.

omg this opening scene with heart and liming is so soft and cute. even if there turns out to be a cheating plot I'll keep watching for them <3

hmmm... alan... wen told him to get off so that's not giving currently in a relationship. where is this going... OH!! OKAY PHEW. YES THEY AREN'T TOGETHER. i fucking knew it. thank the bl gods. he's not a cheater, he's just continuing to live with his ex for financial reasons. okay wen still my goat.

bro searching up love advice on ur work computer is crazy.

omg jim u cant just look thru liming's stuff. bro TT. "do you think I wanted to be born" LIMING UR TOO RELATABLE TT. poor boy. "stop forcing you dream down my throat" holy shit liming my goat ur so real.

okay heart is here to comfort my boy. lmao okay maybe not comfort but annoy in an endearing way. the little chin pet thing is so cute omg. seeing them goof around is such a serotonin boost. im smiling like an idiot theyre so sweet. okay to be fair i also wouldn't want to wear a shirt that says "touch me if you can" lmao.

omg not the surprise birthday. wen facilitating jim and liming making up im gonna cry they're so sweet. leng tryna wingman for wen lmao what a real one. wait omg does this mean jim is 40??? holy grandpa. omg wen is sleeping over. okay wen is so sweet that gift is so cute and his words of advice were so kind. he really is trying his best. OOp. lmao "try it on" ur not slick wen. ur kind but ur also down bad. he's straight to the point my god. omg not the flash back to his past lover while wen is tryna kiss him. GUYS HE'S NOT OVER HIS EX. THIS IS THE WORST KIND OF SITUATIONSHIP. WHERE UR SO DOWN BAD BUT THE OTHER PERSON IS THINKING ABT THEIR EX. damn wen that sucks... rooting for u bud.

damn jim is lowk antiromantic. but that cat is so cute. bruh the product placement TT im crine it's taking me out lmao. but that cat is so cute I have to forgive it. lmao wen tryna feed jim cat food is crazy.

MOVE OUT. YES WEN MOVE OUT. why does it matter if he has a new boyfriend y'all are broken up you have no right to act so possessive over ur ex??? get outta there wen. establish boundaries.

i feel kinda bad for alan but if someone doesn't want to be with you... you really can't control that. it's their feelings. but it seems like this ep is the love rival ep lmao cuz gaipa just showed up. do we get firstkhaotung in this series??? lol would be nice. like a little treat.

oh fuck. alan meets jim. alan is well off. jim is poor. of fucking course bro. alan is not doing a good job of hiding his anger damn bro.

gaipa's mom is so cute i love her. what a sweet woman. what a kind woman. ugh what a queen i love her so much. she's such a cheerleader for him omg i FUCKING LOVE THIS WOMAN.

wen has so much whimsy i love him.

lmao not liming being a stowaway in heart's house. omg are they gonna go on an adventure together ?!?!?!? hehehe yippeeee adventuureee. awww my cuties. oooh that looks so yummy... im hungry now... damn should I get a snack??? okay after the ep imma get a snack. AWW THEYRE SO SWEET IM CRYING.

OMG THEY'RE GOING TO VISIT A DEAF COMMUNITY. it's so important that heart is actually able to interact with other deaf people rather than his mom just shutting him out from the world. this whole scene is so wholesome and endearing. feeling the music thru the vibration of the speakers TT.

OH FUCK OFF. ALAN PLEASE DONT MAKE A SCENE. YOU GUYS BROKE UP. ugh okay i need to pause cuz im getting mad.

did they break up before or after wen slept with jim. because it could be more complicated than just standard cheating or a clean break up. wen could have been unhappy with the rellationship, had doubts, slept with jim, then realized he needed to break up with alan. that to me seems like the most likely case. I don't want wen to have cheated, but this scenario seems to make the most sense. and if that is the case, i'd be more understanding of alan and more critical of wen. although, honestly, if he felt trapped in the relationship and acted immediately by breaking up after the one night stand, i'd treat this case with more grace since there is more nuance than standard cheating. im hoping the break up was before the one night stand, but im preparing myself just in case it isn't. ALSO. jim hates cheaters. there is no way jim is gonna accept wen if he's a cheater, especially after what he went thru in the past.

OH MY GOD FUCK OFF THIS IS PISSING ME OFF. "I can explan" says nothing. I HATE IT WHEN THAT HAPPENS. IF IT WERE ME I WOULD BE SCREAMING "WE ARENT TOGETHER> WE BROKE UP> HE HAS NO REASON TO BE POSSESSIVE AND IS ACTING TOXIC>" oh fuck off if he cheated and is lying that would piss me off even more. fuck this im so pissed.

it's not that serious i need to calm down. im an adult and this is a work of fiction.

HIS HEAD IS BLEEDING. THATS FUCKING ABUSIVE ALAN. god this is pissing me off im sorry.

imma get a snack and decompress. i need to stay dedicated to my boys heart and liming even if i start to hate the main storyline lmao.

oh shit they're planning on demolishing jim's restaurant. dude. that's devastating. im guessing wen doesn't have the power to stop the demolition project, and he probably wouldn't speak out against it since it may put his job at risk.

heart teaching liming to sign is so endearing. my boy liming is really trying his best. omg these two are so sweet qwq.

oh man we're back to the adult issues. im very anxious that jim is gonna find out that wen was involved with the demolition project and blow up at him. corporate jobs vs community local businesses the dichotomy is so well portrayed between these two.

wen shooting his shot again. BRO THAT TRANSITION. okay we are getting the backstory. old man jim and his past gay lover. omg did he die or something. or cheat or leave him. omg he opened the restaurant with his dead gay lover. oh wait he isn't dead. omg. he cheated??? fuck i HATE infidelity. oh this man is deeply hurt.

love this convo. "Gender has nothing to do with successful or unsuccessful relationships" love that. it's a common homophobic talking point to say that gay relationships can't be as strong as straight relationships, for example people pointing at out-of-context statistics to show how same-sex couples deal with infidelity, domestic abuse, and divorce. but this sort of argument is just a fallacy meant to encourage discrimination. it may not be the standard "being gay itself is sinful" argument, but it's still a homophobic one.

this diner better not fucking close or im gonna cry.

wen is gonna tell him. i mean he has to. cmon..

liming real. liming real asf. like yes he's young and naive but he has strong principles and a good sense. he just expresses himself in a less controlled way. liming my goat.

OKAY WEN IS GONNA TELL HIM. he already knows but the important thing is that wen communicates with jim abt this issue. oh shit he just got promoted and put on the project. okay this is very. okay. jim ur not slick. he's obviously mad but because he is so rigid and reserved he acts as though he's not upset because "logically" wen doesn't have any obigations towards jim. you see, liming would just say what he thinks, that's a strength of his that I think jim could really benefit from. like now he's being even more cold to wen than usual. like he is obviously super upset and wen did everything right. he communicated like immediately, didn't withold this information, was very upfront, and jim is just like "okay why should I care goodbye don't come to the diner" LIKE GAHH.

khaotung's character def likes jim. he's so sweet tryna help jim out.

okay i dont think liming is gonna get tutored by heart, instead he's gonna go travel in america with heart. that's my new prediction.

liming my goat i'll defend him no matter what. step off jim. he doesn't have to go thru a mid life crisis just because you are. he can still figure things out.

I'm loving how wen is stepping in as a secondary mentor in liming's life. he more chill and accepting but still provides the kind of support a kid would seek from an adult. like a mentor or teacher rather than a parent. someone who isn't so nitpicky or concerned with lifestyle choices or being a micromanager.

"you're just as unbending as he is" wen goated for mediating the family conflict when jim straight up just ghosted him.

okay this is the second shot where liming is looking forlorn at a straight couple. crazy theory but he might be gay. like ik this is a reach but I think liming isn't straight.

heart's shirt is super cute i want it TT. im a sucker for horizontal stripes and collars lmao.

oh shit. wen's father please don't be an asshole. please be a good parent lmao. wait so is he the step father? or are the subtitles just iffy. okay he seems nice rn. not homophobic.

liming and heart up to some shenanigans. lol liming said he wanted to be a bartender now he's underage drinking with heart. this stare is cute and all but im scared they're gonna knock the bottle over again. okay false alarm they're good. just being cute. awww they gonna go on a little date.

shit jim meeting his dad. jim literally meeting the parents. okay I think the dad is good. I think we're in the clear. wait im really loving the varied family dynamics displayed in this series so far. hell yeah there are more options besides college. wen is so real. "a degree might not be the answer for everyone" real asf. "happiness can be varied for each individual" wen speaking the truth.

back to my boys heart and liming. they cute as hell. awww pinky promise. om they're so adorable im obsessed. khaotung so cute too with his mom. i keep forgetting his character's name tho lol.

AWW SLEEP OVER. heart and liming are so sweet, I really like their storyline.

omg what. WHAT. HUH. I DONT RECALL FIRST BEING HERE. wait. omg. fuck this. fuck the cheating plot. GUYS I HATE CHEATING. I DIDNT REMEMBER CHEATING IN THE PILOT. WHASKFJSJFD. NAURR.

ugh okay im stopping here for now. gonna play some umamusume and then go to bed. but holy shit I don't remember there being a cheating plot??? fuck and I really liked wen, especially during this ep. im sure it's more complex than just cheating, or idk maybe it isn't. man i really hate cheating. ik some people can forgive it and some couples can get past it and move on, but for me cheating is just inexcusable. that's just my personal view though, it's possible wen and jim can work things out.

wen getting a job without applying or submitting a resume YOU LUCKY DUCK. im not bitter wdym...

bro i wonder if li ming is like "so that guy you slept with WITH ME IN THE SAME HOUSE MIND YOU is now just working at the restaurant???". okay i didn't need to wonder lmao liming got that judgemental stare, and it's very warranted. im very interested in this sour uncle-nephew dynamic. there is def gonna be some kind of argument or fight like second to last episode or smth.

liming u gotta stop fighting the deaf kid TT he so mad lmao. heart is such a diva but liming is persistent. aww they're mopping together so sweet.

dude i wanna eat that whole chicken. im so hungry. the popcorn wasn't enough. teaching someone to cook is an underrated love language. man I could go for some katsu right now... GAH

"who says I want wages at all" girl where are you getting your income?? im getting sus of wen ngl. that lanyard made me think he was an office worker or something, he def has a diff job.

im kinda obsessed with khaotung's shirt lol i love green and flowy pattern button ups. I have a feeling gaipa is gonna be a love rival lmao. wait I like wen's shirt too omg orange stripes.

is it really necessary to take ur shirt off to play soccer TT. crazy they're talking abt college and girls, two things liming isn't interesting in. damn liming 2/10 on ur exam?? just when I thought he couldn't get more relatable lmaooo. okay im guessing heart is gonna tutor liming or smth. the nagging is so real omg their family dymanic is also so relatable.

okay im really liking the heart and liming sideplot. lowk i like it more than jim and wen ngl.

im such a simp for motifs and shit lik that beer can representing jim's usual rigidity and organization and how with wen he gives a can, kind of letting his guard down and relaxing his usual rigid and strict nature. also that cat is so damn cute.

oh damn shit is getting real. leng gonna be a broke father. jim really just acts as everyone's dad. he clearly has a lot of responsibility and a sense of duty to his friends and community. also I just realized the cat food is product placement HAHAHA the kitty is making gmmtv the big bucks.

OH SHIT. i knew wen must have had another job. he seems to be some sort of project manager. aw they cute as hell.

liming follow ur dreams twin, but don't go to the US it kinda sucks here. idk much abt australia but they got some crazy ass spiders. maybe go to canada or something? liming and heart are so adorable im crine.

yo what. heart's mom forbids him from leaving the house?? cuz he's deaf?? alr i guess everyone in this series has family issues.

jim really holds everyone together like glue. he's like the universal father figure.

that car is just gorgeous. also that didn't look like a significant crash or injury, but ig 3k baht isn't that bad? it's like 80 bucks usd I think, but if I were the one on the motorcyle I would just say no biggie let me take look at ur epic car and we're good.

I fear wen is gonna overwork himself. he's better off financially but he's definitely not rich, he has to work. it's almost like he's living a double life, doing project management during the day and then working at the restaurant at night.

HE GOT TWO BEERS !! damn okay nevermind he left. NEVERMIND WEN CAME BACK. okay good they're sharing lmao. ALMOST 40??? okay damn so he really is just uncle maxxing. "can't afford to be romantic" damn okay old man.

i love this convo. they want what the other has. Wen wants personal connection and community. Jim wants a comfortable financial situation. Wen has a decent job with a liveable wage. Jim is the pillar of his community with a kind heart. Wen is desperately chasing after JIm, after this emotional connection, while Jim is equally desperate for financial stability. He cares about order, he's rigid, he wants things to be handled, he's a hard worker. Wen and Jim have conflicting interests, and I really like that as a point of contention here.

"Don't waste your time on me" OUCH "someone like me isn't fit to be anyone's home" OWWW FATAL WOUNDDD. critical hit. also ur so wrong dude ur literally liming and leng's home. u liar.

good to know they used protection on the first shaboink.

AWW KITTY. jimbo the cat so cute he's my fav character immediately. also they don't know each other's names yet but ofc you gotta prioritize getting to know the cat.

dude i need his car. that's the perfect color of green and jesus christ the shape of the car is to die for. i need that car so bad bro TT

the situationship starts now :p idk how painful this will be lol gonna prepare myself. as someone who has had too many experiences with lesbian situationships, I fear the possibility that this particular situationship might possibly maybe perchance perhaps have some issues idk maybe :0000.

HELP ME "i like eating old people" guys he's not being subtle at all. this is some full force movement. okay but what is the actual age diff tho cuz im guesing like 24 and 30 or smth like that. 30 too old to be in a situationship bro lock him down. wife him up. why not??

alr img just gonna do a long ass post for each ep rather than splitting them up cuz im lazy and why not.

i lowk forgot what the side plot for gemfot was in this show :o.

oh wait yes okay gem is deaf. li ming you cant just go into someone's house and nudge them u gotta give some warning bro.

im def excited for the heartliming storyline tho, I didn't know heart's dad was a politician or whatever.

okay finally we got names. jim and wen. "nail and bail" is crazy work lmao. catching feelings for one night stands is rough, man, but its a bl series so we know jim and wen end up together, it's just about how do they end up together.

i love the moon motif and night imagery, it's super pretty and it scratches the nerdy part of my brain.

liming goated idc what anyone says. yes he startled heart but it wasn't completely his fault, the 50/50 split in responsibility makes sense, and he took responsibility to pay them himself. what a g.

"aren't you curious about me at all" poor boy is down bad for the chicken man. chicken man give my boy a chance. also it's crazy he dropped his lanyard at the restaurant thats def on purpose.

okay so now he's just working there. damn okay so he just got a job easy peasy like that?? lowk impressive ngl

okay immediately, when did they ditch the raikantopeni?? i feel like i remember bad buddy also having the thulakorn intro, and I watched thamepo a while back in one sitting lmao and that also didn't have the raikantopeni. man i feel so old TT new gens dont even have the raikantopeni opening qwq.

the chicken is already making me hungry damn maybe i got get a snack first...

i got popcorn :p

the visuals so far are super comforting and warm, the aesthetic is gorgeous. I remember how groundbreaking atots was being a bl not taking place in a university with engineering student lmaoo. love the college setting, an absolute classic, but boy am i glad to see some variety now!

bro is so organized he's labelling his beers for each day TT he's so real for that omg. i predict later he's gonna like drink more than his daily share to show mental distress or during some sort of miscommunication/breakup arc.

don't drink and drive btw

OH HE GAVE HIS TOMORROW CAN. man i wish i had someone i could give my tomorrow can...

oh its so chinese i love it. got the yue bing and everything.

omg ofc she thinks they're a couple TT. I mean this first meeting does a great job at showing how they're kind of immediately catching feelings. I had a similar experience with a girl in the DR where we had never met before but just developed a connection during the night.

i don't even know their names yet lmao they just keep calling each other khun. that car looks awesome tho. oh shit he taking him to his place??? earth's character is so kind taking care of mixx's character lmao he drunk as hell.

oh his house is so nice. oh shit li ming. LMAOO. "I dont have a wife yet" !!!! "I'm sure you know my preferance" okay king shoot ur shot. tho it would be funny if fourth played earth's son in another series lol. oh shit they getting into it. no games no funny business just shaboinking it. IS LI MING IN THE SAME HOUSE??? WHILE THEY SHABOINK???

i should probably condense my thoughts to just one post per ep

holy shit there's so much bl and gl content out there rn

gonna alternate bl and gl, time to turn on my vpn and pick a show to start with.

haven't been on this site in ages lmao

gonna be liveblogging while I watch shows and catch up on all the series I've missed out on while focusing on academics lol.

it's honestly hard for me to sit and watch stuff without doing anything simultaneously, I get restless and fidgety lol, which is why I've been gaming during my downtime instead. I've been listening to true crime podcasts while grinding in minecraft lmao for some reason that has been the best form of relaxation in college (excluding when I go out with friends).

but rn in the summer I have a couple months of free time, so I wanna get back into watching thai dramas. gonna just spill my thoughts here to keep my hands occupied so I can really dive back into these shows.

FRIEND

they knew from the start. they knew but they wanted to spend at least a few days together before they had to part. they knew before they even got together, we all knew. everyone knew. but they didnt care. it was worth it to them.

those scarce yet precious moments were worth it.

excuse me while i fucking cry

tumblr has a limit for photos so i’ll have to use a lot of text-explanation

when pran first gets home he genuinely does not want to talk to his mom. he just doesnt. but his mom pushes and pushes and says smth like “you’ve become friends with the neighbour again, haven’t you?” and pran just:

the way he says this just shows how exhausted he is. for his entire life he has been exhausted. he’s showing some of that here. tired of his family, tired of trying to live up to other people’s expectations, tired of always blaming himself for things he rly doesnt need to blame himself for, tired of carrying the weight that his mother dropped onto his shoulders since he was a child.

“we’re not friends”

“pran dont walk away from me, we must talk things out”

and here is where the hidden rage starts to leak out of pran. talk things out? you want to talk? sure ill fucking talk.

mommy is not happy and starts to yell, only to be cut off by pran.

mommy starts to pull out every excuse she has within her but pran has heard this all too many times. “i know they are disgusting, theyre cheaters, they did this and that to us, i know all of that...”

pran is finally starting to verbalise what he’s been wanting to tell his mother his whole life. after doing all he could to keep everything inside, this is when his walls start to break.

“have you forgotten to save my reputatio—”

“mom” an interruption like none other

he’s been wanting to say that for a while now. pictures dont do nanon’s facial expressions justice, his acting is so precise and accurate. truly remarkable.

mommy is shocked, “i never raised to you talk to me like this”

and we all know what pran says in response. “it’s because you raised me this way, that im not like other kids. ”

pran was raised on a controlled environment with an inability to express himself and a severe lack of freedom. heavy responsibility and feelings of obligation further crumble his already broken sense of self. i could rant for hours about how pran’s tendencies to conceal and guard himself stem directly from how he was raised. but i wont, since im sure you all know already.

she slaps him.